took off, circled, then landed...

as I watch my young ones sleeping
memory chills me to the bone
of the day I left here...alone

all the heartache and the hunger

I can't believe I did it
must have been an awful time
still, the damage was all mine

but time past spent now haunts me
without a reason why
I felt I had to reach so high

and when I did was ever fleeting

I went from one thing to another
never found that much success
supposed search for happiness

just didn't know it when I saw it
for then I was surely blind
how could I leave them far behind?

then, as touched by an angel
I found my way back home
now....no one's left alone

at last I'm through with seeking
that perfect moment to be mine
it was within me all the time

now I gaze upon their faces
and release a grateful sigh
seems at last I touch the sky
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Posted: Nov 2009

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hedistuff
I always cry when I recall my kids from the past...so...I always cry....
tomboygirl
Sometimes you have to make the journey to know you belong where you started..touching poem.teddybear
andrew149
So many of us search and search for something we already have, the lucky ones among us realise in the nick of time, thankyou for publishing this, I enjoyed it.....Andrew.
Earlgreytea
Dear Hedi, this poem, is faaarrrrr too close to home for me, so, before I start weeping, I'm leaving..., the pain I share with all those who have walked this road is way, way beyond words, and I cannot ever forgive myself..., thanks for letting me know, I'm not alone in this pain...
paloma66
I know this pain of being walked out on.....I guess the spouses too feel it after its done.But the women & kids who get them back, for them it is a great rejoicing,I wasn't so lucky though.Only a good man realizes.Proud of you Hedi.Bravo!thumbs up handshake bouquet
jazzy75
hedistuff - excellently described feelings...this poem touched my heart. thanks my friendhug
Kacey_01
I'm with you on that loss Hedistuff, i left 6 years ago, and though time heals all i can know what runs deep. Quite a journey you must have had.
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