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I have nothing to say not a thought, not a concept or an idea. Not even a mild conjecture on the state of the world, just a vast echoing nothing that sits in the center of...	1,606	14	0	Jun 2007	Jun 2021	May 3
Hair today...gone tomorrow! Okay, this hair thing is TRULY freaky! I have woken up looking like a delapidated dandelion who stuck a finger in am ele...	977	11	0	Jun 2008	Jun 2008	May 2
first cycle is over...leaving seventeen to go and so far not a side effect in sight., well my feet have turned into cushiony puffy things but that is a...	1,059	11	0	Jul 2008	Jul 2008	May 8
chemicals My head has been filling up with words. Rushes and torrents of words lining up like school children in first day of term u...	1,021	9	0	Jul 2008	Jul 2008	May 4
ginger ale taste test so many things I could be focused on and I am all excited because to my mind I am, after drinking six ginger ales, uniquely...	1,104	8	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	Apr 27
catching up It has been a while since I have written here because I kept waiting for the news to get better. It got worse instead. T...	723	8	0	Mar 2009	Mar 2009	May 4
moving forward, again. Six weeks ago my world was turned upside down, again. Over the course of about four days I discovered my cancer had spread...	1,025	8	0	Mar 2009	Apr 2009	May 2
made it to Monday just fine It was a lovely peaceful weekend, no nausea or weirdness at all except I must have dumped several gallons of water and whil...	778	8	0	Jul 2008	Jul 2008	May 8

feeling empty headed This morning I cried. It was literally all I could do for some reason. my thought processes have beciome unfamiliar...	1,285	7	0	Jun 2008	Jun 2008	May 5
Forward motion It has only been since March really but it feels like so many lives and lifetimes have passed since I noticed my left hand...	856	7	0	May 2008	Jun 2008	May 3
when did it stop being fun? It all sort of crept up on padded paws oozing silently into the room, waiting patiently for me to look up and see the writi...	1,220	7	0	Nov 2008	Dec 2008	May 6
having some quiet time this last week literally gave me sharp stabbing pains in my head so I hunkered down to medtate and keep my stress levels do...	1,167	7	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	18 hrs ago
a very slow day apparently the hospital is still gripped by the possibility of industrial action,, variuos groups kept peeling off and goin...	873	7	0	Jul 2008	Jul 2008	May 2
things are happening My words and dreams are coming back. the words are rushing into my head like a waterfall un dammed, last night was torment...	1,104	7	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	May 8
Happy July Fourth! It starts today. Chemo therapy. I find i have a rather confrontational attitude about this. Over the next several we...	904	7	0	Jul 2008	Jul 2008	May 2
what i look like now i added a couple of really current pix to my profile - hopefully in three months the 'look' will be just a memory the chip...	1,203	7	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	May 4
bruised but unbroken It was inevitable I suppose. Walk around with half a body for six months and falling is a major possibility. my sister s...	996	6	0	Aug 2008	Sep 2008	May 4
bits and pieces Looks like I am back on track and can resume chemo next week, which is a strong suggestion that although my cell counts dro...	826	6	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	May 4
feelings The other day I decided that all of my feelings are equally important and chose to sulk and be angry for a while, thing is...	898	6	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	May 7
cycle three of six I was the only one hooked up to chemo bags today(well Monday). Everyone else was there for diagnosis, radiation or blood te...	938	6	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	Apr 24
sis is ok apart from severe whiplash, but I am very grateful that her spine was not battered too much as she had a previous injury wh...	1,156	6	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	May 4

Getting nowhere fast. Three days have sauntered by and in the fourth I find myself a speeding bullet trying to rebuild the things I deconstruct...	946	6	0	Jan 2008	Sep 26	May 7
Furball has been re-homed. And I am feeling quite sad. he grew from a little scrap of fluff with blue eyes to a sleek predator with golden eyes ringed...	911	6	0	Feb 2008	Feb 2008	May 8
Truth Lies or Consequences Had one of those days where I actually got things done. Paid bills, returned the cat traps - I was attempting to help with...	1,142	5	0	Feb 2008	Feb 2008	22 hrs ago
I wander and no doubt wonder I keep wandering around today. My apartment, picking things up and for the most part putting them back exactly where I took...	898	5	0	Apr 2008	Apr 2008	May 7
day two of cycle five -done I got lucky yesterday, not only did I get my X ray done, they gave my my chemo knocking a day off this weeks major errands...	1,004	5	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	May 3
bones and things Today was osteo day and I learned something new. All along I have assumed that as the pressures on my brainstem eased funct...	1,022	5	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	May 4
Stopped for a moment Well, not really, more like a breath before action as the week starts and I try to bide in patience, I had a meltdown th...	1,067	5	0	Jun 2008	Jun 2008	5 hrs ago
random thought I use a great deal of visualisation in my daily meditations at the moment, working to encourage my left side back on line a...	897	5	0	Jul 2008	Jul 2008	Apr 26
The other side of Me Most days I do well with the balance thing. The acceptance thing. The open up my heart and breath thing. Other days i...	1,023	5	0	May 2008	May 2008	21 hrs ago
Lunch at the hospital After my appointment yesterday I stopped in at the hospital canteen and treated myself to a roti for lunch. Curried chicke...	773	5	0	May 2008	May 2008	9 hrs ago

Say it loud, I'm black and I'm proud... unless I tell you, you won't know my skin lies and doesn't show the dark side of my heritage. And who gives a flying f*** anyway? When I was...	1,625	5	0	Jun 2007	Jun 2007	May 7
Listening to your heart is a forgotten art. It is my heart that responds to the intent of words; tests and tastes the air and speaks quietly to my gut and glands requesting a...	1,369	5	0	Jun 2007	Jun 2007	Apr 20
If you hate the topic let it die! If you dislike an OP starve their thread by not posting. Let them make fools of themselves continually bumping themselves to the forefron...	1,250	5	0	Aug 2007	Aug 2007	May 5
Furball adventures Furball is sleeping. totally zonked, kaput, out of it. His little paws lie limply on his chest and his back legs sprawl as his little head falls bac...	1,359	4	0	Oct 2007	Jan 1	May 8
Finding the right page It is coming up to six in the morning now, my appointment - along with everyone else who will be at this particular clinic...	913	4	0	Apr 2008	Apr 2008	Apr 30
not having expectations... My determination to not let the experiences of others influence me seems to be workiing. I think I am feeling the side ef...	1,130	4	0	Jul 2008	Jul 2008	24 hrs ago
Thank you... I am overwhelmed by the caring and support being given me here. I just looked back at your comments to my last entry and...	851	4	0	Jun 2008	Jul 2008	Apr 23
Feeling Suspended Somehow I have reached session four of radiation without writing a word. The days, far from being a vast expanse of time...	873	4	0	Jun 2008	Jun 2008	May 6
everything changes.... miss a few weeks blogging and when you come back the whole site looks different!~ I kind of wiped myself out doing too m...	749	4	0	Dec 2008	Jun 2021	May 8

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