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Oswald Chambers: Paul there was only one thing he lived for-persauding people of the coming judgments of God and tell them of the Love of Christ.This total surrender to the "Love Of Christ" is the only thing that can bear fruit in your life. And it will always leave a mark of God's holiness and His power, ((never)) drawing attention to your personal holiness.

Am I a show case for man? Am I an object of what is right in this life? Am I what will draw men to the Love of the Lord?? And will God judge me on my personal holiness vs His salvation plan?? That is a ? many don't seem to get.

The answer is this and it ends here in a simple simple teaching. All of that is un nessary when it comes to others salvation. When I beat myself up to men instead of God what have I done?? I've allowed men to be my god and allowed them to mold my conscience instead of the Lord.

I don't believe in nit picking and I don't believe in targeting people and I sure don't believe in a lot of mess people say these days. It's as simple as this God's salvation plan Vs my own salvation plan or no plan at all. Between the three one will only grant you everlasting life, your choice not mine Jimmy's Sue or Jim Bob. You can blame the world but it comes down to your choice.

Let's do what I call a mirror letting you see yourself in it to see your error.

God's salvation plan: To repent of your sins Believe that Jesus died and rose again on the third day invite Him ((daily)) into your life by the power of His Spirit, to clean us and give us a conscience in Him, not men.

Your salvation plan: creating a god Jesus in your own mind assuming your so called righteousness and your goodness impress's the Lord. Being arrogant apart from Christ and making up insane rules as you go. Religion without power defined.

rejecting salvation: you don't believe and you reject the Lord of all and you make claims on your conscience of right and wrong in this life.
you've taken the heart of the enemy your own god type deal.

It's that simple its that simple. I could go on for days about this subject but the only thing that matters if for you to see the ((difference)) and ((find)) confidence in the Lord apart from men and tradition. Jesus truly needs hard nosed hard headed un movable watchmen that make the Gospel of Life so simple it's non debatable.
God has laid that on my heart really really hard.

The Lord is not interested in know it all's, He is not interested in predictions and wonders. He is interested in showing a hurting world His love is real and He is ready to Love any soul that is willing to just ((open)) that hard hurting heart to Him day in and day out. That's who I am that man who takes that love to keep warm and not turn cold. I don't need people to tell me who I am, His un failing love makes me who I am.

Enough with the lame retarded makes no darn sense at all excuses of (((nut.comist))) it's time to take that Love Jesus gives us so freely not one time a weeek not once on Monday or Sunday but ((daily)) walk in that Love and let your salvation seem real to these hurting people.

Without Him Charles is hurt and broken? you?? are you arrogant enough to say your not?
I'm not Charles is hurt and a broken man without that Love that fills the void satan steals from me. Get real with yourself and God and stop playing everyone for a fool and see your need for Him, get off the high horse. And stop living an excuse of (((((false grace))))) and walk in real Grace in the Love of Jesus Christ.
God sense 101

]Perfect bodies, crest white strips smiles, insane red carpet desiner clothes, ongoing gossip. Who are these perfect people? Celebrities! They act, they sing, they dance, they make fun of people. In general they entertain. But what good do they have on mankind? Of course we would all be bored with out them; we wouldn't have as many people to crush on, or make fun of, or be inspired by. The point I'm trying to make is why should celebrities get paid more than doctors and lawyers and police officers and firemen when all they do is entertain. Doctors save lives. They don't even get paid nearly tiwce as much as a celebrity does. Lets take a look at hottie actor Jhonny Depp. He gets paid 37 million dollars a year! Woah. And thats not even the highest it gets. Now lets take a look at a doctor. Lets say he went to college for 10 long gruesome years. Finally he is up to private practice and he gets paid $200,000 or more a year. Before you say that celebrities do more work than doctors do than you're wrong. I'm sure entetainers have hard times and have to really work for what they want but what if one day they get sick? Where do they go? The under paid doctor.

I've always had a great passion for music. It started very young in my life and it's still a major part of my life still today. Would you like to here the story I think I have a very special story to tell. Ok lets start from the beginning.I think you'll like it.
when I was a young kid back in the early sixties I remember us kids coning home from school and dad came home from work. Mom was at home taking care of our home and cooking dinner. We would all sit down as a family and have a nice dinner together. After dinner us kids (the six of us) would all have our evening chores to do. After we finish we would sid in the living room and watch tV all three channels.But a lot of the tines my Dad would get out the old reel to reel tape recorder. He would put on some of his old favortis like the Platters The Drifters Smokey Roberson and of course Mr Ray Charles.(O it's crying time again your gonna leave me)I remember sometimes the tape would break so I had to run and get the scotch tape tare off a peace and place it on the two broken peaces while dad held them together. that was fun for me to help Dad like that.
One evening in 1963 It was a Sunday,Mom and Dad went shopping and when they came home they had this big box and they went right to their bedroom with that box and closed the door. I didn't know what was in that box. About a half hour later my Dad called me and my older sister to their bedroom. When I walk In their bedroom I saw the coolest thing I've had ever seen in my life. Ti was the first portable TV set i've seen in my life. Dad said I want you too too see this musical act that was about to come on.
It was the ED Sullivan show. All of the sudden all of these girls started screening and crying. I've see the Ed Sullivan show lots of times but not with the people acting like that. I guess you know who the singes was. Ti was the first time that the Beatles was on the ED Sullivan show. That was the very first time that I really listen to that new Rock & Roll music and I loved it. That night changed my little life for ever.
The next day when I went to school the only thing I could think about was that song those Beatles sang. I want to hold your hand. I learned the song a few days later and sang it all the time. a few days later i was singing the song to myself when a group of black kids told me that I was stupid for singing a white tone and some of then beat me up.I went hone crying and upset becouse I didn't know why they did that to me. My dad sat me down and told me that I did nothing wrong. He said that I understood he real value of music. Dad told me that music is music country rock & roll Soul it's all music.Love it all. A few month later I ask him if he would buy me a guitar so he signed me up for violin and french horn lessons. I'm still waiting for for that guitar!..

