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Im new at this, just trying something new, see where this goes. Well, im working tonight, yewp ill be off in the morning. Anyone wanna chat just send me a message. Good evening to all!

I love alcohol! No...not for me...but, in others!

I love that something verbally slipped (under the influence) and he said "I do want kids" - regardless of what he knew I was looking for in a long term partner. Alas, the truth comes out...again, just add Jesus juice.

So whats the big deal anyway? Why can't men just say what is truth? Why can't they answer the questions honestly without saying I'm not sure or I dont know? This is a reoccuring problem of saying one thing at first and then something thereafter.

I asked Reed if he "ever" wanted kids in his life or ever wanted to have them and he originally said, "If God says he doesn't want me to have kids I'm okay with that. It's in HIS hands. It's not a need for me to have kids." That unclear response cost me time and effort...well, time at least. I usually don't apply effort unless I know for sure. So see! I didn't waste effort in trying to do anything extra for him.

If I have a sense that something is there...then you get effort. Now that I know he wants kids - I don't want to even talk to him sweetly anymore. I can be his friend and do stuff...but, no more smooching! I'm done. Reed wanted kids and just didn't tell me. Now he's calling me and texting me and wondering why I don't respond. Soon I'll have to tell him I don't want to see him anymore because I don't want to stand in his way of having them.

This sucks!

But, moving on now....

Kendall seems nice. He better answer the questions I ask correctly or else!

It's just a thought - maybe it's something that bothers me a bit more than others? But, when a man contacts me and wants to chat and know me - I look at it as an opportunity to do just that, chat and find if there is compatibility between us. I'm not looking to have my thoughts jump ahead and wonder if he could be the one. One step at a time folks!

The excitement in email #2, should be relaxed and toned down. In other words..."Oh hey, hi! How are you doing? I'm so glad you responded baby..." should not be something that is disclosed - as it seems desperate and clingy. My responding to your intial email makes it seem like someone actually gave you the time of day in responding to who knows how many mass emails you sent out to different women. It's a numbers game right?

Well - when I receive the excited response along with calling me baby and/or honey...I get a little weary in responding the second time. It's not to be picky...but is. Why on earth would anyone do that? You don't know me enough to call me pet names!

I'm a honest and courteous person and I respond to everyone. Whether they like my response or not. Attraction is key and if I'm not attracted I say so. If I feel that our backgrounds wouldn't mesh well...I say so. I don't run or hide and delete emails people send because I'm a low individual with "people are beneath me" standards. I look at everything realistically and logically and base my decision on content and what words you chose to utilize in your profiles.

I'm not better than you - and you're not better than me. We should be considered equals in a sense.

But, the pet names? And, getting all excited? Is a major no-no. Don't assume all women like it. Please don't assume I like it, because I don't. That's why I'm blogging it...to give you a clue.

we exploded in a kiss
ne'er fore imagined a thrill as this
sweet juices ran over
our swollen hot skin
we writhed round an embrace
she pressed me again
seemed almost as magic
brute strength soon unleashed
but beauty fast held me
no escape for the beast
pressure fast mounting
sounds cry from our throat
mere flesh now our world
past memory remote
strange fire erupting
cast our senses afright
frantic passion consumed
once sad hearts
now, delight!

hi valentines is sucks been on your own so if any one wants to speak feel free to do so

You weren't suppose to leave
and it wasn't suppose to be like this.
You said love didn't you?
well love means forever
this crazy mixed up world confused you on that definition,
made you think your twisted lust was love.
That's what broke my heart;
That God-damned lust that you confused for love

happy valentines to all my friends.....

Is anyone really intrested in date I found more not into dating. If so give me a shout.

i don't know where you are, i don't know what you are doing, i don't know what you are thinking, i don't know ......
i just sit here, still waiting for you------my true love......
don't want you know i'm keeping watch love, just simply want you know------the heart of keeping watch love......

miss you, always waiting for you......
though, i still don't know where are you......

happy valentine's day ---to my love......

In Amsterdam, Holland there is an interesting place where a gentleman with a blue and white striped shirt will happily urinate on a glass window for you anytime for a small fee, and where you can see several different sexually related scenes and body parts depicted on cakes and pies. What is the 3 word name of this place?
Hint #1 (02/16/09): Couples might visit this place before a romantic evening!
Hint #2 (02/17/09): This place, where the smiling urinating gentleman is a manaquine, and the artficial sexually oriented cakes and pies are, is a museum.