MY MASTERPIECE (Last poem)

Damm I suck,
Not good enough,
Not for anyone,
And its frustrating!

Tried my hands on,
Fixing broken stuffs,
They became worst,
Than it actually was.

And then I tried,
Entering poetry contests,
Only to be denied,
Of reaching top spot!

Forget about a life,
Who gives a damm?
f*cking loser I am,
Loneliness my fate.

What am I good at?
Every corner a dead end,
Give me a god damm sign,
That I am not useless!

Am I screwed for life?
Everything I do goes wrong,
Why do you save me so many times?
Why do I breathe still?

Even the army thinks I am a waste,
Spending good money on me to train,
Im off the hook with nothing to lose ,
Feeling my contribution is of no use.

I can't sing or dance,
Nor sell a pair of socks,
Even the priests avoid me,
Too much trouble I think.

I am left in the dark,
Not knowing what to do,
When you're not sure of yourselves,
What's the point in hanging around.

Another one bites the dust,
I've got the worst of luck,
Living on this world so aimlessly,
Oh why am I still here Lord?

Sleepless at night,
I cry deep inside,
It hurts so bad,
And it still does.

Void is not even close,
To describe someone lame,
I am ten times more,
Than the words above.

Am I good with kids?
I will never know,
Coz I am living alone,
Without someone to love.

Now I am very upset,
Have no skills or talent,
Poetry is all that I had,
But now I close the hatch.

By the way if you're reading this,
I am pouring all my heart out here,
Coz I am giving up on myself,
And will end this poem as my very last.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Posted: Oct 2013
About this poem:
lately very disappointed with some events taking place elsewhere,
its affected my morale badly,
Alas this is my Masterpiece!
my very last composed one.

if something goes right in your life
you can take comfort and strength from there,
when nothing seem to go brightly or boost your confidence, it takes a Hell of a beating and the last straw would be jumping off a bridge. . .
not me, not even good enough to do it
when depression hits, i fight it back by listening to music.
its not working this time. . .
the good news is more time to comment.

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cherryreggae
Love you morgenteddybear
ladyjewel
kiss love you too little brother, and am glad i came back when you were better lips
rapturecapture
Hi Morgen

lips As we say here in Ireland...One more for the road...one more for the road...one more for the road...dunno grin laugh thumbs up

Would miss yalips

Martina xxxhug
morgen90210
andrew149 I am grateful as well as thankful that you came forward to share with me and the rest of your own suffering.
Maybe by sharing there is advance healing. . .why did I have to share my pain and haunting? God gave a purpose for this. . . its two fold. . .

One I am not alone, Especially in PC, two to share with one another our suffering and strengthen our mental and emotional state of being with divine healing. . .

I've now been to some sites and there are some plus point as well as dating sites with a section on poetry too.
But I still feel at home here. . .

You have been here longer than me, i don't have friends anywhere else only in PC. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. heart wings
morgen90210
socrates44, it doesn't matter if you post it twice coz i got to read it twice!
Its also not the action but the thoughts and words that is written.Our words unlike most, do carry weight that's why we are Poets! We express the common and uncommon emotions and thoughts.

Three times you post shows the seriousness and respect for me, every new comment gives more confidence that i am worthy, the human touch, weather its the hearing,talking,seeing,touching reading or writing has a profound effect on everyone of us.

And honestly i needed that so much, its not a craving more like starving. .
I am a living example to all NOT to stay lonely coz this is what you have to face most of the time.unless you choose to and comfortable with that.
Thank you again for reaching out to me .heart wings
beautifulyou
deep peace morgen,
rose
morgen90210
cherryreggae back at you gal !teddybear
and your American dream is heating up! lols
morgen90210
ladyjewel thanks for the support.
means a lot coming from my big sister.heart wings
morgen90210
Martina aka rapturecapture
Can I have a 1000 more lips ?
did I mention I still have a crush on you?
very thankful for you words dear .heart wings
morgen90210
beautifulyou my humble thanks poet sister. Same for you too heart wings
morgen90210
Odette67 and also a long time poet and very special friend Andrew my humble thanks and gratitude. God bless all the PC poetsheart wings
morgen90210
Its they,to bury this for keeps and reminder and move on. . .
Its also time i do what i do best,
making my own kind of poem brand. . .
I will never forget this poem coz it was festering in my heart a long time. . . I can't change the past but i can try for the future. . . I also wish to dedicate this poem for those suffering in silent pain,
no one gonna know unless you let them. . Are you listening?
EyeToLensToPage
Someone close to me has battled depression her whole life and every day is a struggle. Me… I’ve battled the entrapment of agoraphobia for many years. It has taken much from me, the biggest and hardest price I paid IT was losing my children after divorce. When I was married, I was the stay at home mom, after divorce it was deemed better for the children to reside with their father because of my limitations. They live 10 hours away, which makes visits scarce. This person close to me asked me once how I could possibly stand to live. Hope. Granted there are days I want to crawl in the biggest and darkest hole I can find, but there’s a new day around the corner, just have to put one foot in front of the other that day…mope…brush off and continue. I live because outside of my woes there is beauty, a songbird on a spring day, the colors of fall, a sky filled with endless stars, a smile from a stranger, a meeting of a new friend, laughing until you cry, making something beautiful because I tried, losing myself in a book. Even though anxiety makes my world a bit small I will fight till I die to live in what beauty I can find and hope that my world will increase each day by whatever step I can manage to make. Don’t stop being you because the world is cruel, for in the cruelty there is beauty too, even when you are alone. WRITE…it helps you more than you realize.
morgen90210
EyeToLensToPage I humbly and. sincerely thank you for sharing what you are going through and also encouraging me too. . . thou we only just met, it shows your heart is gold and able to love again. . you will find happiness, thank you so much and welcome ul poet corner.
Dejavu4u
I'm so relieved that this did not turn out to be your last poem, as you are too gifted to do such a thing and too smart, right?! I truly understand how it feels to be depressed. This to will pass. I pray it has for you. Bless U. Pink. hug
morgen90210
For a moment it did Pink. now its a reminder for me to never give up and a testament of true friendship from my poets
branksome
Such is the fate of all poets.