I'm an EMT. I answered a call one day. A man had died alone 3 or 4 days prior to our being called to the scene. A neighbor noticed he hadn't seen this person leave his home in a while and called the sheriff's department for a welfare check on the man. It was a sad sight. We spent quite a while trying to find out if this person had any family before we moved him and took him to the morgue. We contacted his doctor, his home health aide, his insurance company (the only numbers we could find). All anyone could tell us was that he had children but didn't know how to get a hold of them.

Please, please, if you have family that should know if you're hurt or worse, please keep a little slip of paper with their name and contact information in your wallat. You have no idea how heart wrenching it is for EMS personnel to deal with a situation like this.

i saw lots of photo,s of beautiful 50+ ladies here are ye all looking for younger men now.....?

i am frustrated with the older people on this site.

yes, i am young. 22 going on 23. according to some of the older people i haven't experienced enough of life. my opinions and views are skewed because of my age. well, aren't theirs as well?

let me enlighten you. my parents divorced when i was 3. my stepdad was emotionally and physically abusive. i couldn't do anything right. i came home with straight a's and i was told i wasn't good enough to get a +'s. he had a 2x4 that he drilled holes into that he used to beat me with. he made everything that went wrong my fault, thus alienating me from my brothers.

i struggled with severe depression at an early age. by the time i was 13 i had tried to kill myself several times. i had a heroin addiction by the age of 12. i kicked said addiction at 14 by being four pointed for 7 days, unable to eat, unable to move, simply sweating the drug and the withdraws out of my system. this decision came after my best friend flung himself out of a closed window. he was in a coma for 6 months, before the decision finally came to take him off of life support. i watched them pull the plug.

i got pregnant with my first child when i was 16. i struggled for nine months with the choice between attempting to be a mother or adoption. a month after he was born i realized that i couldn't give him the life i wanted for him and i gave him up for adoption. i stared into my sons eyes as i handed him over to his new family. i defy any parent to tell me that was not, by far, the hardest thing i have ever done.

i had my second child at 19. no, i'm not stupid. i know how babies are made. i had been on birth control for 2 years. we used condoms. sometimes contraception fails. i am now a single mother. my ex occasionally pays support, but he is not otherwise involved. i am raising my daughter on my own. she will be 3 this month. she has the vocabulary of a 5 year old. she problem solves. she is funny and endearing to anyone who meets her. she is sweet and kind. she is creative and inspiring. but i do struggle. in this lovely economy, i struggle. but i sacrifice, for her. i don't have the nicest things, or the latest clothes, but she has toys to play with and expand the mind and food on the table and a roof over her head.

i have been through a lot in my life. it has not been easy. but i still take it with a grain of salt. i smile through the hard times and trust in myself to make them better. i am truly optimistic. i almost always have a kind word. i genuinely care for people. i have overcome all obstacles placed in my way, and i will continue to do so.

so i ask you, before you judge someone on their age, why not step back, and find out who they really are?

Well, its been a while since i wrote here or have even paid a proper visit here. Im sorry to the people i haven't messaged back and the people who have sent flowers ive only just sent a few back i should really stop in here more often.

So after months of pitty, hatred and a downright boring christmas ive finally met the man of my dreams , we've now been together for 2 Months, we met on 27th December 2OO8 and it was a good day :), We orignally met off Myspace (even though ive learned my lesson from internet blokes and i said id never have another), but this one was different, he was so friendly and funny. And we hit it off straight away :)

So my new found marital status aside, my uncles getting married in August and has asked me to be his bridesmaid as well as my cousin, ive already had my dress fittings and everything seems to be going well

So im mainly going to use this blog to record my marital hiccups or rants about college :). Thank you to all the guys on here that gave me advice and have shown interest

Things To Do..

March 2OO9..
x. Go On A Diet
x. Dress Fittings
x. 3 Month Relationship - 27th March
x. Grow Nails

April 2OO9..
x. Friends Birthday.
x. 27th - 4 Month Relationship

May 2OO9..
x. 27th - 5 Month Relationship

June 2OO9
x. 9th - Make Up Rehearsal
x. 27th - 6 Month Relationships
x. 29th - My 20th Birthday :D

your stronger braver and willing 2 live more forcefully life comes at u with velocity and u could even experience the pleasure of having someone rush into your arms the end its going 2 happen for somebody here today

A silent wish for happier days
A prayer for peace of mind
A smile remembering what was beautiful
This is to let you know
You will always be the best part of me.....

My heart is so tender
So fragile so caring
If I trust it with you
Would that be so daring?

My heart needs someone
Who will treat it right
Let emotions take their course
And not put up a fight.

It has been broken
So many times in the past
Now what it needs
Is someone to heal it and fast.

Could you be as gentle
As it needs you to be
I think you could
But I’ll just wait and see.

Just promise that you won’t hurt it
Or break it once more
And I’ll promise to care for you
Like no one ever has before.

I have so much to offer
To that one person I can trust
But first you have to make that promise
And that is a must.