HotrodLarrys: I did my part last night, Maybe I need sympathy tonight, should i start a thread,I need sympathy, And laid too all in one sentence! Everyone else does
That's okay. I know you did and I appriciate it. I'm trying to stop making excuses for my shortfalls.
It's about adversity, overcoming, making a choice for happiness, and getting with happiness.
Yesterday seemed all I had Tomorrow is all I am wanting
Feeling this pale blue sad Chasing away this imaginary haunting
This is just part of the soul Being in the valley of low
Today is the time to take a stand Calm down and finally land
Take in what we want to need Make it take speed No need to think of We are on the brink of
Let it show we are destined to glow I sense the immaculate crystal clue Condense the eternal vibrant flow My brown eyes are no longer pale blue
Please allow me to show and tell I promise this fairy tale will cast a beautiful spell
It’s only in our minds, the pain It’s time for laughter in the rain Come and let us go beyond the visualized far this time And dance on the valentine There is no dangerline
Look at your own name. Eternal Phoenix. You will rise from your own ashes. Bach flower remedy...look it up. Depression has you. Good luck.
EternalPhoenix: I've been looking for the right girl for almost a month and nothing has come my way. I've heard that "good things come to those who wait" and "Love will find you, not the other way around". I'm starting to lose hope and for the record, I have nothing to smile about, that's why you'll never see me happy. I have depression which doesn't help things either. Comments are welcome but only if they build, not destroy.
EternalPhoenix: I am stuck, Sommer. Thank you for your words. I hope and pray I may get out of this slump and get back what I've lost.
......Something else I would like You,Good Sir to do and research the recommendation I am going to mention below, on Google.....I have study Natural Medicinal Medicine for over fifteen years now......your call on this one...
1/ Magnesium capsules....twice a day with food....great for Stress,Sleeplessness, and Anxiety attacks relieve.
2/ Omega 3 'Fish oil',or 'krill oil'....again,take with food,recommend twice a day..Omega 3 is a great 'Brain' food....a lot research is starting to be done here in New Zealand....with Omega 3 with Children suffering A.D.D Disorders.....and the results are looking promising at this stage.
I've always heard that when you stop looking for someone and focus on yourself, take care of things at home, it happens. Love is a funny thing and can happen anywhere when you least expect it. Maybe you haven't found that special someone because you are too busy looking... hang in there!
colleenbawn: Look at your own name. Eternal Phoenix. You will rise from your own ashes. Bach flower remedy...look it up. Depression has you. Good luck.
.......Yes...and wise Lady you are....I sure you have heard of 'Rescue Remedy'.....that is made from a range of Bach flowers.
EternalPhoenix: I've been looking for the right girl for almost a month and nothing has come my way. I've heard that "good things come to those who wait" and "Love will find you, not the other way around". I'm starting to lose hope and for the record, I have nothing to smile about, that's why you'll never see me happy. I have depression which doesn't help things either. Comments are welcome but only if they build, not destroy.
Another relationship is the last thing you should be looking for right now.
It sounds to me like you need to work on yourself first and foremost. Looking at ones own faults and weaknesses is a tough road to cross. But it is one you must take to heal and learn to love yourself.
I'm not just throwing random BS at you. I have lived with depression all my life. The hardest thing I ever had to was to admit to myself and to my doctor I had a problem with depression. I have tried many meds and found one that really helped me. It was hard but I finally admitted to myself, I would be on meds for the rest of my life. I feel no shame admitting this in a public forum.
Counseling or a combination of the two may really help you to think more clearly about the person you want to be.
If you would like to talk about it more out of open forum, please feel free to email me
EternalPhoenix: I haven't heard of that. What's its purpose?
...........Mainly use for 'stress' and 'anxiety' attacks...I am not to sure on where to purchase 'Rescue Remedy' from which retail shops in America,but here in New Zealand you can purchase it from any Health shop or Chemist,very inexpensive.....
namcazam: Another relationship is the last thing you should be looking for right now.
It sounds to me like you need to work on yourself first and foremost. Looking at ones own faults and weaknesses is a tough road to cross. But it is one you must take to heal and learn to love yourself.
I'm not just throwing random BS at you. I have lived with depression all my life. The hardest thing I ever had to was to admit to myself and to my doctor I had a problem with depression. I have tried many meds and found one that really helped me. It was hard but I finally admitted to myself, I would be on meds for the rest of my life. I feel no shame admitting this in a public forum.
Counseling or a combination of the two may really help you to think more clearly about the person you want to be.
If you would like to talk about it more out of open forum, please feel free to email me
I'll be sure to do that. I don't take meds for it. I am thinking about counseling to get over myself.
virgiomonkey: ...........Mainly use for 'stress' and 'anxiety' attacks...I am not to sure on where to purchase 'Rescue Remedy' from which retail shops in America,but here in New Zealand you can purchase it from any Health shop or Chemist,very inexpensive.....
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I don't want all of it, just enough to get the real me back.