The satisfaction lies in writing them and the odd venue for getting them read.

You are lucky in escaping the clutches of priests.

I will give you a tip ,it is the key for all searches of Truth, which I think applies to all poets although they may not know it.

Check this website and be amazed: .

If I had your address I would let you have a copy of my book.
morgen90210
branksome my most humble and sincere thanks for your wisdom and advice plus tips ..... ill check those out
Happygolucky4u
You know I am so glad I checked the date on this poem. IT was one of the most scariest poems I have read in a while. Please don't ever give up. Some days all I have is hope but it is enough to keep me going hug
morgen90210
yes Happy ..its good u checked the date. ...its one of my most enduring piece ...thank you for reading it
SCatlyn
Wow, Morgen... so glad I came across this while searching for another one of your poems.

I know it's been awhile, but I think your poem & the comments that follow could also help others who have been through these things, or are currently going through them now.

Thanks for writing this 'last' poem of yours. (And so glad you have 'lasted' purple heart)

Cat rose
morgen90210
Thank you Cat...thus its one of my finest n most endearing coz i was really at rock bottom ..and now its a reminder to me that there are people who cares n do take notice of you (me) . i come back to read this to energize myself when that black mood sets in...
JimEee
Captain Morgan … Avast! Yee scrounge seadog!
Tis a message I’d give ye!

Landlubber friends are like sparkling jewels …
Hard to find!

But here-in lies the truth … Ye hast made friends
here on Connecting Singles and your jewels
runneth over.

Tis deep seated your prose with a following
awaiting their messages … Ye be too young
to drop the poetry over the port side …

We be a waving the black flag with skull &
Crossbones a-looking fur ye and yore meaningful words of palaver! Or over-the-side with ye!

Yore Matey
JimEee
morgen90210
Aye 1st Matey Jimeee... I'll be a.seahorse lackey. ..thank you for a nice suppprt...

i dont make friends easily..ans i dont forget them either. ..and you are one of them ...
vyoleta
morgen90210, if the feelings that the poem depicts have been sincerely expressed and now they are gone (I wish and hope) this poem can be considered as a masterpiece of humoristic works. Best wishes to you, keep writing, it's great! applause
morgen90210
this is Still my battleground. ..and I'm not near winning yet but just got some fresh ammunitions in the form of beautiful remarks n comforting words ...from my poetry family. . .future n past
thank you vyoleta ....
morgen90210
It's my lighthouse
from the darkness
i face from time to time
seeking strength and motivation
morgen90210
this is where I look for strength and motivation to strive forward...
southmiami4321online today!
"For Morgan"
Weakness come kick my butt!!
Mr. Negative you have me chasing Mr. Positive
Inspirational poetry has my heart is full and has to explode!
That tornado of my life is finally touching ground!
Hear me Mr. Masterpiece I'am going to split you into pieces
if you don't get yourself together!!
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We have to appreciate ourselves first Morgan, have self-love to be able to love others and succeed in life. If you are suffering from depression, anxiety, feel unworthy; seek help if that is what you need my friend.
Don't ever say this is the last, in life we never give up. So stay tunned
because we need you here.
morgen90210
southmaiami4321 you are sweet angel
this is now where I seek strength
where my fellow peers lend their strength and gave hope and love for me to fight on ..and you are the lastest of them
thank you for your advice
morgen90210
thanks Travis that's a great advise and I'm still fighting my demons everyday
lovecanbereal
We could not carry on without the Ancient Bullman, good to see you writing again.
morgen90210
Lcbl thanks the worst is over
but they are small after shocks
this is to remind me of the faith
my fellow poets have in me

it's the human spirit
to encourage
to strengthen
and to share when one is down

thank you too teddybear
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