I dream. Sometimes they are of the past and what happened never happened and my family is around me. I am so happy and content. I wake feeling empty and missing everyone. Sometimes I dream of work. If I fall asleep worrying about something at work. When I was younger I had weird night mares of falling or running. Not so much now. Mostly peaceful or work related.
I actually think there are more here than I see. There are certain areas of town I do not go into often. One thing I have noticed is our homeless population is kind of like our northern visitors. They are more plentiful in the winter months. I think some travel with the seasons. I could write a book on my feelings about this. I will not do that to ya all. Do I know any? Not at this time. Do I see a lot of the same faces day after day who are homeless yes some want to be and some it is they can't seem to pull them self's together.
That is all fine and dandy ooby but the world is a big place, there are areas even in todays times with no access to clean water from a lake, creek, or spring. How do I know what area I am being transported back to? If it is where I am at now I would have plenty of water and food. But if it is somewhere like Uganda I want water. Here I would miss my ac
As silly as it sounds I would miss water. The easily availability of water. I have never had to work for my water before. Unless you consider pumping it from the ground at my grandpas when I was growing up as work. But in the stone age I bet you would appreciate a good well.
I would like to see the lights sitting out away from the city somewhere nice, peaceful and quiet I hope when Star Link is your way that it is as close and visual as it was here. It reminded me of some of the old science fiction movies I use to watch. Just more real and breath taking.
A few weeks ago I got to see the star link train. From my view it was amazing I still can't get over it. It was beautiful but also odd to see. I would love to see the northern lights. Maybe I should consider a trip to Canada after the world calms down and one can travel for enjoyment again.
This made me smile when I read it. I did not date often before the last two months. And I have had the tp challenge also. So far doing good in that area I have more food in my house than I have had in a decade. My freezer is packed and guess what? Hurricane season is almost here so.... I also have been spending a lot of time in my back yard. I am not use to not working and a month ago I had a boo boo and hurt myself so I cannot work till maybe the end of this month. Go back to dr on 26th I have discovered I enjoy the peace and solitude of the back yard.
I cannot fall in love with just a picture. I sadly cannot fall in love with a man standing right in front of me I need to get to know them. I need to physically be there to read their body language, to look into their eyes, to look into their soul. I think some people fall in love with what they think a person is or can be. I am not that person. I need to fall in love with someone for who they are. Might not make sense to some but makes sense to me. I do know when you make a life time commitment to someone you best be able to love them when they are not lovable or it will not work.
You know sweet pea. I think about that. I am now living in country where it is dictated where I can go and where I cannot. Even what I can eat (the stores are not fully stocked here) Even my toilet paper usage. They have decided which jobs are important and which are not. I see food lines of people who have never stood in those lines before. I see people becoming dependent on the government. It breaks my heart. And now I am allowed to go in a bank with a mask on. Through all of this I am not the type to take anything at word value. And I would make a horrible Muslim woman. I am to independent.
I don't think here we will ever know the true numbers. I have known two. One died one is still alive and infected. I have always had a distrust of drs. So just saying this is what their medical records read. I do take precautions. And wear a mask. I also have found since wearing the mask this has been my best allergy season ever. I don't have sinus problems I am a theorist. So I am always looking for more than one reason. I love the gray areas. They didn't post our recovery rate here at first but now they do and have been for a while. All the governors appear to be whining about the tax. Maybe they should of saved for a rainy day. I am unsure about cities but I know mine has rainy day money. I have no problem with those who do not want to practice safety. I am responsible for me and my safety. My question would be I am seeing things here I have not seen in years. Types of snakes and bugs I thought was gone for good. And the birds omg they are singing to the heavens Is anyone out there seeing any changes such as that in their areas?
That sounds absolutely delicious. I really have to re evaluate my covid way of thinking about food. Since I have become grounded I feel as if I am eating more
People in my area are keeping up with what is going on. I know many are praying (to those that don't believe that is cool it is still a good thing it shows they care) and saddened. When I see reports it brings tears to my eyes. I know how sad and bad it makes me feel is not even a drop in the bucket to what the people and critters are feeling going through this. It makes one just know as a human how powerless we are .
My town has lots of dollar stores. I will run to one and pick up things like gift bags for presents. Also greeting cards. I even picked up a couple of beach hats this summer. We do have a dollar general I don't think it has a frozen area. It is in a part of town I don't go to often. My little area by the seashore has grown. There are areas where I don't feel so safe Our Mom and Pop stores here carry stuff you usually don't find in the chain stores. I also think a lot of things contribute to the obesity situation here. Sorry not for one minute do I think it is just one thing that causes it.
RE: Dreams
I dream. Sometimes they are of the past and what happened never happened and my family is around me. I am so happy and content. I wake feeling empty and missing everyone. Sometimes I dream of work. If I fall asleep worrying about something at work. When I was younger I had weird night mares of falling or running. Not so much now. Mostly peaceful or work related.