EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE
_( EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE )_ EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I THINK ABOUT THE PAST. AND ALL THE THINGS THAT DIDNT SEEM TO LAST. IT ALL JUST SEEMS LIKE A END LESS TASK. IVE WANTED FOR SO LONG TO TAKE OFF THE MASK. LIFE
ANOTHER
ANOTHER Another dream i want to achieve. another lie i want to believe. another life is what i wish i had. another time things ended bad. another place is where i want to be. another voice is what i want to hear. another hear
2 POEMS LETTING GO & A TIME
LETTING GO Letting go of the fear and letting go of my past. Letting go of the untruthful side of me, and taking of the mask. Letting all the pain slowly fade away. Slowly starting to learn how to live for today. Le
The loss of me
I feel broken and shaking and all this pain I want to just go away. all the people that never stayed. i just want to be loved and cared for and treated right. all the lies and drama I want to look past. I want to find happiness life is cr
SCARED
SCARED I'm getting older and im not the person that I used to be. I've experienced pain and have barried it deep down inside of me. I'm scared to grow, and to actaully have to live my own life. I think of the future and the pas
THANK YOU
THANK YOU The ups, downs, drama, and lies. The tears, pain, let downs, and good byes. The misteaks, fears, fears and crys. All the moments that i thought would change my life. For every cold dark lonely night. And to all the worth
IM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT.
IM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT. I live my life with with fear and doubt. I like music and i love it loud. I'm a city girl im not from a unknown small town. I break daown and i scream and shout . I like to make things out of
Blame it on me
Blame it on me Blame it on me for loving u so hard Falling for u so deep For knowing you Blame it on me For making you my dream For the sleepless nights I spent thinking of you For the time we shared For loving you so long Trust
I cant have you
If loving you is wrong Then my heart knows not what is right I cry myself to sleep Every second of the night What is there to do? What is there to say? I know I can't have you But still I give my heart away I’d walk a thousand miles And cr
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healing
healing broken and scared lonely and blended with al of my sorrow. running from the past and trying ot hide the pain. trying to forget about all the hatred that I have built with in side of me. trying to hear from the broken words
I can’t sleep when I’m dead
Without a trace Seems you let go This empty space Streams an empty zero-flow Like a useless fire I turn to hide My light has no desire I burn cold and dark inside We tried And we cried Over the limit Drained is our spirit I can’t s
This Season
I knew I would cry to write this... ...now the season with you, I most miss. But Autmumn has sent her breeze our way... ....And leaves upon the ground, I lay. I will lose you in this change of season.... ...just as I gained, for the very sam
My Last Day With You
Everybody has lost love in thier life so maybe a few people can relate to my misery on this poem
FACT
GOD IS GREAT BEER IS GOOD AND PEOPLE ARE CRAZY
I MISS YOU
DAYS GET SO LONEY WITHOUT YOU.I DONT FEEL ANYMORE PAIN,JUST NUMB.I MISS THE LOVE WE USE TO HAVE.THESE DAYS ARE JUST FEELED WITH ANGER AND SADNESS.I MISS THE WARMTH OF YOUR EMBRACE.THE SWEET SMELL OF YOUR BODY.I MISS THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE.THAT COMFO
falling apart
falling apart i never finish what i start and i always feel dumb instead of smart. and i truly feel like im falling apart. i dont know who i am or where im going. and ive spent most of my life not ever knowing. i brea
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With every passing second i miss you more This emptiness inside aches thru every pore Where are you now, where have you gone Have i lost us, lost our bond Like tiny needles they pierce my heart Who would've known you'd tear me apart Powerless i
Alone
Saw a young man each night as I walked by the sea,just had to write something because it reminded me of me.
WHERE WERE YOU.
