Happygolucky4u Poetry (159)

I actually was surprised when the tears came. I made it thru so much and no tears. But not today.

It is just morning and the missing you is already so much. No tears on Christmas, why Valentine's Day. I miss what I have lost.

What I can never have again. The knowing someone so intimately. The good the bad the ugly. Knowing someone from childhood to adult.

The laying in bed at night with you sleeping beside me and the rhythm of your breathing like a beautiful song to me.

Since you left I have overcome so much. I know people waited to see if I would fall apart. But I have always been a power of strength. I faced all the obstacles.

What no one could see was inside me. The cold the numb. The not wanting to feel the missing you.

I will dry my tears and face the day. For I know missing you will always be a part of me. For what is Juliet without her Romeo.

do you ever hear your name being called

turn to find the source is no where at all

just another case of the unexplained

just another makings of some cantrip

do you ever find you're shaking inside

your hands seem to work without rhyme or guide

a bundle of nerves with no where to go

good or bad destination is not known

do you ever feel that one is close by

yet you don't know them and you wonder why

to know the end before the book is read

yet you keep reading turning page by page

have you ever rode the tides of the wind

not caring where it blows trusting the end

sometimes in my darkest thoughts Shakespeare plays

would a rose by any other name change

or would it remain in its state the same

I could dispel ignorance who to blame

I searched but could not find no difference

the cover it is the same inside out

Is it because I cannot see I'm blind

Or is it still the makings of its kind

You can cast upon any name you wish

Attach it upon like an albatross

But in the end it will remain the same

Who can our misconceptions really blame

When only in our eyes do we see change

The molecules already are arranged

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Upon this time I can turn a blind eye
To enjoy the gifts the storm did bring
Cast them upon the rainbow colored sky
Making sense out of the unreasoning
To soar upon the mighty winds so free
To smell the lavender of the vast fields
To choose to perch in the highest of trees
To leave behind not a trace of myself
Knowing all to soon death will result birth
A circle in time repeating its self
Déjà vu to walk the familiar turf
To hold dear once more the things I have loved
You have kept me alive for all so long
Each beginning I am growing more strong

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She sat waiting content in her place
Eyes moving like a pendulum
Knowing soon he would enter her lair
He should of heed her words not warning
Now it would be she he face
Town folks parting to give him way
Smug he was thinking they cower to him
A man of great importance to himself
Crossing the bridge into the boggy marsh
Pudgy hands itching to make beauty lay
Smelling his aroma as he entered her lair
Lips turned up at thoughts of avenging
Tall and statuesque age only defining beauty
Tonight she would be the one sated
Avenging the one for whom she care
In a flash it was over and blood lay spilled
Eyes large no life still looking in fear
Removing her prize from greedy paws
Arm circled protecting little woman child
The beast now lay killed
Town folks going about their day
As if the night had never been
Woman sweeping porch floor clean
Aged with soften beauty
Calls little girl child from play
Night time had turned to day
And monsters are gone away

Words flowing as sweet wine to crystal flute
Lips caressing sweetest fruit from the vine
All sense of conversation seems so moot
Grapes turning into raisins before eyes
Is it the destination where dreams die
A place where clouds form to hold mighty rein
A place where dignity can hold head high
Sometimes victory is not a pleasure
Words no longer needed all has been placed
Silence echoing as if loud thunder
Slowly out of the mist rises the erased
And what was is no longer,nor will be
Like a birth of a new innocent life
Forming union of devil and his wife

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Our time together has come to an end

An incomplete journey stopped in its tracks

My heart bound by bandages of pain

No moving forward no way back

The sunset and the moon glows, not so bright

Every pain I ever felt turned to one

Aching goes unfilled no destiny

A battle fought, I lost no one won

My emotions are as a mime, no sound

Heads turn a blind eye to fearful to look

Head held high behind the wall truth

Clinging to love life savagely took

Each heart beat waiting for reckoning

Used discarded little soldier did die

Covered up beneath the ugliest lies

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Gently rained the clouds as the years went by
Years turning to centuries past forgotten
Propagating sin allowed not to die
Waiting once more for its time to lay rein

Gentle wind whispering little girls ear
Imagination at play they all say
Soon voices forgotten till time near
Relentless searching not knowing for why

Within the beating heart lays the last blood
Time culled the bloodline almost freeing them
A cloud so ominous soon to lay flood
Dry barren fields begging for watering

Only the best will ferment in my wine
Removing soured fruits from thorny vines




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Fields of glory rolling outside my window

Bodies of bronze by suns caressing warmth

One body my body already knows

He takes me to the stars and the heavens



Dreams aspire reaching for the tallest skies

Fields of glory reaching for suns desire

To quench the thirst then reap the crops of lies

Tend the fields walk away empty handed



There's a wolf out amongst the laden sheep

Blood upon hands of proclaimed innocence

Kill them all where the blood has surely seeped

No clean hands remain to the unaware





Jealousy a motive for killing fields

You reap what you sow, your harvest will yield


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They had prayed for a change to all their gods
Side by side they waited good holding bad
Not knowing which God would answer their cries
Not treasuring what they already had
A contradiction of one another
They had called back an abomination
A power so strong without no end
Essence without permanent foundation
Good verse evil within one entity
Each knowing but willing to take the chance
Releasing twilight upon barren days
Where evil and good will soon bare romance
Mere mortals holding only to release
The beginning of their Armageddon

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Just unfinished business calling my name

I would love to lay by your side but can't

It would be so futile laying in vain

An empty glass just a hollow vessel



Wondered what was wrong why love could not be

A feeling of incomplete just empty

Gnawing of the heart wanting to be free

Unfinished business refused to let go



Mistaking the wanting to be for love

Then I knew it was unfinished business

The thing I craved for, the thing I thought of

Sad to see you go but I must let you



Life's road is not always what you desire

Sometimes it adds a few logs to the fire

You captured me turning my life to bliss

Raining down upon me euphoria

Caressing my soul with warmth from your kiss

Turning the cold of winter to summer

Removing my fears as you make us one

Your presence surrounding me comforting

I relax accepting you, you have won

My state of being now between heavens

Wishing to stay in this time for all time

To ride upon the wings of nothingness

No thought no dreams only now in my mind

Waves rocking as in a sweet lullaby

Slowly the tides recede and I must go

Life will return as I leave this I know