I've been here six or seven months now, and the cost/benefit analysis of my association with this site is more and more costly emotionally, and the benefits are experiencing the law of diminishing returns...
Who am I kidding?
What benefits?
Some good friends, you know who you are, and may true love find you.
A few betrayals, you know who you are also, and may the law of Karma strike when you least expect it, and follow the rule of three as well.
I've finally come to the decision, via the way the world turns these days, that I will not find anything but pain from other people. You're all sick at heart, and that saddens me. You needn't be that way, but you like it that way.
This is not good-bye. I need to recharge my soul-batteries. And y'all need to get a life.
Sometimes i consider my pace I'm reminded of a train Gathering speed for the climb to the pass In whose shadow it already lies a small metal dragon Approaching the ever-present ascending rise To the seventh mountain Reeling and snaking and leaping it seems Like it wants to come loose from its path cast in iron But she can't slow down now as the earth has presented A new crest to reach without barely a rest From the last one And you wonder just what lies beyond Though you've been there before And forget about the effort and the strain Always ascending each yard adds a mile To the never-ending pull of the steepening grade That's before you A valley a forest a desert a stream With an oversized bridge for the trickle there beneath You remember the torrent it turned to last spring From the snows melting fast and the river it became In the summer Perhaps it is ruined from a fire that has scorched it So badly that nothing will grow without rain To wash away the blackened soil Now useless till called upon again In a future as twisted and far away As the next range of mountains So take it as far as you see and beyond With eyes you don't use enough gather up strength As thoroughfare gap will await you forever You're seeking to get there for even before It's no matter No distance It's the ride
Sorry you had no luck here, but you're right, lots of game players and people who are really not all that interested in forming lasting and meaningful relationships. Best look on some other sites that have a little different quality of people. You sound like an intelligent guy who deserves the best. Hang in there, you'll find it.
Damn, you didn't have to give us all these explanations if you only wanted the weekend off to celebrate Halloween If you'd have asked me nicely I might even have lent you my best Halloween hat which I am modelling in my picture in my famous pose
I hope you're not leaving because you've ran out of poems? I'm sure you could keep bumping the one about cleaning (my fave) every day proclaiming it's a new one and no one would notice.
No, seriously if you really feel as if you need a break from around here to recharge your body, soul and mind then that's how it will have to be
again, another person who has a exagerrated view of their relavence on this sight!! I think GHalactic, is a talented man...but this sight can do without him,as it would do well without me!
its actually been about a year i remember for a certain reason...
not that we've had any personal contact
but thanks for the memo (not the first of its kind...)
sorry your distrustful negative views havent changed in the time youve been here...thats how i perceive you anyway
yes witty at times, intellectual- so WHAT? ya cant want heart and be so entirely unwilling to share yours do the math maybe the result is also the cause as i find so often w/ myself
an honest self assesment usually leads me straight back to what is wrong w/ ME-which is all i can adjust in this world...
maybe come down to earth w/ the rest of us underdeveloped socially inept individuals. maybe re-evaluate "the decisions" you have made about things- which have seemed so inflexible and ironclad.
boy w/ such a farewell im sure we all just cant wait for you to return
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Who am I kidding?
What benefits?
Some good friends, you know who you are, and may true love find you.
A few betrayals, you know who you are also, and may the law of Karma strike when you least expect it, and follow the rule of three as well.
I've finally come to the decision, via the way the world turns these days, that I will not find anything but pain from other people. You're all sick at heart, and that saddens me. You needn't be that way, but you like it that way.
This is not good-bye. I need to recharge my soul-batteries. And y'all need to get a life.
Peace