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This dear woman feels shattered and lost. She got married at 19, and moved from living with her parents, to living with her husband.
She was always referred to in life as 'Bob's wife', or the mother of their three children, now grown and left the nest.
She said she has no sense of who she is. Her husband never 'allowed' her to do anything that interested her. Now she simple feels lost. The only control she has felt she had over the entire ordeal, is applying for the divorce which was granted, much to husband's annoyance. She now has the task ahead of finding out who she is.
I cast my mind back to when I was married, eons ago. My then husband would not allow me to listen to music of my choice, he wanted me to dye my hair pitch black or blue black, and woe betide if I gained even only a few pounds, and so on. Always introduced as 'David's wife, then later, as 'Sebastian's mother'. I felt like jumping up and down and saying, 'Hey, I am me, you know... Fil'!!! After the split, I remember having to discover all over again, who I was, regain my sense of self, gain confidence all over again. Be happy again. And I did.
That got me thinking about what does define us. What gives us a sense of self?