I am glad you mentioned that. I closed the closet to the pole that goes to the bat cave. I hope I was fast enough so that my secret identity was not revealed.
That was a nice gesture on your part. You better be careful or somebody will get the impression that you a nice lady and will want to take you home with them.
Good thread, Lene. :) I used to be very devistated but I am learning how to accept things that I used to have trouble with. Where I work people come in with different attitudes but eventually most conform to conformists. The others conform to the uncomformists. Then there are those that do neither and they always seem to quit or get fired.
Sounds interesting. Hey, congradualations on getting your book published. I got my first book of poems published so I know you are feeling a sense of accomplishment.
The panic attacks can be bad. I have had many. The last two deaths I had to deal with caused me to panic. It was like oh, my, there is just me and dog now. My little dog is my hero. He went through them with me. I have learned how to take care of him. When I can't afford dog food we share. I have had help from my friends on the forums. Screw love; get a friend. Friendship is better than love.
RE: Not FEELING the love.....
I think love can be a endless argument about who loves the other the most.