Ok, real answer? Angry girls. Ones who hate the world. Scream and shout at everythig from traffic to the TV. These people are usually the ones who shout down others opinions.
Well, I can't talk about friends, but I can say that with the "bad boy" thing. All the girls like a guy who can have a bit of a streak in him but you pick a complete bad boy, I'm afraid that's what you're gonna get
I'm finding it hard to put my thoughts into words with this. I went through something quite similar and 12 years on, I still find it hard to think about.
Unfortunately, the old chesnut of "time heals" is the only thing that works. You have to will yourself to get up in the morning and go on living. If not for you, then for him.
No one else in this world carries the memories that you have of him and it's up to you to make sure he will always be remembered and loved.
I would recommend talking to people about him but I know after a while, you feel like you're inflicting yourself on them. So, as libra said, maybe you should chat to your GP if you're feeling suicidal.
But don't deny the memories, let them wash over you and make you strong cause it shows that you had something special and he deserves to not let them be forgotten.
I promise you things will get easier. You will think about him a little less every day and although that's probably not what you want. Let me assure you, the memories never go away, they just become a part of you.
RE: what is the most!!!
He'll be back.I'd say he just needs some cooling off time.