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Ok, so this is my first blog on here...so please bear with me.
I truly don't understand why some people that are sooo far away try to contact me.
Not that I'm saying I want to meet someone in my "backyard", but come on...I'd have to take a vacation, just to meet with some of the people that have sent me messages.
I truly believe that you can't really know and learn about someone just from e-mailing/phone conversations. People can throw many words out at you and convince you to think that they're one way...turns out...surprise! They're not.
So, can anyone help me out here? Am I being unreasonable? Just my thought for the day. Thanks!

It began as all fires do,
a spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colourful delight.
You held my hand, became my friend,
earned my trust and my future once again looked bright.

Loneliness turned to hope,
emptiness filled up with dreams.
Hunger was satisfied,
and the darkness lit by love's moonbeams.

Tears no longer hit the ground,
they fall on your loving shoulder.
I feel younger,
as our love grows older.

When sorrow leaves me wilted as a sun-parched rose,
your comfort is a river that flows and flows.
The sun's light, the morning dew,
they are all the beauty that is you.

When passion ebbs,
as tides do,
love fills the wake,
and carries us through.

Your strength is as the oak,
but if it is my need you bend like the willow.
My heart is filled,
like a lucky sail with wind to billow.

Harsh cold winters,
wet springs, blissful summer heat, and the fall of time,
They'll weather my spirit,
with grace and peace, your hand in mine.

Our love's sweet creations, joyous children,
blessed am I thanks to God and you.
What greater beauty could shed light,
on the love that came from two.

Love's sweet reflection,
laughing, growing, thriving, learning.
Words cannot express what my heart feels,
how strong my love is burning.

When God took one home,
I felt my heart would never again see the sun.
But you, my love, walked with me, through the sadness,
and together we share the memories that keep our family one.

The lines of age will etch their mark on us
and time will take the strength from our bodies.
But love's brush will paint for us a picture of such beauty,
That a hundred lifetimes could not remove their glory.

Hey just joined two days ago, havent had any luck yet, anyone interested?

i think i'm turning into an insomniac. i can't seem to fall asleep until 2 or 3 in the morning.
i look around my apartment and think, i should clean. instead i blog and get caught up in nick at night. which is great, by the way. they don't make sitcoms like these any more. you know, the kind that you can actually sit down and watch with your kids and not have to have discussions about afterwards . . .
not that i don't enjoy the new baudier ones too. i do. i'm not a prude.
none of my friends are awake now. i've been off work for a week, still have another week off. i think i'm going crazy. not being constantly busy is starting to drive me insane. i'm a multi tasker. and when i don't have things to multi task i can't focus on anything. which is prolly why i hate my job so much. they don't allow us to multi task. point and click. point and click.
now i'm rambling, i know. i should use this forum to impress you all with my wit and prose, but tonight it's just not in me.
i put a dent in my daughters door today. no, i'm not violent. i was knocking to tell her to lay down and it cracked. i didn't even hit it that hard. just a typical knock. i don't think it's real wood. that's a lie. i know its not, just laminate.
i think i'm going to attempt to sleep. thank you all for your time.

The world is changing. There will be life changing events soon to follow, and many heroes will rise and fall. It all comes down to us and how we live our lives. I once read about a boy who charged after an infantry of soldiers when they were invading his village. He charged at them screaming and holding his fist high. He was the only one fighting for his home. As soon as he reached the infantry, he was slain by gun fire. The boys village was burned, and everyone killed. The onslaught finished, the soldiers returned to the boy and gave him (and only him) a proper buriel. Though the boy fallen and the village destroyed, the soldiers felt the power of this one little boy and his courage. I guess what I'm trying to say is that boy was a hero, yet there wasn't a hero to save him and his village. I would, without a doubt in my mind, have done exactly what the boy had done. we can all be a hero to one another. shoulder to shoulder, back to back, this is the time to come together, and be a hero for eachother. There are many wars going on right now, and so many lives being taken. I guess it's always been this way, so it will never change.

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of
Each night when I close my eyes.

You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take.
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move I make.

I want to prove I love you
But that's the hardest part.
So, I'm giving all I have to give
To you... I give my heart

I awake each day with a smile
And greet it with a laugh;
The world is a treasure to me
Because of you.

