Probably you are right and that is what the purpose of this discussion is, to express how we feel as an individual in order to arrive at perhaps collective consensus and say it is so? Then again no matter how much we think the signs obvious directions, doesn't always end that way. The saying that says: "It doesn't look what it seems?"
You are right All, nevertheless, this is a testimonial and how best can I have it said? But your privacy is of course best served by doing it in a closed communication.
Thanks for the cup of coffee Life. Yes of course, on the job for those who control the trigger. Yay yay yay. It would be a disaster. But let us tell everyone then to be careful on the spelling?
Let it be said All, my children and our friends are my witness how my ex still kiss the ground I step on. He is doing everything to get me back, but I changed. Yesterday he thank me again and again for my children as we celebrated the 26th year of our lovely middle daughter. My ex sister in law still loves me and ask that I would be her sister forever.
You met me at the worst point of my life All. I want you to know that when life sentences you and can't ever lose, you become the epitome of good energy. You value every second that passes in your hands. You become unencumbered with pettiness and feel how grand life is. These concerns that you read me writing about, are just but facts in our daily grind of life. The mystery of why and how life is. But at the end of the day and you can smile going to rest your weary body and tired mind and still look forward when the new dawn breaks the day and the sun rising, spread your hands to the sky and say, I am glad I am so alive. That is all that matters All. I am happy to be here with you sharing my mind.
Why do I feel the sarcasm in your demeanor? But love looks for in all of us. If you would know when it comes, you better know what to do. At least that is how I feel. Lucky are those that knows when love comes. My original statement.
So now I was told by my three specialist that I would die in 90 days. I wasn't shock anymore and was ready to die. After all, that was said to me already once. That was in 1999. At the peak of my life, youthful and healthy. Four beautiful and lovely children. One day when my regular health exam was conducted, I was told I would die. I was a member at Kaiser then which is one of the best provider of health care in Northern California. At the peak of a very successful business my husband and I embraced. I quit my teaching job and stayed with the business while raising my family. This time for the second declaration of my death didn't mean anything anymore. I was ready. I was happy to go and meet my loving parents and my most love brother and sister. I said thank you Lord for the extension of my life when I asked you to.
But then things changed. So I met this wonderful man. He was with me all the time while I was going through this verdict. Our love was the most beautiful. Most divine and most pure. We shared our love at the corner and we celebrated each and everyday of our beautiful story with the presence of our friends with whom we met some of them in person.
We loved each other like none of us ever had. At least that is what we always said to each other.
After 17 months. It ended. Both of us were aware of some other calling that left us to be separated. It wasn't easy but we survived. I know he is in a better hand as I am on mine.
For right now, I am here sharing all my ideas and enjoying all my learnings and my friends.
Thank you again for reading. Still I am not looking. And it is not like I have shortage of offers in RL as well as here. For right now let me just say I am so lucky and so happy to have all the freedom to do anything I want. Thank you all.
Sorry for not having said about how it ended but for right now let us say, I am enjoying most of my time here. If you know the reason I am here, I am sure you would understand. Learning and friends got the better part of me right now and while I am very vehemently stating that I am not looking, it is a phrase most people don't understand. Let us just say my stay here doesn't hurt no one and more so for you who doesn't even know me yet.
But each and everyone of us pass judgement on others as of course we don't ask first the reasons why we do things differently from each of us?
But thank you for your comment. I will perhaps continue my story?
This is a very personal account that I thought I would keep it to myself forever but for what its worth, I would love to share it.
I wasn't looking. Two years after my beautiful 28 years of marriage to a very loving man who gave me three lovely children and a very fulfilling life, things changed. Very dramatic and very economically crippling. The year was 2007. Early 2008 I lost two houses and most of our savings due to poor investment as well as careless living. In spite of good money still rolling in from our jobs, I felt devastated. To cut the story short, I was so miserable and unhappy Gambling got the best of me and just me and my cards fed off my need to be alone and lonely.
My best friend of 40 years who lives in CH contacted me and was so shock to find out that I ended my beautiful marriage. She is a celebrated writer and lives a great life in Europe. We used to visit each other and share things and confide about life. We used to post our writings on some other sites that is exclusively for poetry. I wasn't comfortable with the strict format. I am a free verse writer instead of those English rigid style. She informed me about CS. Up to the third time I refused knowing it is a dating site. Never been a member of any other as I will never be involved again was my mentality after my marriage. But on the third time she guided me how to be in it, I was at that time a very computer illiterate and wouldn't know how to maneuver the wide array of getting into the PC. But she guided me and after reading quite a few entries, I was glued. She instructed me not to put any picture or communicating with anybody. Just block the whole world she said. Which is what I did. But in the poetry section yo can comment and or share your ideas with the fellow writers. Anyways, that is where love found me to find him that wasn't even looking. And...like most of us...loved flourished so beautifully for the next 17 months. Went to NSW about five times and he came to the US for about three times. For right now that is the extent of my experience here.
