what is there to say? my friend was in love with a girl they had been an on and off couple for some years mostly on... beginning back when they were still in high school he must have been deeply in love with her she had feelings for him as well but she insisted that she not be tied down she wanted to run with other friends of hers and, I suppose, see other young men perhaps a reasonable mindset yet she always returned to be with my friend he had little interest in any other than she he never dated any other women one might say that he was obsessed with her he just maintained until she came back to him which she invariably did, time after time til one day when he was at her home she lived with her parents who were out at the time her father was a police officer up in her bedroom that day...they argued like they had done so many times before he professing his love for her pleading...that she stop seeing other people ...that she love him alone she would have none of it she said that she would do whatever she wished he said 'if you don't say you love me...I'll kill myself' she said 'I don't love you..go ahead, kill yourself..see if I care' it was then that he rushed from her bedroom down the stairs as if he were leaving the house the next moment she heard a single loud explosion from below her father always left his sidearm on a dining room buffet my friend had picked up the gun pointed it at his head pulled the trigger and was killed what is there to say?
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Posted: Jul 2011
About this poem:
this is a true account of two of my friends. I know it's true for she told it to me. he died at age 21. she suffered a mental breakdown and spent a couple of years in therapy. I saw her a few years later. she said that she was still riddled with guilt, deservedly or not, but that she was getting along alright. her demeanor had definitely changed from what it had been prior to this incident. he was a good friend. this was 37 years ago. I miss him very much.
That's very sad Hedi, while she has to live with the guilt for ever no one will ever know if he would have found something else to kill himself for if that incident had never happened. Sorry for the loss of your friend so long ago
Kant34London, Greater London, England UKJul 26, 2011
Heavy tale man, shout out to your friend, but no one was worth giving up a whole life for. Or at least not someone who gave so little....kids, we knew/they no not what they do when it comes to matters of the heart and love and life............
a sad and loving tribute to your friend. Im sure you miss him and always will. You probably also have "what if's" going through your head also. Of what could have been done differently.. Hugs to you..
purpledragonflyLeeds, West Yorkshire, England UKJul 28, 2011
She feels guilt for what she said. SAD.... Your friend he was so young and desperate for her love only. It's a life he wasn't prepared to have, but I think it takes a brave person to take their own life or a person so distraught, it's a fine line and one which can have consequences of no return.
A friend of mine hung himself in Nov 2010 because he loved his wife and she wanted a divorce. Just a moments decision can alter so many lives and cause deaths too as you know. you can't replace that space you feel of your sadness. But you can celebrate your own life.xx.
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A friend of mine hung himself in Nov 2010 because he loved his wife and she wanted a divorce. Just a moments decision can alter so many lives and cause deaths too as you know. you can't replace that space you feel of your sadness. But you can celebrate your own life.xx.