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is it good or not to marry someone with kid ?

some men who contacted me, had kids. n thats made me scared. mayb u think that its bcos of mayb in the future it could made me in trouble at money problem when devorced or when my husband died. no, its not bcoz of that.

i hv sist with one daughter, she got married again. though her new husband i a very good man, but smtimes my niece still assumed that the one who bcame her father is only step father n he cant love her so that much, though he always threath her well, she still jealous with her new baby brother.
she always said that her mom n dad didnt love her, n sometimes she made some trouble to took attention from her parents.

i really dont know how to accept the guy with kids after i saw what happened with my sist's family, as sometimes, that happened in front of my eyes n i heard from my sist's stories. i think thats scary.

IF i take someone without kid, its also cant give me any guarantee that i will hv a happy live with him.

im confused. pls anyone outside there, pls help me to open my mind. thx before

One day twenty five years ago I got up in the morning, with my eyes still felt sleepy because of not enough sleeping, I prepared breakfast, ate it and then took shower and went to school. At school I could not concentrate because my eyes were still heavy. I felt a sleep. My teacher was angry at me. I pushed myself to concentrate.

After coming back from school I worked for living. In the evening several friends came and brought me around. I was not able to resist. Sometimes I slept at 03:00 am. The next morning I woke up again with sleepy eyes. I felt tired. I felt life was heavy, and I asked to myself, "What is actually life all about?"

A year later I heard two of my friends died because of traffic accidents. Then there was a question that came to my mind, "If I die to night then where will I go?" I didn't know the answer. I felt scared. Thank God that finally there was a friend who helped me showing the way. It's through Jesus Christ.

"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going. ...,"I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14:1-4,6.

I once heard a story straight from the heart
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair
Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
Her mom pushed in her face how she had won
Her dad said "i knew he was just another one"
Her sister said "come on you'll be ok"
And her brother just tried to stay away
At school it was like her friends weren't even there
None of them seemed to really care
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren't like before
Then he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"
At that she tried to cut him out
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life's unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last
And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see
I know this because..this is a story all about me..

You wake up and he’s on your mind.
Another subject, you can’t find.
You used to think it was just a bluff.
But now you realize, you’re in love.

You see him and can’t help but smile.
Think of him for miles and miles.
Weak in the knees when he comes through.
You know his eyes see right through you.

You don’t care what people say.
You want to be with him all day.
Seeing him you can’t get enough.
And you can see that you’re in love

All the negative things we have to say to ourselves, God has a positive answer for it.

You say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)

You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 13:34)

You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)

You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I FORGIVE YOU (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)

You say: "I don't have enough faith"
God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)

You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)

it starts like this . . .
last night i get a phone call from my mom. one of my childhood friends 16 year old brother committed suicide yesterday morning.
this morning i was up at 3:30 to go back to work. i've been off for 2 weeks. you can imagine how crappy going back was. was only there for about 2 hours before we ran out of work. also, i did my fmla wrong, so now i have to fix it, which is irritating.
then all day my ex's fiance has been calling and texting. she thinks he's cheating. and is trying to get information from me. and i refuse to give it to her. so now i'm in the middle of this shit.
i think that's it.

You really didn't know all of these things, did you ?

1. Many years ago, in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only... Ladies Forbidden" ... and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language.

2. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone.

3. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury.

4. Men can read smaller print better than women can; women can hear better.

5. Coca-Cola was originally green.

6. It is impossible to lick your elbow.

7. The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska

8. The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28 ( now get this...) The percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38

9. The cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400

10. The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000

11. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.

12. The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910.

13. The youngest pope was 11 years old.

14. The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer.

15. The San Francisco Cable cars are the only mobile National Monuments.

16. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history:Spades - King David Hearts - Charlemagne Clubs -Alexander, the Great Diamonds - Julius Caesar

17. Interesting mathematics: 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321

18. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, theperson died in battle.If the horse has one front leg in the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle.
If the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.

19. Only two people signed the Declaration of Independence on July 4th, John Hancock and Charles Thomson.
Most of the rest signed on August 2, but the last signature wasn't added until 5 years later.

