kle76am Poetry (90)

Its my turn to love you true honey
Isn't life particularly funny
How the car you favored most is mine
I'll just liquidate it along the line
Along with all the assets my name hide
They will appease for all your snide

Its my turn to love like no other baby
Time to love you not as a LADY
But like the devil you created of late
Disrespecting me for your new young mate
I swear that I shall make you mute
That dear is the inevitable truth

Its my turn to love you now my dear
To show you just how much I care
I will face you with all your fears
As I raise my champagne glass in cheers
I shall love you until you quiver for forgiveness
And then I shall love you with a smile even less

Here is a story of a man fooled
Because by his heart he was ruled
He met a girl half his age
In his life she took centre stage
She was young and beautiful as a flower
So on her his attentions he shower

But he quite forgot because he was old
Not everything that glitter is gold
He denied her nothing no matter what
After all his bank account was fat
She got her house, car and loads of money
Even when lies trip from her tongue like honey

So when she came to him with tears in her eyes
He believed every word in her well planned lies
Her cousin he helped to move in her abode
His truck carried most of the load
He sported cousin dear around town
Never knowing he was been played like a clown

It was a rainy Monday afternoon in May
An unscheduled visit he decided to pay
He opened her door without a knock
And almost died of shock
Because what he saw on the living room floor
Had him racing back through the front door

His mind is still adjusting to the scene
Though he still doesn't believe it was his queen
That laid naked on the floor writhing in passion
Screaming and moaning in the arms of another man
The man he had come to know as her cousin dear
Was another lion he supported in is own lair

He gave his heart, cash and emotions
For seven long miserable years
He lived through all the commotions
Even as words pierced his heart like spears
He thought of leaving often enough
But thought on his daughter it would be tough
So he stayed purely for her sake
Oh me! Oh my! What a big MISTAKE.

Cool as cucumber her heart like stone
She whispered to him one day after a fight
"Kamala is not yours you clown!
Her father is coming from abroad tonight"
"Lying b*tch!" He screams at her in anger
"This is it! I will do this no longer."
With that he walked through the door
Pass his crying baby girl on the floor.

Ten days later a DNA test proved her right
Alcohol got him through the first few days
Even though he wasn't a pretty sight.
He fodged himself along anyways
His heart grew cold; his emotions died
But he held on dearly to his pride
He learnt to live with his hurt each day
He has stopped drinking his sorrows away.

Today the ladies pass through his life
He never gave them much of a chance
For them to think he is expecting a wife
And even though the tunes play, he never dance.
He has locked his heart away for good
Don't look for love in his neighbourhood
Because back in the days as he drank
He took all the Cash out of his "Love Bank"

So your heart is broken but your feet are fine
I'll follow your lead or you follow mine
We don't have to be perfect for each other
We just have to dance with one another

No matter what your pain, your aches or tears
Music will soothe the hurt and fears
Listen, let go, forget and dance like mad
Music makes the feet and soul glad

Dance with me and ease the stresses today
You choose the music and let it play
To the rythm let your body move
With music you have nothing to prove

Dance with me, though you are a thousand miles away
Rock to the beat, make your body sway
Hear the music talk to your bones
Listen to all the different tones

Dance with me and it will all vanish in thin air
Every doubt, hurt, stress and biggest fear
Dance with me! Come dance! You hear Dance!
Hey why won't you just take a chance!

Twenty-one years old and a baby age four
Six o'clock every morning she is through the door
A job barely above minimum wage she cherish
Without it her family would surely perish
She doesn't stop to think about the man asleep
A Stay-At-Home Dad that she must keep
Or the house work that will surely stay
Where it is at until the end of her day

A wealthy man of high means he is in his mind
To him companionship is not hard to find
So why is his home so lonely and drear
Why is there no special someone to care
No one to fix a crook tie with a kiss
Just another pretty face; one moment of bliss
Then he is all alone yet he says he is a player
As he whispers to Loneliness, "shut you betrayer"

A family of four with all the earthly treasures
Parties, friends and endless pleasures
They share the same address and name
And their lifestyle is published for fame
But they are strangers to each other
Two children who has never hugged their mother
Never been rocked by their jetsetting father
Never loved as sister and brother

Failures all are they and knows it not
They have learnt to satisfy with what they've got
Fighting to hold on to the wind as it rushes by
Might have been more successful if they try
Because they are all standing in quick sand
They just don't see or understand
Until they have recognized their failures
The will never learn to appreciate their true values

He took her body
She took his money
He forgets to praise
She always request a raise
They come together
When they need each other
Always for extraction
None remembered the attraction

She met someone who really looked
He met someone who cooked
She requested his attention
Her qualities he always mention
They then realized sad to say
They would have parted anyway
Final extraction was done
But this one they viewed with fun

