If you want the drama and to hear about her ex for next year...go for it......that's what happens with rebounds when people don't give themselves time....
Yes ptsd is horrible to live with....many veterans and first responders deal with it....my only hope is that one day there is light shone on ptsd that doesn't come just from these careers....that's where the education is falling down right now...it is not career driven...it is trauma driven and can effect anyone who has been through one or more traumatic experiences....
I haven't always handled it the best...I used to slip into depression when I got lonely....now I realize just accepting myself and my feelings as they are at any particular moment is ok and the only to the other side it through it....I have learned not to fear any of my thoughts...feelings or emotions and just take them as they come and let them go rather than trying to push them away some how....
First of all...its kind of f'd up that all his exes were there.....secondly...since its just a business arrangement then im sure what he wanted was a pretty woman on his arm for the party...I would think the fact he left her alone meant nothing since there is no feeling or affection tied in....either on her part or his....
RE: I could have been somebody but for my attachment to surplus pizza
I love day old pizza....I just nuke it and its back to its great self like the night before......