20. Half of all Americans live within 50 miles of what?
Their birthplace

21. Most boat owners name their boats. What is the most popular boat name requested?
Obsession

22. If you were to spell out numbers, how far would you have to go until you would find the letter "A"?
One thousand

23. What do bulletproof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers, and laser printers all have in common?
All invented by women.

24. What is the only food that doesn't spoil?
Honey (wrong ! My honey was quite spoiled. lol)

25. Which day are there more collect calls than any other day of the year?
Father's Day

26. In Shakespeare's time, mattresses were secured on bed frames by ropes. When you pulled on the ropes the mattress tightened, making the bed firmer to sleep on. Hence the phrase "goodnight, sleep tight."

27. It was the accepted practice in Babylon 4,000 years ago that for a month after the wedding, the bride's father would supply his son-in-law with all the mead he could drink. Mead is a honey beer and because their calendar was lunar based, this period was called the honey month... which we know today as the honeymoon.

28. In English pubs, ale is ordered by pints and quarts... So in old England, when customers got unruly, the bartender would yell at them "Mind your pints and quarts, and settle down. It's where we get the phrase "mind your P's and Q's."

29. Many years ago in England, pub frequenters had a whistle baked into the rim, or handle, of their ceramic cups. When they needed a refill, they used the whistle to get some service. "Wet your whistle" is the phrase inspired by this practice.

30. At least 75% of people who read this list will try to lick their elbow. Did you ?

today its not my day
today its yours day
today its so long day
today make me angry day
today CS make me mad day
today all my poll are angry polls
today CS replays make me hot day
today CS make me tired day
today i need to drink day
today night i will calibrate coca cala day


CS -Connecting single

Thursday 12 march 2009

OK. Moves are afoot to get a new bike and be back on the road and back happening. Faster, stronger, better. And with a big frigging lock!

This will clean out my funds but there is nothing more important than to keep on biking. Let me back track to Tuesday night.

The show was great. I checked on the bike several times and it was still there. The bike was illuminated and not a metre from the front foyer. The staff could see it and knew it was there. It was locked and bolted to the special bike stand things which are cemented into the ground and all that.

Sometime during the last real it vanished. Whoever did it must have either known some trick to getting the lock undone or always walked round tooled up waiting for an opportunity. The girl at the desk turned her back for 5 minutes and it was gone. $1700 bux down the drain just like that.

I reported it to the sharks but I have no expectations of ever seeing my best friend again. And the large Avanti dealer on port road where I bought it from failed to record the serial number of the bike. In fact they told me that they never record the serial number. I'm informed that this is illegal. That they are required to not only record the serial number of every bike they sell but also print it on the invoice. So I couldn't give the serial number to the sharks. But I'm also informed that the chances of getting back a bike stolen in the city is almost zero.

Not to worry, I have another one in the works. I'm also putting together a rat bike. So that if I have to take a risk, I can take a risk with a piece of crap bike rather than the good one. Which is probably just as well since this new one will be several thousand dollars more expensive than the first. Although that cleans out the money I had set aside for film making.

In hindsight, I feel like an idiot. I should have insisted to park it actually in the building. It's not like it would have been a danger to anyone.

My main problem is that it will be over a week between rides which means my muscles will have attrified. It's going to take another week after that to get back to where I left off. And then I have to hope that the weather holds out.

So give me a week and I'll be back pushing down along linear park again.

In the mean time, I should sort out a few other issues while I have the time. Better go catch up with my little China girls.


Nighty Night.

I gaze at your pictures
As I go to sleep,
I can hear your voice
It sounds oh so sweet

I then close my eyes
And sleep the night through,
The dreams that I have
Are of me and you.

I awake in the morning
I know this is real,
This dream that Im in
It feels so surreal.

I whisper your name
And say I love you,
I tell you my dreams
Their of me and you.

You look in my eyes
And hold me so tight,
The fears that we have
Will soon have respite.

I cannot contain
My feelings for you,
My heart is set free
It belongs only to you.