Why me Lord
Because I'm not sure about the time if it was before midnight or not....but on this this night 3rd December 2021 I went up upstairs like any other night, to sleep, but like no other night, I died
Since then I've not been baffled as to HOW I'm still alive....
" their mysterious ways and all that"
but since then I've been really baffled and confused as to WHY
which I don't mean in a gratifying way rather than it being more like I fit more for purpose/reason being alive to someone/something, than dead.. but what or whom, two years later I'm still waiting for that reason.
Maybe I shouldn't be in a rush to find out because once I've achieved it, that will be the end of me again... but this time for good
deep down I think I know what I've been given this borrowed time for and for now all I'll say, that's a wager I've got going just between me & God.. 
For a change, may the best man loose
Anyways, if you are someone like me feeling either lucky, blessed or feel like a pawn even...
how's thing been with or for you since your escape from death???
In the meanwhile happy 2nd anniversary to me
" hope I've just not gone and jinked myself with that line"
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others have experienced similar experiences as well so in the long run I'm enquiring how has it being for them since their death or what ever it is they call it.
Now having said that and since no posts, I can only assume I'm the only who died around here and came back to tell..
Could have been a dream
A drunken episode
Or a drug induced "hallucination"
I was in your shoes. It was December 31, 6 years ago.
and I came back just like you... maybe someone also lent me some time so that I could understand something in this stupid life. And I ve completely changed my life... did I become happier? I don’t know... yet... maybe there is still time to find out. how do I call it? maybe this is another chance from the universe
If you want my honest opinion....
It sounds to me like an Astral journey where you leave your etheric body, during which time your body maybe temporarily paralysed.
Many people go to the Astral realm while asleep.
In your case, you might have gone to some special place because you had to be shown something?
I'm just guessing as I don't know the whole story?
(There really was a white light, but apparently that's a common hallucination as the body shuts down
Some years later I read a novel involving a near death experience and relating to the protagonist, I realised I had been harbouring some considerable anger - not sensible and justifable rage at the arrogant hospital feck up that lead to me almost pegging from unanaesthetised agony, but because I felt cheated out of the solace of death.
It's not how society expects you to feel given a second chance at life. The socially acceptable response of gratitude and living life to the fullest from then on, but that fails to take the experience of trauma into account.
Having said that, the experience gave me an insight into the phenomenal power of mind over matter, not to mention the physical survival process. The adage 'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger' is fitting.
so I'm not really in the mood for discussing death and dying, so I'm going to leave this one for maybe catching up on again.
But thanks all for your thoughts and comments, much appreciated.
Could have been a dream
A drunken episode
Or a drug induced "hallucination"
I don't do drugs
and I never confuse between reality and dreams. As for hallucination...
Perhaps the image/form I seen because I would not of recognised whomever, otherwise
I know I died because I felt life coming back into me which could not of happened unless I had.
others have experienced similar experiences as well so in the long run I'm enquiring how has it being for them since their death or what ever it is they call it.
Now having said that and since no posts, I can only assume I'm the only who died around here and came back to tell..
Sounds to me like it made you all the stronger. I'm glad something came out of what may have easily been a tragic event.
You, even with your God stuff, brighten the blogs, and more so in comments. W.
Sounds to me like it made you all the stronger. I'm glad something came out of what may have easily been a tragic event.
You, even with your God stuff, brighten the blogs, and more so in comments. W.
Anyways, thank you for the kind words
and since you're not from around here, don't be shy to stumble in on my blogs and leave a comment where and ever you like..
others have experienced similar experiences as well so in the long run I'm enquiring how has it being for them since their death or what ever it is they call it.
Now having said that and since no posts, I can only assume I'm the only who died around here and came back to tell..