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Ive abvoided her for a long time, or at least try, Im tired out from girls, and find now, that because I couldnt care a s... if one comes along or not, I always seem to have them around me, even when I dont want them.

They come with all sorts of tricks, pretending to look for someone, can I show her where this is and that is.

Thanks to the ex that Ive been trying to avoid, she is trouble, but she sure brings girls with her, only problem is, she says infront of them whilst we are in the car etc, she says, I know you want to be together with me someday.

she puts words in my mouth, whether I like it or not. she was so angry tonight, saying this other girl Amalia, saying horrible things about her etc, and when I dispute it, she shouts me down saying, yes she is, you must stay away from her, and that she is so angry with me, cause Ive been sleeping with this one and that one. But, I say to her, Bianca, you have a boyfriend and you had one when you were with me. what must I do.
Then when I want to invite vanessa from the shop, for a barbecue, she goes fighting with her and anyone else I talk to.

But you know what, tonight afterwards, I thought, she does bully me and everybody like hell, but, she really worries and cares for me. and it kind of feels good.

I think, Ill just let her be the boss and not fight back and just say, yes Bianca, ok Bianca. then she gets all confused.
But, I cant earn a living when she controls me like this either and watches all my moves. she must give me space.