I should know better. Been through this so many times in my life. I know my value and I am proud of myself, yet one gentle touch of a woman can erase all the learning of a lifetime.
( This is my third thread on this subject tonight) Sorry.
We are lonely, we meet someone, red flags go up, yet we choose to ignore the signs in exchange for a short time of intimacy and false fulfillment. Then we punish ourselves for being naive, when we know better. I'm 61, you'd think I would have learned my lessons by now, NOT.
I'm feeling sorry for myself in advance and using Scotch to dull the feeling, not good. She's going out tonight with a guy she just broke up with........
What does one do when someone walks into your life, that turns you on, has many attributes, yet many negatives as well ? Especially when you've been in the desert without water for a long time. You measure the situation, you come up with the answer, "No". Passion gets in the way. Need and desire clouds logic.
I wish my name was Brian because maybe sometimes people would misspell my name and call me Brain. That's like a free compliment and you don't even have to be smart to notice it.
gentlepaws Forum Posts (9,583)
On the road.
I drink too much, yet I do have class and grace.