As in the movie, "There's Something About Mary". So many men in love with her. CS does work on a cyber level. We can all dream cyber dreams. We may all fall in cyber-love. We see a pic., a profile, the way that one expresses their thoughts and opinions, the rest, we manufacture in our imaginations.
We fill in the blanks to fit our paradigm. An entire world flirting, falling in love and assuming. To what end ? We meet on the net, we make a phone call, followed by many mails and calls. Then we meet. What we dismiss through this "Feeling so good", is will you sell your house, give up your job, or shall I ?
How does it feel to be one of the classiest women on CS ? You add so much to this site. You are gracious, intelligent and just plain, "Classy". That's where my proposal came from.
It's getting worse. Air Canada just grounded part of their fleet and cut out some air routes. They can't afford the fuel cost. They're laying-off 2000 people. It was just announced today.
Been on this site for 2 years, blabbed away drunk and sober for whatever emotions needed to be aired at the time. All of you are my therapist. I don't need a Psychiatrist, nor therapy. You all have blessed me with all your different slants on life. By that I mean, the international forum. The cultural differences. The learning process. The Web has opened up a cultural exchange, never experienced before in our recent history.
I love you all. Friend or foe. We are all related since man learned to walk up-right.
Last Oct., I was deemed by my doctor as disabled due to Spinal Chord Stenosis. I applied for disability benefits. Today my claim was turned down. I have been told that here in Ontario, they automatically reject 90% of claims, (hoping you'll go away) yet at the same time they offer a free lawyer to appeal your claim. Governments, for the people ? WTF ?
Just over 3 years ago I got involved with a very dysfunctional woman. I put an end to the relationship, but it was painful. Over the past 15 weeks I have had encounters with yet another dysfunctional woman, and each time she displays her dysfunctions I vow to myself that "that's the last time".
Last night she called me in a very sober and lucid state of mind....I invited her over for dinner and a movie. She decided to go home after the movie ended, but not after borrowing a bottle of wine from me. An hour later she called to thank me for the dinner, the conversation continued as she finished the bottle and whatever else she was taking......bottom line, she slurred a garbled rhetorical question, answered it herself, then hung up on me. She likely doesn't even remember the incident.
I feel so ridiculous, and naive, given my life experience
An air marshal would only get one chance to hit all hi-jackers. If he missed, the bullet would likely penetrate the fuselage and cause a rapid de-compression. Terrorists are well aware of marshals and know how to handle them.
I like to take long walks on the water, never works though. I like feeding the ants in my backyard. Sometimes I enjoy sitting in the fireplace and setting a small fire in the middle of the living room.
I do not know where she lives, her profile addy., changes. What I do know as per these forums, is that she is always the voice of reason and honesty. She jumps into stupid arguments in an attempt to quell the storm but is often attacked for doing so.
I have never spoken to her (I wish I could) We have never exchanged mails. All my communication with her has been on the forums for all to see.
My dear, as well as cyber-space may allow, I do love you. I mean cyber-love. There are many women here that I love in a cyber sort of way, what choice do we have, but text on a screen ?
RE: 2 fuel related tidbits for you
In the Toronto area this week, DOT are checking truck fuel tanks for farm gas (Tax reduced) They've busted quite a few drivers.