I wish there is a united effort to substantiate all these Stringman that just doesn't create ripples in a calm waters. Would be nice if these morons can all bow and say: Yes indeed he is a FALSE prophet. Your document should be regarded by all to be a valid source of such claims.
I do believe you. I personally don't adhere to their belief. Nor see anything good it serves me. The Hindus, the Monks the Buddhist, even the Christians and or the Jews, I have no problem with any of them. That is all.
I know a little bit of those power players beyond what is on the surface of deceptive news and farce talks but I hope it is of the same veracity as those that I am aware of.
I am a little familiar with this Stringman but if you look at the accounts of all the events, they are all valid but let me ask you?
The Christians in the name of Jesus are not the aggressors here, are they? So no false prophet there. Or could it be that the Muslims feel the need to dispute these prophecies and take it in unto themselves? Proving Jesus to be wrong?
Rebel my first time to see you. Thanks for your grace on my write. But aren't you looking so comfortable and unmindful? A very good way of spending our beautiful life if you ask me.
I hope it will get there Rebel. I used to buy all my furnishing ordered from Italy. I still have my bedroom set and I can tell you, I love it. But those were the days Rebel.
Maybe tinbeam can elaborate against your position? I don't have any particulars against those from Australia and your country as a woman leader but maybe I will a read a book about them. I will try.
I have read Sophiasummer, as a very contented citizen of NZ, she is in the 11 page I guess, and some other that said the woman leader in your country was a very good one.
I will go back but no matter, I am not here to change your perception and contemptible acknowledgement against a woman leader. I respect your position. But like I said, I have not read any specific policy and or defective program your woman PM has done as far as you are concerned.
These are little things but put together create a potent so powerful it can shake this little world of ours..
Come to think of it, wasn't it said in the Armageddon? Maybe there is truth in that after all? Nations against nations, brothers against brothers. Hmmmnnn don't laugh at me okay?
I have blogged about this last year Obs, remember? I read it in one of the most prevalent rational consensus that this earth will not end in the hands of any high tech warfare, like nuclear germ warfare and or any man made? Rather the earth will lose its balance and gets cooked by the radiation of the sun?
Well I change my mind. I just watch the latest (a little privilege) clip as to the capability of the USA defense on the new drones and new nuclear reactors weapons, it blows your mind. China is suspected to have one, Korea is a candidate of possibility and Russia has something on their sleeves that is not transparent. Remember chernobyl? was never an accident. It got blown up. But anyways, you might be right and if that is the case then we are not doomed after all.
But I hope you are right Obs. Never mind these agitations.
Should I reiterate, that yes. It must not happen Stringman. It is beyond me to even look at how Obama is leaning towards making a move injurious to the Israelites. Like I said, they must have the land, the world must give a whole consensus as to what the result of the 6 day war. The whole Arab nations bowed to those claims and give them that piece they needed to sustain their need. But the question is, can we just say that it should terminate all other claims? That there would be no more move to expand above and beyond what was given them?
I do see the point of the Palestinians being cautious as to where it will end, but in the world of politics, war is the answer to all these claims. A proven method of changing the borders of this one and very limited earth.
The house and Netanyahoo disgraced themselves and betrayed our country. Maybe he can get the house to help free Johnathan Pollard now????? Or do you support him over the USA too?
I am little confused on this Raphael. Let me refresh the current undertaking in the Obama administration right now. It always was very obvious that our close ties of Israel was so strong that we never took issues laid down on either of the houses, Senate and Congress. Heck in reality, Israel just make a phone call to the white house and things are done. This time it is very sensitive in the fact that The house not acting on the reduction of sanctions against Iran's nukes, put Israel in a very delicate notion of thinking that The USA as a whole including but not limited to all the arms of the government is now siding with Iran against Israel. The truth is Obama now is acting as though, yes, let them go to hell attitude. You know if this is the case then we are doomed as you said. In which case all the more, make his position known that after all I think he is selling us to the enemies?
Maybe I am wrong but the current development going on is not good at all.
Should I make any claim for the imminence, I believe this is it and it is all because of the moron president doing it. The question is, why do the two houses allow it? Beats the hell out of me. Anyone?
Not only them but the whole non Arabs if you ask me.
And while the Israeli is basically the source of all the conflict re the settlement, I don't think it's right for Obama to order Israel to go back to the original settlement set up for them, but neither is right for Israel to keep staking an expansion for their state. But in the mechanics won secession, they won the war that determine the results.
Now that's why the wiping up move of which Obama's side seems transparent to take our support away from them. A big mistake. IMO
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Wow, another one. Can you go back and read the story? I can assure you, you wouldn't have the guts to say that.Besides there's no rule that disqualify anyone to be a member or not, is there?