Get out of my bed you lazy bum, get out
I have to get rid of you without a doubt
Everyday you sleep all freaking day
When I get home you want to play
Then you wait for me to feed you
Then what do you do
Off for the night God knows where
I'm tired of it and today I swear....
Is the day I put a stop to it all
For months you been riding for a fall
I work my tail off to keep you in style
You are more expensive than a child
But you are never around when I need you
Your attention far betweeen and few
Did I not say GET OUT OF MY BED
If I say it again then you will be dead
Yeah now will you just look at that
I'm gonna kill this spiteful cat

It was a cold rain day in July
When you look me in the eye
And told me this was good-bye
First I thought I would die
Then I started to cry
And today I am not shy
To admit to myself I continued to lie

As the rain continue to pure outside
I begged and plead for your love inside
Opening my heart and arms wide
Hoping in them you would glide
But you had already decide
You had come to the end of the ride
But in hope I continue to hide

You walked through the door head held high
The rain had gone leaving a big dark sky
You never even turned to wave good-bye
You sped away as though you hoped to fly
Too long both of us Just one lonely I
How do I go on? I knew I would try
No more questions no more asking why

Today I thank you for leaving me
Cause now I look back and I can see
There was never anything but you and me
I was bound but you were so very free
Now there is not only one or two but three
Me, John and little Natalie
Bounded by love and held firm by honesty
I no longer cry but walk with dignity

Its been a while for me
The thought of doing it frightens me
I can't remember my first time
But I could not have been more terrified
I am so afraid of doing it
Nineteen years is a long time ago
God my self esteem is low
And fear makes mind numb
Someone, anyone turn off the lights
So no one can see embarass myself
Or hear me make a fool of me
PLEASE........PLEASE.....
Oh God it is too late
He is here ready to begin
Will he see how I tremble
Will he be gentle....
Will he consider me at all
Will he.......Will he.....
My mind is blank thats not good
How will I learn in this classroom
After nineteen years with no study
It is not so bad after all
My mind is obsorbing every word he speaks.

All yours! For years that how its been
Your adult, your baby even your teen
I was who you wanted, when you wanted
"Love" making me totally enchanted
Unappreciated daily, I slowly withdrew
From me, from men but especially from you

But like the selfish colt you were blind
Or some would say you did not mind
You were confident you had me fooled
You thought my heart you alone ruled
But while you strut your stuff around town
I was becoming oh so much less of a clown

So with my pride and my heart intact
I walked no hope of ever looking back
I had had enough of you and your stupidity
I needed to fill my aura with positivity
As I faced the truth about myself and my needs
I came to see your selfish, unloving deeds

Now that I have walked away from you
You tell me all the things you want to do
You call! You visit! You cry! You even fight
But Baby you can't make all your wrongs right
Where are all the companions I had
I refuse to believe they were all bad

I have become a WOMAN true to myself
No other man will put me on a shelf
I will demand the things that I deserve
Goodbye to you I am no reserve
My life is filled with love and affection
I have found that special connection.

Stop calling, coming bye and sending messages
Stop quoting scriptures and other passages
Learn to live with your mistakes of yesteryears
But most of all stop wasting your tears
Your love touch you far too late
It should have done so while I wait

It could be said we only met by chance
We talked, laughed and even had a dance
Though the hours were a measly few
Oh alright it was really only two
I have to say there was a connection
It was more like a true recognition

So when I had to go and told you so
And you whispered that I you had to know
I was on cloud nine, eighteen and twenty seven
As I checked my watched cleary showing eleven
My ride impatiently tugging my arm once more
I knew our goal was the same for sure

I knew I could catch your number real fast
So I did thinking, "this is it at last"
I got it right of that I was sure
I even scribbled it in my hand by the door
All the way home I thought of calling
If I did then would it be appalling

I stopped for nourishment on the way
"Hurry! It doesn't take long to pay"
I called good night real quick at my gate
Couldn't hear the last words I didn't wait
I had to make a quick stop though I dashed
Used the bathroom then my hands I washed

Now I was ready to call I headed to my room
Then I realized my plans are doomed
I hope you realize I meant to call
If only I had not stopped in the hall
If only I had think twice as I stood at the sink
I would realize soap and water will erase ink

I always stand firm for my beliefs and rights
I am comfortable in Gucci suits and even in tights
I hold my head high in darkness or flood lights
I am a woman who will take on all worthy fights

I know what I want and goes about getting it
I would rather die trying than quit
I am not afraid to enjoy my reward and profit
I don't go around with the words envy and covet

I am a woman who uses her wiles to her convenience
I demand; never ask for lenience
I believe in letting all see my prominence
I know when to hold my head in reverence

I am not afraid to take my chance
I try it all; sing, jump or dance
I am adventure; intelligently enhance
I demand you take a fourth or fifth glance

In any room I am the light switch
That one person you just cannot ditch
That one person you can count on in a glitch
And for that my detractors call me a b*tch

Translated Beautiful Intelligent Talent Conscientious Her
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