Last Commented Forgiveness Poems (316)

Thirteen years- is it so much difference
Between a man and woman?
Perspective, perhaps.
Needs, wants.
Desires.
Readiness.

I professed adoration, and she reciprocated.
Oh, but this thing..
This eternity, that she wants..

I expect that she might find it
And thought I somehow offered it
Though as fragile as we are- we humans-
Eternity is only just a short while.

Foolishness, I thought, that I might want
To share our lives, in my words
"If only for a while."
Deep down, deep down
I too longed for eternity,
Even if it were but for such a while.

I lean back now, forlorn, to sigh-
I imagine this, sinking from my chest
This exhalation rolls along the ground
For miles, for miles
To wake her from sleep in restlessness
So she sits, I see, as if offended,
And soon again is sleeping, if only for a while

Strange how I had known her
Her soft smile, her restrained laugh
Her requited breathless grin
In those intimate ways, if only for a while
And now they insist to bare their mark
On my own eternity, on my own short while

Work is demanding this time of year
I find it difficult to keep my mind clear
Hustle and bustle all through the day
Forty hours a week then you get your pay
I had a terrible fall today
the other people were laughing at me
what in the world do I say
I just cannot make them understand and see
We are a team and have to work like one
therefore it is not all games and fun
Working together builds good relationships
harmony and peace is a good thing
I have cracked my ribs
and bruised my arm
This is not what I go to work for
Safety is a good thing
God bless everybody
Work together in harmony
and make this world a better place

It is interesting how it all starts out
Everyone is excited and moving about
Love is in the air
Show up with a flair
The conversations get deeper in thought
The lies a spider web ready to be caught
some times people need more love than one
therefore they think they must have some fun
playing with a persons heart is not nice
both parties endure what a slice
At the end a story is told
Seems just a little too bold
However the fall has taken place
The fall the despair from grace
Pick up the pieces and go on
like a trendy old fashioned song

Oh how I despise you depression
You used to darken my world,leave me impressions

Of realities twisted and dark
You made me believe I was stark raving mad

I hate you for the lies you weaved
The lies that nearly destroyed me, because in you I believed

Twisted and evil that's what you are
But now I know how to keep you far

Away from me

Out of my life

Forever

I will never miss you

Is this an error???
Someone talks a lot around;
The other in his labor
sow a right word and not bound.

Less is more.
Even Emptiness happens, not stand.

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Last Christmas Santa made a mistake
And all I got was social services
and Police Using me as bait
I ended up very sad
Christmas under the mistletoe
Just Me and my dad
But this years going to be different
I posted Santa’s letter on time
I posted it at Pooley's corner shop
The lady put it in the Window
Right at the front near the top
And to my amazement
Santa left me a special note
Christmas is coming early
I won't make another mistake
She knows you truly love her
And her heart you will never break
Christmas for you two is going to very early
It's going to be really great
And everyday together will be special
And never another mistake
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Every day, now, is rain
Every day is rain, every day is rain
Every day is overcast, glum, and gray
I can feel my face sag, emotionless
I can smell the toast, black
I can smell the bacon, black
Is it really my slack posture
Which puts these holes into my slippers
Or possibly this weight in my heart
Some leadened spiritual sinker
That pulls me down and drags my spirit
Every day that I can't learn
How to love you again
Or every day that I can't muster courage
To tell you that I don't, anymore

I found myself today.
In the least possible place I would have ever looked.
It took hold of me when I realized I had found me.
A tear came to my eye and slowly rolled down to my cheek.
I did not know that I was lost. And that it was me that I did seek.
All of a sudden I remembered what made me happy.
What made me love life so much.
And I loved that feeling to feel again.
Some search for their special someone.
Some already have that one.
My joy has always come from others.
To know I can make a difference in another's life.
To be the port in a storm.
To see a frown be turned upside down.
To have compassion for another.
To lift up someone who needs a hand.
I turned my back on all so much.
The pain I felt deadened me.
But now I see.
It is humanity that makes me stay in touch with me.

I stand before you my heart in hand
Naked and defenceless I surrender to you
My thoughts were pure angelic and true
You took all I had, and then gave in return

Your poison arrows of bitterness and scorn
You gave so freely no mercy no morn
Never a mark left not even a bruise, oh, satan is your muse
I should have seen that demon in you

My wounds were fatal, for that life is done
I stand here now heart in my hand
Stronger than most in our sweet land
Yes I am lonely but thats been the plan

The journey continues guided by God
He gives me what I need most,forgiveness and love
You see I fail him daily, yet he blesses me so
I am no preacher or teacher, but I can talk from the soul.

Coyote cries on hot asphalt
I'm so sorry
So sorry I'm at fault
If it means anything
I'll lick the chrome
that kissed your cheek
Be the first to say
I'm sad and weak
so blue so bleak
so lost and meek