Every time I think of something sad,
I replace the thought- with you!
My mind is instantly changed
And my heart is filled with gladness.

Every breath I take is meant for you,
I live this life surrounded in joy
And I bathe in the promise of your love,
My soul belongs to you.

Each time I see something beautiful
I want to take it and bring it to you;
My life has so much meaning now
All because of you.

how close 2 the water u get the more serenity u feel why does the sun shine on the river while the cars pass by is that why people die cuz the cars pass by or cuz ur standing their u can hear yourself think and u dont want 2 speak feeling 1 with nature gives u all u need why make animals bleed u only do 2 eat let the birds fly free and all my lost brothers rest in peace in memory charles liligrin 1963 - 1999 rip

It seems like only yesterday I was the center of someones world. Being wrapped up in school and work can take it's toll when time is steadily passing by. the girls of yesterday, gone but remembered. the girl of tomorrow, I'm prepared to make happy. It all comes down to how you want to spend your life. Do you want to be happy? Do you want to be successful? ...or maybe just be loved? Everyone wants and needs different things, but one thing is for sure...I need the one who will give my life meaning. Although we all come to this site looking for that special someone, no one can tell if it is the true solution to our lonely problems. ...If she is here, on this site, I write this remainder to her. I can't wait to meet you, and can't wait for the experiences that will follow. I'm for the taking right now, but who isn't on this site. So let's talk, chat, meet, whatever. I'm ready to start. Let's rock!

Oswald Chambers: Many people today are pouring their lives out working for Jesus Christ, but are not really walking with Him. One thing God constantly requires if us is a oneness with Jesus Christ.

Oswald Chambers: Never rely on the clearness of your presentation, but give your explanation make sure that you are relying on the Holy Spirit. Rely on the certainty of God's redemptive power, and He will create His own life in people.

Once you are ((rooted in reality)), nothing can shake you. If your faith is experiences, anything that happens is likely to upset your faith. But nothing can change God or the reality of redemption. Base your faith on that, and you are eternally secure in God Himself.

Man I love this guy lol. I had an idea last night and thought of some verses and such to back me up and well with me I searched some Oswald and bam got the nail on the head there lol. So what matters in my walk with the Lord?? People's approval?? saying I'm of God?? a label??? acting like someone other than who I am>??

None of the above you don't need a man's testimony to say your of the Lord or not. Searching for that you'll get your feeling hurt a lot and never have confidence in the Lord. The fact is others of the Lord will discern you are of the Lord and they will respect you, I do for other believers the Lord testify's for them through the Spirit of Grace.

You can't find root in opinion's or acceptance of men and women, that is a hindrance in most people's faith. I believe in fellowship and I love people, but reality is I don't need your approval in my walk with Christ, if He testify's for me it's a done deal. To find my faith in the opinion of others I'll never know the Lord personally that search for opinion is my god.

I can't stand stumbling blocks for people totally consumed in His Love to be transformed and renewed daily in that. I will think and pray and I will shut the mouths of you stumbling blocks who hinder God's Love in people's lives. So love hindering person with issue's here's your knock out punch. A list of what matters and what doesn't in my salvation and walk with the Lord.

Matters: Prayer, staying in His presence, asking other Spiritual Believers for prayer, studying of His truths.
Being a offering to His people daily in His Spirit.
Having a conscience in the Holy Spirit, and being real to the one's around me to prove I'm full of Grace and not crap.

Doesn't Matter: How you serve as long as you serve.
Popularity contest, tradition, labels, men's approval and testimony of or not of the Lord. im better than you.com, claiming everything but the presence of the Lord, being a dry withered hindering spirit to men and women to the Love of Christ.

Personal Relationship means one on one, so find that for yourself. I am the man I am today, because I shut my ears to ((everyone)) and learned in His presence.
I said I'm not going to be some confused religious nut, cramps my personality.

So I went to my salvation, my hope and my Lord for truth and I learned from Him. Do that <<<<<<< ((Know your Lord)) The only way anyone can get on the same page if this happens reguardless of tradition or belief's that is pointless without knowing the Lord.
It's that simple and it has never changed and never will know your Lord ((personally))
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