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Some time back, I made my first in person visit (my first in person visit ever to someone from an online site) to meet a woman who I had been writing to online at this site. On arriving, I was greeted warmly by a coterie of adults, children and pets. I was quickly made to feel at home. Soon after, a catharsis occured. I was.....at home! It was fantastic. It was fantasy. It was real. It was like a dream come true. I basked in the warm glow of pure, unadulterated love. This woman....this woman, instantly transformed me from a stranger at the door, into her best friend. It felt wonderful. Unbelievable. All her sons and daughters and grandchildren and their families were only terrific to me. I fell in love with her at once. It was easy. Out in this world, there are really, really good people. I stumbled onto their doorstep and they gathered me in. I'll never leave. I will always love them. As to my lady, my love.... we are one now. Joy. Only joy. (I can hear the angels sing!)

A new twist on a way to frequent subject...
lets see...well .......i started dating the year i got out of high school..and tried to go out every nite that i could..up until the year i got married (87-88) divorced in (91-92)..met a gal a few years later..by accident and we were together until 5 years ago...
so no real dates since (87)... two relationships..one short one long.. so what is this blog about???

i am confused about this new net dating..breaking up ..the whole thing.. i have been on this site..since a year ago..before that yahoo..and then match... in all that time ( 3 years) up till december of last year.. 4 coffee dates... couple of hours out of the day ..after spending hours on the phone and on the net poor return for your investment??? yah think???

then
i meet a gal i really like in december..i am on here twice a day..for a couple of months.. then two weekends we spend together..its great..i think i have found the lady i am looking for then last week it all comes crashing down..she is not interested and to be fair.she never told me she was.. never said she wanted a relationship.. but i was flying high ..i felt 16 all over again and that my friends is a stretch.. now today she pulled herself from my facebook..and i would assume i am blocked on here.. (havent tried).. and am told to not contact her..
dating has become so tough!! you spend so much time on the net or the phone to try to meet someone.. then they have a quick cup of coffee or a couple of dates and then boom!!! with the click of mouse you are history.. i think the whole thing stinks..i seldom run into any women i find interesting..that are not dating or married..or way younger than me..so the net was my only option..unless i want to go on expedtions to the city on weekend to find a gal??? think i could stuff one in the truck???
well i just am venting..dont drink so cannot sit on a bar stool and cry in my beer..i feel like hell..and right now i hate all women i have had a week to hurt and feel bad but had hoped she would change her mind.. if folks have a mutal agreeement to split its one thing.. but when its just one side.. somebody pays the piper..and its me .. and i am tired of paying.. so .........hey guys...i hope you all have better luck than i.. it hurts like hell to get dumped...

trying my best at finding a new love hope you all can help me .well you all i hope you find yours .love will save the earth ladys i need to put a pics in i ask some friends if i was still at my game and the ladys told me i was still a cutey i,m a little shy but mmmm ladys you know what i mean about mmmmmmmm lol.

trying my best at finding a new love hope you all can help me .well you all i hope you find yours .love will save the earth ladys i need to put a pics in i ask some friends if i was still at my game and the ladys told me i was still a cutey i,m a little shy but mmmm ladys you know what i mean about mmmmmmmm lol.

trying my best at finding a new love hope you all can help me .well you all i hope find yours .love will save the earth ladys i need to put a pics in i ask some friends if i was still at my game and the ladys told me i was still a cutey i,m a little shy but mmmm ladys you know what i mean about mmmmmmmm lol.

i posted my first blog a couple weeks ago iv only been on a computer 1 month 2 day i didn't even know what a blog or thread was until people started commenting back 2 me its weird cuz alot of the things i was writing about i feel like i proved them about how alot of people are i know im not perfect its funny others want 2 point that out 2 try 2 make themselves look better can u say self serving i love it anyone comment away on my blogs cuz ill respond 2 ur comment im having more fun doing this than what i originally came 2 this site for hopefully meeting a cool girl 2 hang out with i know ur out their my angel and u know me already thats all i care about thats why im here 2 meet u and in the meantime ill keep writing my blogs until we find each other for a third time i wish all the real people out their good luck in their search for true love we will find it or it will find us stay real jack

A month would do just fine.

I seem to be working every hour God sends and I don´t think I can keep it up. It´s not just the class time, but the hours spent researching and preparing classes for my students with work-based specific needs.

The teaching hours I have at the Academy are all over the place, 8.00 am until 11.00 then 15.00 or 16.00 until 22.00, most days. That´s the Spanish timetable for you! Then of course I have my private students in between, they pay more, but at times not such a reliable source of income. Adults can´t always attend for many reasons, so I must maintain the Academy classes.

Now I´m preparing for my work as an examiner for Cambridge, so Saturdays are virtually tied up too.

I suppose I shouldn´t complain, the economic crisis has seen many businesses fall by the wayside and people losing their jobs.

I wish I were 10 years younger.

Who has or knows of someone who has bipolar disorder? It is a serious mental condition which requires medication and therapy. I happen to be one of the few who has bipolar disorder. It can really mess with your head. Being able to talk to someone helps tremendously, even if it's about nothing in particular.
Most of the time a person with this condition functions withing the "norms" of society and is not perceived to be different in any way.

WELL LADIES,AND maybe gents lol/?my question,do you think men give a lot or a little, thought to becoming older?i know i do,i don"t put a lot of drama in it,per say..but it is interesting to know if men do. just guessing on my part.whatcha think girls?

Your touch is with me always,
It’s burnt into my skin,
As soft and warm as sun rays
When a summer day sets in.

Your soft voice never silent,
It’s forever in my ears,
Serenading every moment
And calming all my fears.

Your arms always enfold me,
The strength of angels wings,
They support and protect me wholly
With the safety a true love brings.

While I can never repay you,
For the wonder you bring to my life,
I can forever be true,
And forever be a true wife.