It's been so long!

Hello everyone.. Sorry.. It has been quite some time since I was last on here.. and made a comment.. I think the last I was.. it was a quick to say I needed a date for New Years.. Naturally I did not get any takers.. pooh! Oh well.. Today has been a gloomy day for me. It is my beloved mothers birthday! I lost her back in Aug.. we were very close. You do not need to comment as I am just needed to mention that. I do miss her so very much and I know in time I will get past the empty hole in my life of her passing. Ok.. Also that one guy I had been talking too for almost 4 years. Well everyone would be proud of me! I finally said NO more.. A recap of that one. As my profile states I am honest, faithful, and dedicated to the core! However if you do not talk to me for weeks at a time, have my phone number and in 4 years you do not call me, and when my mother passes you can only make a computer generated condolence.. then Yeah! I think I am past it. Can you believe it! 4 years with not a single phone call? Just talking on the FB.. He was a friend from High school who revealed he had a crush on me and eventually pretty much ask me to marry him, yes.. I know via fb.. He lives in Tx and I live in CA.. Has a decent job, but on once did he even attempt to come visit either.. Yeah.. How crazy could I be? So I am past it all now.. Enough was enough.. So for all you men out there to wonder if there is a honorable woman still alive.. Yes there is! Even if she has a heart the size of Mt. Rushmore and stupid as the day is long for waiting for so long for it all to sink in. Hey! I'm a true woman of my word! OK.. just had to share and don't yell at me.. just tell me you are proud, that I finally seen the light! Hugs to you All