Happygolucky4u Poetry (159)

You leave a trail of tears where ever you go.
Of a love not meant to be.
You are closed..... no way in.
There will be no changes in how you feel.
You say this love is holding you against your will.
But it's you that's holding on.
With a heart that's turning to stone.
I would like to reach and take you out.
Show you what true love is all about.
But all the signs say closed........and there is no way in.
You can't see me through the pain.
So I will pass you by.
It is such a shame.
To watch you miss what was a lie.
I could set you free.
Show you what you have missed.
But that will not be.
For I don't want to tread upon the stones.
Of what use to be your heart.
So I will leave you alone.
Maybe one day your living will start.
But it want be with me.
For I can't drink from a cup.
That seems to be empty.

I will be dancing in the wind laughing like a child.
Not knowing when last I felt this wild.
I don't want to drink I don't want to talk.
Don't want to think don't bother me at all.
It feels good to just let go.
No cares in the world.
Just me and the wind.

Darkness comes and day light goes.
Its been to long since I danced in the wind.
Life's not fair but now it is my turn.
So I'll just be dancing in the wind. Laughing like a child.
It feels good to act this wild.
Stars all around and the moons a glow.
I'm at peace and the feeling shows.

I was sitting on the porch, sippin tea
Watchin cars passing by
Lookin back at what I could see
My how the time seems to fly

Sometimes you gotta let it go
Turn the clock around
Don't you know
Sometimes love can't be found

Everyone ask why I'm alone
Everyone has a friend for me
I'm wonderin where the loves gone
This ol worlds not what it use to be

So I just wanna let it go
And turn the clock around
Don't you know
Sometimes love just can't be found

I found peace amongst the darkening skies
Soon stars will whisper night times lullabies
The worries the stress the everyday mess
Making a way for nights gentle caress
A moment a minute in time who knows
Time to relax and just let it all go
Just me breathing in the fresh night air
Done worrying about everyday cares
The body relaxes the mind lets go
Time to forget all life's little woes
Shadows playing in moon lights swaying dance
Holding me fixed in the gentlest trance
Sleep will come and tomorrow will be here
The futures not mine but always seems near


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Tiny hands that cling to coins with such hope
To reach out and find the machine is broke
Holding back the tears and trying to cope
No signs no warnings of closed for repairs

In a hurry not paying attention
Grasped the frying pan handle, to feel burn
Ignoring the feeling, apprehension
The hopes of what was to be slowly fades

Donning a coat to keep the cold away
Wrapped so tight you cannot feel the heart beat
Outer shell still looks good, inner frayed
No signs no warnings of closed for repairs

Tucked safely in bed alone in the night
Maybe lost the battle but not the fight

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I have never forgotten my reason
I have grown strong with each breath I've taken
Waiting anticipating my season
Victory is mine no matter what's to be
The children are gathering together
My heart pounds waiting release from the cage
Soon it will be free no longer tethered
To rest upon the destiny of birth
I see clearly the time is upon me
The preparation has been set in place
As was written the time has come to be
And soon the past will meet with the present
They gathered to have a ball like the old
Forgetting the stories once they were told

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As darkness unfolded the old home sighed

Once more another day has come and gone

In the bright light of the sun the eaves lied

But once more the house stood empty alone

No one seemed to notice that no one cared

In the daylight the fresh coat of paint shined

In the dark the rooms laid empty and bare

A home without life how cruel and unkind

The deception of two made into one

Leaving neither completely as a whole

No one lost and no one has really won

A diamond is just an old chunk of coal

Daylight has been summoned a house no more

From blind eyes it is a home as before

There will be a path that leads me to you

So please wait, I'm trying not to take long

You're holding my heart so please be gentle

I need your love to remain safe and strong



There are times when I feel so all alone

Thoughts of you is what keeps me hanging on

I'm fighting for a love that I don't know

Knowing our feelings are each others clone



If we don't meet know the fight made life sweet

Kept bitterness from knocking at our door

Thoughts of you shielded loneliness away

Hope giving meaning to our life once more



Every day I wake I know it might be

The day when you are finally with me

My soul lost to time

My breath slowly evades me

Your lips touching mine

It was dark and scary
I could not see
Just feel
I wanted to turn and run
But that was not to be

Each step I took
I took in fear
And then I felt it
I knew all to clear.

No going back
that wasn't to be
So I went bravely
Alone just me

I made it
to the other side
So sad
A piece of me
had died

There will be peace ahead and skies of blue
Waiting ahead for me there will be you
Here laughter tears all pain is forgotten
My days ahead will be days spent with you

Music of life just barely hanging on
Sounds of the heart that has already gone
Begging please release me now let me go
Beebeep beebeep beebeep beebeep beebeep

Silence comes there's not a stir in the room
Time to let go tho it feels like so soon
Friends and loved ones carry the memories
It's what one really has that's left behind

Tho some might see it as the closing act
And others look ahead not looking back

Sitting here not knowing.
What I am to do next.
I see the time has come.
To move on and start growing.
When I thought by now.....
My life would be on the setting sun.
But my work I guess is not done.
I still feel the wonder of a child.
And I hear life calling.
At first so weak and mild.
Now it's more like prodding me.
To go out and see what I can see.
No excuses to be made.
It is time to start anew again.
My life is at a new beginning.
Not a closing end.
Once again I am ready to live.
And once again I can forgive.
Yes, it hurt all so bad.
And left me feeling really sad.
But now the hunger inside me.
Searches for the new adventures that will be.
It is time to move on.
And let the pain become by gone.
Happiness is mine.
Given a chance one more time.