Last Commented Forgiveness Poems (316)

Wake and wander

Oh how sunrise sun falls.

While contemplate oh how

can I exist without change

know can not live in constance of comfort and complacency.

Dawn is breaking silence of night

with a new day a gift,challenge and change

is my breakfast see me through

Damn staying in dreams unless your a believer.

All my sad regrets,
I held firmly in both hands,
My heart felt lighter,
As I approached the cliff edge,
And released them to the wind !

I wish that the clock could be turned back,
so I could undo the things that I did,
some of my mistakes were off that beaten track,
maybe my forgiven faults would help my heavens bid,

I wish my heart was not so frail,
to love and be hurt so much this way,
so many heartbreaks along the trail,
yet I seem to find the strength to fight another day,

I wish that people would mean what they say,
pretending their love for you is the same,
life and loving is not for play,
we have no re-runs and it is not a game,

I wish my dreams had much more meaning,
so much darkness and sadness prevail,
blackness and mood too far leaning,
could my soul be saved by that loving female,

I wish that my numbers came for that lottery win,
scrimping and saving in todays clime,
if this really happened it would make my head spin,
watching those pennies every day all the time,

I wish that I would not have to do this anymore,
hoping and praying for that wonderful day,
life is for living no matter whats in store,
come my love wherever you are are and have your say,

I wish for knowing the peace that surpasses every thought,
pleasing my mind and making me more understanding,
all these things I was never taught,
then in my life maybe I will not be so demanding,

I wish that I could have just that little bit more,
like a forbidden chocolate cake to cater for my whim,
like a love you have or need that's for sure,
having that little extra of what you like is not a sin,

Brothers fight and brothers bite
Brothers care and brothers share
Brothers tease and brothers squeeze
Brothers drive to fast
And hang out with girls
Brothers might harm, but also might heal
Brothers can be over protective
Or not protective enough
They can do dumb things, but also do smart things
They take care of girls, and don't try hurt them
They mess around, and also be safe
They might have money, or not have any
But either way
Brothers are awesome!

To all my dearest friends at pc.

I want you all to know that I love you all very much. As I'm writing this, tears are clouding my eyes. And let me tell you, I don't cry easily. Strength has always been my strongest character. But the last 16 months of my life had made me shed tears enough to create my own ocean.

Most of you had shared if not all you somehow knew the extent of what I have been through. Please allow me to make a short revelation since I'm already deluged with questions but I will make it direct to the point. I survived two cancers. Last April of 2012, I was going to die after 3 months. Most of you prayed so hard for me specially Paloma, Lady B, Libby, Lady Morgana,Cameal, Addy, my friend of 35 years, Tess (thelmaTalla), who invited me to join here, and so many more of you that knew, but most of all the man I loved so much. You all know him. He held my hand and kept me strong. And, I will never be able to repay him nor can I thank him enough. He received all the info and no one else. Not even my lovely children knew anything about it but him.

Given the circumstances I was in, made me act so unnaturally me. But felt so much love from all of you here specially him that I loved.

Well I survived and I believe I'm too much of a bad seed and not quite punished enough. Lol. But my love didn't.

I would have chosen to completely disappear but this place is too addicting so its all your fault. In fact, more addicting than love itself, I think.

When I said goodbye one of you wrote and I quote." The good thing about leaving is that you get to come back". I didn't realize how amazingly true that is then until now.

Most of you made me feel this is my home. I live in each and everyone of you and your magnificent writings that I get to read for free. Thank you so much.

I can't be untrue to myself pretending I'm a new person when I'm not. It's still me your true and imperfect friend that love this place and all of you so much.

For those I've come short of your expectations please forgive me. I have written about three items a day but I'm not going to flood this place as respect to all of us is very important.

I love you all and thank you all so much for your contributions, comments, opinions on my writes. I read them all and try to respond as much as I can. It makes me learn so much and continue learning about life more than anywhere else. I am grateful to God and to all of you. My great appreciation to all of you now and for always.

Sincerely yours,

Phyllis

The Time and space
moves never in vain
the tears of rain goes tonight insane
and the jiva laments for the Sanatana place
the world of the joy Supreme abode plane
The Bhakti removes all dust of the pain
and heals with the stars of the Gopis prayers
the moon and the Sun always lights the path and the footprints
of RadhaSyama always guide the heart..
and as i go to sleep and forget of my soul
always HE is there to remind my goal
and wake up again to witness again that my home is not here
wherever i am
and in a blink of my eye He could change all that
i know that deeply and very ,always deep in my heart
and i know He will when my time comes,that He will take my life to
Golokas land.......

She smiles and looks around at the people around her,
Outside she is carm, relaxed, happy and smiles.

He watches her smile, looks deeper and notices the smile didn't reach her eyes,
He sees her relaxed state and notices her hands clenched in her lap,
He sees the people around her and notices they don't see what he sees.

He walks up and stands behind her, reaches down and strokes her shoulder,
She feels him and tenses.
He walks around and takes her hand, lifts it to his lips and kisses her fingers.
She looks into his eyes and sees him, she knows he can see her like nobody else.

She smiles and this time her eyes go soft and her hand closes around his.

She opens her eyes and he's gone, she lets one tear fall, takes a deep breath and smiles once more at the people around her that can never see inside like he could.

to do with my life a thousand pieces
or to save between unique and odd
trozito to get bread ...
or to earn a heaven on their altars ...

I come to invite you to think not ...
I come to invite you to not lose
come to invite me to define myself,
invite me to come to this shit ...

I say dragged by between rocks,
when the revolution comes down,
that tortured my tongue and mouth
I ripped out his eyes and sucks ..

tell you that step fashion madness
that people are bad and not worth ..
I will be born vomiting antics ...
or perhaps multiplying loaves and fishes

I know it's not the destination,
Walking was what I was ...
oh god ... I die today
as I have lived ....

up up hi don't want wake up

NO DONT CRY
BUT DONT ASK WHY
HOLD ALL OF YOUR HURT INSIDE
AND NO ONE WANTS SEE THAT
YOUR NOT GOING TO DIE
CAUSE NO ONE WANTS TO SEE YOU CRY

SO BE A MAN
NO HAND IN HAND
DONT YOU WANT TO BE A MAN

COME ON NOW ILL SHOW YOU HOW
THE PAIN WE LEARN TO KEEP INSIDE
SO DONT BE SAD ITS NOT SO BAD
AND I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR DAD

MOM WILL BE FINE
JUST WAIT AND SEE
DONT YOU WANT TO BE LIKE ME

NOW SO WHAT
YOUR GROWN UP
GO ON NOW SON
AND GET A JOB
SO YOU CAN WORK
AND BUILD A LIFE UPON YOUR WORD

DAD SHOWED YOU ONCE HOW TO DEAL
BUT NO ONE THINKS THAT MEN CAN FEEL

WHY IN THE NAME OF GOD ARE YOU NOT DEALING
CAUSE DONT YOU KNOW MEN DONT HAVE FEELINGS

SO GROW UP NOW AND DONT BE SAD
THESE TOOLS YOU USE TO BE A MAN
SO LISTEN NOW DO GO INSANE
CAUSE NO ONE WANTS TO FEEL YOUR PAIN

SO FORGIVE ME PLEASE IF YOU CANT SEE
THIS MAN THAT'S HERE REALLY DOSE FEEL!!!