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I am in Ohio, on vacation, and enjoying some much needed down time with family and friends. I am hoping for snow, so that my boys will get to see it! (First time for them)

I hope that everyone has the best Thanksgiving ever, as this is my first, single, and I am doing my best to make the most of it.

Good luck to anyone who plans on Black Friday shopping and remember to get me something good!

I can't help but think what my birthday was like last year. I know that it is not healthy to make myself crazy with the what-if's but geez....ya ever wonder how you got here? That this is literally not the life that you chose? I mean being in a relationship is so much nicer....at least you are guaranteed a birthday kiss and I love you's and at least ONE gift.... even if it is a meaninlessly worded card...oh but wait...there is some sweet hand written words of love wrote inside....

I am just saying...I know that I need to just get a grip with my reality and that is that I am without a partner!

At least my birthday is on a Friday, so I will be partying it up....REGARDLESS!

Had a 3rd date over the weekend with a lovely girl but im 5 years single now and dont honestly know if i can settle down again, im stuck in no mans land

I have been talking to some of the sweetest guys...from the site n near home but I can't let my damn guard down enough to even see them as anything other than liars. They call me sweetie, babe, my queen... They buy me things and take me places but yet I am having the hardest time trying to love any of them! They are all aware I talk to other guys n everything but I don't know tht they should just be ok with it. What happened to the guys that used to fight for you. Where's. My kinnicky- ya know! I mean I'm not lookin for a knight in shining armor but at least the knight! Hell what would I even be able to do with a knight? I'm so damaged n broken n scarred I don't know if I would be good for anyone. Wow!!!! Did I just say that?

I guess what I'm tryin to say is that I've been hurt so many times by the guys in my life that profess their love for me that I don't think I will EVER believe any of them.

Any suggestions? Good ones, not the you should just b yourself bs or the give him a shot shit! Real advice!

I have been talking to some of the sweetest guys...from the site n near home but I can't let my damn guard down enough to even see them as anything other than liars. They call me sweetie, babe, my queen... They buy me things and take me places but yet I am having the hardest time trying to love any of them! They are all aware I talk to other guys n everything but I don't know tht they should just be ok with it. What happened to the guys that used to fight for you. Where's. My kinnicky- ya know! I mean I'm not lookin for a knight in shining armor but at least the knight! Hell what would I even be able to do with a knight? I'm so damaged n broken n scarred I don't know if I would be good for anyone. Wow!!!! Did I just say that?

I guess what I'm tryin to say is that I've been hurt so many times by the guys in my life that profess their love for me that I don't think I will EVER believe any of them.

Any suggestions? Good ones, not the you should just b yourself bs or the give him a shot shit! Real advice!

When ...............If Ever.................. Will You People... That Are True Americans?..................Ever Come To Realize That You've Taken The Liberals Bait?...........................The Only Bait.... Or Truth That They Have Is ............That They Truly Believe What They Believe Is Truth
Though...Its Been Proven ....Over And Over....Time And Time Again.........That Their Thoughts Are Completely Failures
Its Not About Truth Being The Issue With These Nut Jobs'':
"Its Hate.......That Drives Them

They Were Put Here By God To See If We Real Americans Could Handle Them

After not posting for a bit I just wanted to tell everyone hello. It's easy to get caught in your everyday stuff and forget to share the love. I know that with my full time job and my full time kids I barely have time to even get on here, oh....plus my pos phone lets not forget. Have a wonderful week everyone! (Muah!)

What I think is wrong with relationships n marriages n families today is the complete disregard for vows... Whether u r married or not when u commit yourself to another person u have made an unspoken promise to the other. My 5 year relationship ended almost a year ago and I have come to understand that it wasn't just him....maybe this challenge was to test my commitment....my commitment to the good AND the bad the SICKNESS and the health. We were not married but engaged, house, son...might have just as well been and when he needed me most I failed him... I let the bad win and the sickness win. I should have not turned my back on him I should have been there when he needed someone to love him, understand him and help him. We all make mistakes and I understand that now more than ever! I didn't write this blog for comments, tho u r more than welcome to, but merely to get it out.... I just needed to get it out!

My brother recently went to jail.....none of my close family members nor I have ever went to jail and so it's hitting me and my family pretty hard. We live in a decently small town and talk, above all, is what surfaces. The truth gets so mangled and twisted and it's hard to know who and what to believe. His charges are drug related and it's embarrassing for my hard working family to understand. I completely understand the hold that drugs can have over someone but my family members are tough....we can withstand the hardest of times and it's hard to see my six foot four brother who, before a month ago worked for the state at the jail, as a weak person that could not control that part of his life. I am worried about the effect it has over my parents. I am a tough cookie and not too worried about the actual effects that may in turn be put on me, but my parents are sad, depressed, outraged, hurt, and disgusted. He had went away to Georgia to be with some of my family to help get him through his issues and he swore to us that he was done when he came back....only been bout a week and a half since he's been back and now he is behind bars.....

Please no judging....merely related stories or suggestions on how to help him, myself and/or my family....

Thanks