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"You mean the world to me;you're what
I've been wanting and needing.
I'm so thankful that you came
into my life when you did.
I want nothing more than to
spend the rest of my life with you."

Hugs Babe,

NJ

When Mr. Right never shows up, but met a Mr. Wrong... What to do?

Mr. Wrong will be very sweet sometimes, though of course, will be very sweet to many others too. The question "Better than None" or "None is better"? It seems a very simple question.. if we told our friends how Mr. Wrong cheat us.. all buddies will advise to kick him away. Certainly the answer is "None is better". Why the scene "Better than None" will still be there so unconsciously?

If keeping Mr. Wrong but keep searching Mr. Right here, will we become Miss Wrong too... cheating Mr. Wrong? If we have to kick away Mr. Wrong first before keep searching Mr. Right but Mr. Right never shows up, will "none is better" for the rest of our life?...

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me

I NEED YOUR PURE LOVE


When the night lie down beside me,

When the moon and stars are shinning brightly,

You'll make my life become so lovely,

A guardian of love that I adore.


Don't you know that I am a princess?

Really I need your pure love,

To protect me from your mistakes,

And guide me to be your star of love.


Show me the way'

Prove me for your everlasting love,

By the time I try,

To call your name with one,

And only love in me.

HEART IS PRECIOUS



Love has always been in my life

The diffrence is was afraid to express

Since I was afraid of getting hurt

But which I already have been

So nothing scares me now

Though still, i don't love freely

As the heart is precious.

There was darkness that surrounded my vision.-Still you promised to be there,to light my way.You gave me hope-a new way to have a mission.Please forgive me for the times I didn`t trust you.Yes,Lord-you unfailing love was always there.-Nevertheless.....Turmoil caused my life to constantly fall apart.Never did I think to ask for your help and guidance.But-there you were,to enter into the depths of my heart.I should have asked you to stay, and be my savior.No,Lord-I wasn`t worthy,but you were patient.-Nevertheless.....You sent angels to protect me,in that day,when I was young and my feet were on sinful soil.Even then,there wasn`t anything anyone could say.And yet,you answered prayers I didn`t even utter.Thank you,Lord-that you claimed me as your child.-Nevertheless......I neglected the meaning of your word,written long ago.But you set forth,on gossamer wings,and came down to me.Then,you touched my heart,and dwelled within, to set it aglow.Your everlasting love never ceases.-Nevertheless.......And when sorrow abounded,and my son died,you sent a beautiful hymn to comfort and sooth me,a golden cord for me,alone, to sing -but instead,I just cried.There wasn`t any doubt,you meant to bring me closer to you.You were my comfort,Lord-you said you`d never leave me.-Nevertheless......Even when I was troubled,and sometimes couldn`t fall asleep -I wasn`t aware of your presence,not did I seek to find you.But still,you cared and sought me-like one lost sheep.Then,a peace fell over me that was beyond my comprehention,I was blessed,Lord-You brought me back to your flock.-Nevertheless.....I know you`ll be with me at the close of each new day,if ever I`m in the midst of misgiving or judgement-I`ll just start anew-to ask forgiveness,for losing my way.-And once again,your love will fill my soul with joy.What`s more-your amazing grace will be sufficient enough for me.-Nevertheless.

Home is the place your heart resides
Home is the place that you decide
Home is the womb that holds the soul
Home is the place where one is whole

Home is the glow you hold in your eye
Home is the emotion that makes you cry
Home is safe and a place of peace
Home is where all strivings cease

Home is protective against the others
Home is full of sisters and brothers
Home is where you find your rest
Home is where you feel your best

Home is a memory that follows your being
Home is a dream for those agreeing
Home is the place where reserves fall
Home is the place you yearn to call

Home is where the family meets
Home is a place of restful retreats
Home is the place you know you’ll be heard
Home is the pace where nothing blurs

Home is all these wonderful things
Home is the place you develop wings
Home is the place that you’ll find one day
Home is the place where your heart will stay

As many of you know (those that remember me), I went to
Florida for vacation. Actually, it was part vacation but mostly I was to work on my mom's home and also visit with her for Christmas and New Years.

I'm happy to report that I did get to spend some time with mom and indeed, we celebrated XMas together. However, the rest of this blog is not a happy report. Be forwarned !

Christmas night mom developed a bit of a sore throat. So, the next morning I went to the drug store to buy some Chloraseptic throat spray, which seemed to help her throat. However, the illness seemed to move to her chest, as she was coughing. At this time I sort of half jokingly suggested, that perhaps we should visit the hospital. I say half jokingly, because I was a bit worried about my mom, however, I KNEW she would refuse going to the hospital, which she did. She hated hospitals !

So, I went back to the drug store and bought some cough medicine. She also lost her appetite, so I bought 2 cases of Ensure, a liquid nutritional supplement, which she was sucking down fairly well. So, we figured that perhaps she had the flu and with some bed rest, she would recover in time.

However, her conditioned worsened until Monday morning. I checked on her in the morning and she looked significantly worse. So, I said, "that's it, you're going to the hospital no matter what you say." I literally picked her up and put her in the car and drove her to the emergency room of the nearest hospital. Unfortunately, once she got to the hospital she continued to get worse & worse.

After a couple of hours in the hospital, she went into a coma and did not even open her eyes until a week later. Apparently, she went into septic shock and her condition worsened.It was a long drawn out torturous saga, but I'll spare you the most of it. The bottom line is, that she died in about 3 weeks.

Thus, I have been extremely busy for the past month; first with her hospitalization, then with the funeral and now with settling her estate with my greedy sister. This 'vacation' has been no joy ride at all. Nonetheless, I apologize for not logging in and keeping, those who care, updated.

It was very nice, moments ago, to find my mailbox, flowerbox and e-cards all stuffed with messages to me from wonderful people. Thanks to you all for helping me smile. I really needed that ! Big Hugs !!!

I'm still in Florida and have bought a laptop with wireless internet access to allow me to say hello to you all. Hello !

Thanks again !! :sad flower: Jim

Hi all!
I am brand new on here...and I would like to share ( not complain about...) relationships that appeared to be the "one"...
I have had 2 really good relationships within the past 4 yrs...and I can say that I am ever so greatful for sharing my life, my dreams, my ideas, as well as my heart with them..
I have come to know...that if I want to be a happy person...I have to be happy with myself first and foremost!!...
No one else can make me happy...thay can only compliment my life...

I am now back into the dating arena...and have noticed a big difference in the men that I am meeting...They are actually
very outgoing...not into the control thing...and can hold a conversation...even laugh!!! That's what I enjoy the most..
Being able to be ones "self" around others...and not worry about what they think...but what's important is what I think and feel..
If the date doesn't go the greatest...than, fine..move along!
If I find my best friend...than more power to US!!

Thanks for taking the time in reading this..