love kills

what is there to say?
my friend was in love with a girl
they had been an on and off couple for some years
mostly on...
beginning back when they were still in high school
he must have been deeply in love with her
she had feelings for him as well
but she insisted that she not be tied down
she wanted to run with other friends of hers
and, I suppose, see other young men
perhaps a reasonable mindset
yet she always returned to be with my friend
he had little interest in any other than she
he never dated any other women
one might say that he was obsessed with her
he just maintained until she came back to him
which she invariably did, time after time
til one day when he was at her home
she lived with her parents who were out at the time
her father was a police officer
up in her bedroom that day...they argued
like they had done so many times before
he professing his love for her
pleading...that she stop seeing other people
...that she love him alone
she would have none of it
she said that she would do whatever she wished
he said 'if you don't say you love me...I'll kill myself'
she said 'I don't love you..go ahead, kill yourself..see if I care'
it was then that he rushed from her bedroom
down the stairs as if he were leaving the house
the next moment she heard a single loud explosion from below
her father always left his sidearm on a dining room buffet
my friend had picked up the gun
pointed it at his head
pulled the trigger
and was killed
what is there to say?
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Posted: Jul 2011
About this poem:
this is a true account of two of my friends. I know it's true for she told it to me. he died at age 21. she suffered a mental breakdown and spent a couple of years in therapy. I saw her a few years later. she said that she was still riddled with guilt, deservedly or not, but that she was getting along alright. her demeanor had definitely changed from what it had been prior to this incident. he was a good friend. this was 37 years ago. I miss him very much.

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Ladybee42
That's very sad Hedi, while she has to live with the guilt for ever no one will ever know if he would have found something else to kill himself for if that incident had never happened. Sorry for the loss of your friend so long ago bouquet

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Kant34
Heavy tale man, shout out to your friend, but no one was worth giving up a whole life for. Or at least not someone who gave so little....kids, we knew/they no not what they do when it comes to matters of the heart and love and life............
country_lady67
a sad and loving tribute to your friend. Im sure you miss him and always will. You probably also have "what if's" going through your head also. Of what could have been done differently.. Hugs to you.. bouquet
purpledragonfly
She feels guilt for what she said. SAD.... Your friend he was so young and desperate for her love only. It's a life he wasn't prepared to have, but I think it takes a brave person to take their own life or a person so distraught, it's a fine line and one which can have consequences of no return.

A friend of mine hung himself in Nov 2010 because he loved his wife and she wanted a divorce. Just a moments decision can alter so many lives and cause deaths too as you know. you can't replace that space you feel of your sadness. But you can celebrate your own life.xx.comfort
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