lindsyjones Poetry (153)

I am a lover, a friend
and even a confidant

I seek to lessen
that which burdens the world
I hope to live with joy
and strive to understand

I have encountered many a men
but very few I have loved


and so...

unity I promote
peace I encourage
tolerance I pray
and love...

ah.. what is life without it
and so a lover I am

and what a gift..
for all to take.

encased in a moat of girdled blossoms
your eyes shine brighter than the sun
impregnable in its power
it can sink a ship deep into the ocean

I most admire its clarity
it is a mirror to your soul
secrets it holds deep in your heart
only the Gods know how to unfold

your longings yet held tight
and permeates in the dark
beguiling and charmed
reflections, lucid and cold as ice

piercing and yet fragile
in purity and strength I most desire.

by: NAMARON (from blog section)



"CREATION"...(7)


So You Play Along With The Game
Because Theres Nothing Else To Do
If You Discontinue Yourself Here
No.........No Ones Gonna Miss You
So You Stay Around... You Hang About....Hoping For Something New

That Blog That Youve Put Up?
You Check On How Many Views
And When You See Those Low Numbers
You Get On With The Blues
Just As Low As Your Thinking...Yeah....... Its The Same Old News

There You Are............Youre On The Blogs Again
Yes... You Are Here.........But Do They Know?
And You Wonder...............What Should I Do Now?
As Thoughts Are Racing.................Stay Or Go?

So Now You Go......And You Check... Those Whos Viewed Me Views
Did Anybody Look At You?
And When You See That They Did Not
Once Again You Feel Its True
Why Am I Here?... You Think...What.......What Should I Do?

Its Over To The Photo Gallery
Did Anybody Come On Yet?
But Those Faces...... Theyre Not Familiar
What You Thought Is What Youll Get
What Will You Do now....You Need.....You Need... A Reset

Its Back Onto The Blogs Again
Up And Down The Page Youll Scroll
Back To The Photo Gallery..And The Views?... Its The Same Ole
Around And Around And Around Youll Go
Never..............No Never.................Reaching That Goal

Thank you CS for this meeting place
Warm and gentle, when we need embrace
We're here like brothers and sisters
Confiding our weakness and greatest fears

When we're up and or down
When our world is beset with dark storms
Where do we unload our miseries?
Here with our friends at CS

Therefore it's just fitting to say:
Thanks to our site and the owners
A little gesture of gratefulness and prayers
So we can always come to share our lives
Once in a while or even everyday

Perhaps if it is not too much to ask
Let's join our hands and be thankful to this site.

bright sunny day
excited nibbling
ominous ripples

hooked
pinched
released

a death for a thousand times

I'm glad
I have no gills

it never pleases me
to see you in pain, you said
yet your keen ability
to dissect the past
and bare its ugliness
never ceases to amaze me
and I wonder if:
the dysfunction of my past
the failures I have been so good at
my imperfections
my irresistible magnetism
to the misfits,
the poor and the lowly
was truly the core of your attraction
to me? I kind of think,
of course, it is, what else can it be?
my ruthless efficiency?
in exposing the illness
of this one sick and cruel world?
the callousness our society has become?
and its penchant for insensitivity?
inhumanity and selfishness?
ahhh...if only you see my horror
feel my pain and sorrow
your eyes would bleed
for the hunger of the world
and its imbalance
as the poor becomes poorer
while the rich fills their coffers
like there is no tomorrow

perhaps life indeed is
a matter of luck...
good and bad
and soon there is no more
you nor me,
just emptiness
unfathomable void

the decay and death
of our one and only earth.

your prescription
into my memory
is finally expired
non renewable
I can't be happier
I just didn't realize
I can outlast
and expunge you
from my mind,
heart and soul.

now I can walk
dance and even sing
in the rain
and I have no more
tears blending
into the nakedness
of my emotions
but sure
once in a while
you slip uninvited
but my addiction to you is gone
I don't have pain
anymore
even as I visit the old leaves
of memories woven into the ages of times.

I'm finally free.

hello to my new tomorrow.

Truth doesn't always shine
in the rise of dawn

Nor in the smile of innocence

It doesn't light up
in the beauty of a new bud

nor reside in the purity of my heart

It sometimes crawl
in the shadows of the dark

sits in the tirade of time

dance in bitterness of disappointments


And from my sanity it runs.

My discovery
of your brutal and selfish world
is killing me.

unsettled feelings
dwelt within me for sometime
twisted curls of air
churning inside my guts
tormenting memories
lodged in my mind

I want to let go
God knows how much
I am begging the spirit
unburden me!

Ahh.. but its useless
my sttrength is unmatched
by the clutch of the past
thriving inside my heart..

if only...
death would come
rest my weary mind

if only...

daffodils up on the meadow
and a brook nearby
awaiting for the birth
of a new morn
while the dew on the green leaves
fall on the ground

I'm here walking alone
witnessing the revelry of nature
as beautiful thoughts
running through my mind

I put my hands upon my heart
for its beating like a drum
my eyes can't blink
not missing a second
I just know, one day
it will come
I won't be alone
in the breaking of dawn

witnessing the birth
of a beautiful morn.

Was it so long a Time ago?...Heh..Dont ask me I dont know...I found myself departing before I ever even arrived on the Scene
The Sun happened to be out that Day as a Beginning of and Ending had run its course
The Heat of the Sun...And the warmth of its Breeze...Is all you will ever get for Free
But have you ever stopped and understood just what you have had all along?
All those long distance Stories..Oh the feeling and Glory
And now there it is all in pieces spread out on the ground
The Sand in the Hour Glass keeps sifting through your Time
Nobody wants to let go of the only thing that they have
But is all of this just a feeling and thought in our Time?
What is there to see on the far side of the Hill?..If theres anything there at all.....Is a feeling just a feeling or is it a Warning?.......Look at all those Pictures..all the happiness..the Smiles...But are they really real?..For after all the reason for most of those Pictures is to find that reason to Smile....so..as you can see ..we as Humans werent born to be alone....but here we all are..Smiling and putting on a Show...But does anybody know what happens when the spotlights go off and the Curtains come down?
The reality sets in and your world comes crashing down upon you all over again....But for most of us the Show will go on once more..With a new Idea to keep our selves up there in the Lime Light....For in the end One must leave their Home for Two to become One....So what are we really doing?..Does anybody really know.."Eight Seasons in the Sun"..."As the Skies start to grow Dark".....So..."Is it the End of a Beginning?"..."Or a Beginning of an End?".."Its left for you to decide which is real and which is an Illusion"........

Hear yeah hear yeah that yeah may know
There is a clumsy clown hiding behind you
Turn around and check your back
For he is there, looming behind the dark

But oh wait, here is our saviour
The ever robust Nam, who's always full of valor
If you see him in his shining armour
Please let him pass with golden splendor...

For now the clown will no more cry
Instead he will give us laughter and smile...


Of course you do, my dear soldier
Go on ahead and take your steer
Fatten it up so it'll stay strong
For this you need and your armor

Then when the time comes and its all done
We will all sing in praises and even dance
Thankful with your might and strength
So that goodness will always reign.

Of course you think it might be so
That I am wrong and can be true
But the truth will say it all
For you my dear soldier is so tall.

Go on and take all that which moves you
For in this cruel world there are so few
That will fight for what is right and true
And you soldier there aren't enough of you

Have you seen all the tears and wails?
That can fill the oceans and the lakes?
Tell me have you no heart to stay on here
So truth and justice will prevail?