WHERE WERE YOU. Those days when i sat curled up in a ball in the corner and cryed. with all kinds of pain and fear and inside. all those days i smiled, when i really felt like i was dieing inside. the the time i spent trying to run and h
WORTHLESS
WORTH LESS this girl feels so weak and courageless. everyday of her life this girl feels worthless. she hides behind the makeup and all the laughs. but in side of her there is nothing left. she knows the truth but she hides from the
will I
will I i think about my future and dreams each and every night. will i go to florida and start a new life. will i ever get the chance to get in that ring and fight. will my passion and love for this take me far and give me fame. will t
WHAT TO DO
what happens when your heart wants something different then what you aready has? what happens when your forced to choose between two really great people and you know no matter who you choose your going to lose one of them. you know what you have
untitled.....
wrote it about 2 yrs ago
Falling Asleep
The contemplation of love A sickness of the early morn When my sleep is chased away When myself I find forlorn Elusive, yes, quick and fast Found again I hold it tightly Healing slumber now in my grasp Enjoy the peace I pray for nightly
pieces of me
I have lost things that ill never get back words, kindness, people, life is hard sometimes but the pieces of me will always be lost and broken but i have learned to live with my life and my choices misteaks and regrets and life can be amazing when
AFTER THE FESTIVAL
It should be noted that those who stay with you in your trying times are your true friends. True friends are scarce yet they are everywhere. To find one however you must be a true friend yourself. Love is contagious, the other gets it when one has it or vice versa. In 2003, I was nominated by a poetry organisation in the United States of America for a $20,000 prize for my poem UTOPIA 1. I was invited to visit the US and possibly collect the prize. When this happened, I discovered that my ‘family’ became very large, extended and unusually accommodating until my proposed trip to the United States failed because of visa refusal. When I returned to my base and once people confirmed that it eventually did not work out, I searched fruitlessly for the members of my ‘family’ and ‘friends’ who became too distant for comfort. Hence the poems, ‘AFTER THE FESTIVAL 1 & 11’.
Oneness
Is love more inspiring when it is in bloom or when it is withered on the stem?
A Lyric of Me
Going through my second divorce...not enjoying it or how it makes me feel... The words just came out.
Love, Lies and Promises
This is about a year long relationship that has been on and off again due to a drama seeking sister who wanted her brother all to herself. He chose to believe her, knowing she was an habitual liar and drama queen, over someone (Me), whom he claimed he would love forever and never hurt or leave.
Unveiled
Being deceived by someone I loved and trusted deeply...
The Measure of a Man
I was in a relationship with a woman (briefly) for whom NOTHING was ever good enough. Ever been in a relationship like that? Sucks beandip.
Just for a moment
About the way things could have been.
LONELY STAR
talk to you're girlfriend or boyfriend, and never wait until it's to late,for you could find yourself adrift in time and space,an unknown that just exsists,for the sake of exsisting,...you're heart can be bigger than the universe!!!!
To my valentines
Well about this poem, i tried to throw my emotions to it and see how it feels. If you have read it, you will notice a mix of confusion and pain. Again i am just an amature when it comes for poetry but i love to try and write.
dreams
About a man i loved, but i ws nothing but a toy that he lost interest in..!
REMEMBER
Do you remember... Those times we shared? The times when our lives touched; The way... we cared. Fate brought us together For just a short while. A brief taste of happiness Along life's mile. You were my darling, My friend and my lover
Alone I Walk
About that girl that girl i never had.
lost love
it's just one i memorized when i was young. thats my favorite poem. it tells on how it's hard to hold on to one person and telling her that you will never forget her.
Ae Fond Kiss
Ae Fond Kiss Ae fond kiss, and then we sever Ae fareweel, and then for ever! Deep in heart-wrung tears I'll pledge thee Warring sighs and groans I'll wage thee Who shall say that Fortune grieves him While the star of hope she leaves him
Ode to an Upright Vacuum
I think it's self-explanatory.
Once a place
Once a place of solitude, Where, one dispelled all their fears, And one, who understands, Unseen pain and buried tears. Once a place of tranquility, Where one was able to expose, The secrets that circulate within, This bond, only a fr