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say anything............laugh ....... ..... ........ ....................cheers
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prisoner story.......

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BY THOMAS GUERRA

The story of my life in prison started in November of 2010. I came to prison for the first time in my entire life.

shadowy figureWhen I first got to prison I was scared to death that I would never make it out prison alive. The first two weeks that I was in prison went pretty good. Then at the beginning of my third week I had two SUR13’s [members of the Surenos gang] force me to have sex with them. I only have one leg so I knew that I wouldn’t be able to get away. I said no to the two SUR13’s and they hit me with a paddle lock in a sock on my right temple which knocked me out and when I came to, I was laying naked in the porter’s closet with white stuff all over my face and butt.

I was going to report the gang rape on me, but when I was going to the officer in charge’s office, one of the SUR13’s that raped me told me that if I told anyone about the forced sex on me that they would kill me.

Then later on that evening I was on my way to my Christian Church call-out and the same two SUR13’s grabbed me and started to push my wheelchair toward the porter’s closet again. I went to scream and the SUR13 that was pushing my wheelchair put a knife to my throat and told me not to scream or they would kill me right there. I knew that I was going to have to do what they told me or I would be stabbed to death. So I did what they told me to do. When we got in the porter’s closet they told me to get naked again so that is what I did because I did not want to die.

After I got naked again, they told me to get on my hands and knees so I did what they told me to again. After I did that the older SUR13 got behind me and rammed his d*ck in my butt, and when I went to scream the younger SUR13 put his d*ck in my mouth. They forced me to have sex with them again for two weeks straight. I still have flashbacks of them forcing me to have sex with them.

I finally got so fed up with them raping me by forced sex that I threw a punch with my fist into the first officer that I saw, breaking his nose, so I was placed into segregation for a pending disciplinary hearing. As I was waiting on my disciplinary hearing to be done, I caught 16 more batteries on the officers. I was finally placed on OSR which stands for “Other Security Risk.”

Two weeks after I was placed on OSR, I was transferred from Lansing Correctional Facility to El Dorado Correctional Facility and was placed into the Supermax Segration Custody. I ended up doing two and a half years in Supermax lockdown. After those two and a half years in Supermax lockdown, I was then transferred to my new facility which is the Larned Correctional Mental Health Facility which is where I am being imprisoned to this current time. I have done three years at the LCMHF prison.

This is a true story about my life of being inside the walls of prison life. I have done five years here in prison. I will always have the flashbacks of myself being gang raped for two weeks straight. Prison life is no way that anyone should live.

I am going to have nightmares and flashbacks of me being raped in prison by those two SUR13’s for the rest of my life. I hope that this story will be an eye opener to whoever reads it.by a prisoner.
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jail for "life"........

Prisons and jails are both referred to as incarcerations. A prison is where people get physically confined and lack personal freedom, and also those awaiting trails and those serving a term exceeding one year are confined here, while a jail is where inmates are housed prior to their trials on local level and those serving a term of one year or less. The society is protected from the offenders by them being confined in prisons, where their behaviors can be monitored, or they can be placed in community-based facilities which are secured and also offer an opportunity for the prisoners to acquire skills and knowledge through work related activities. The jail on the other hand serves the purpose of detaining law offenders of which they shall be knowledge on the reason for detention as they go through the process of criminal justice. The jails do so by holding people who are awaiting trials, convictions or those to be sentenced; those who have already been sentenced and are waiting to be taken to prison, and also holding law violators who cannot afford to pay the bonds....... ..... A whole life prison sentence means that once found guilty and sent to prison the person will not be released, ever, and will live out the rest of their life in jail. This would only be used for very, very serious crimes and/or where the criminal would still be a danger to the public if he or she was ever released. A whole life sentence is quite rare and it's estimated there are only between 35 and 50 people serving whole life sentences in the UK.

A whole life sentence is different to being sent to jail for "life". Depending on the seriousness of the crime a person serving a life sentence could be considered for release (called parole) after, say, 15 years. The minimum term before being considered for parole is set by the judge when the sentence is given to the criminal... ... ...snowed in stuck
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"brutal" attack.......

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..... ... ...Kasturi Munirathinam's arm was allegedly chopped off by her employer
India's foreign ministry has complained to the Saudi Arabian authorities following an alleged "brutal" attack on a 58-year-old Indian woman in Riyadh.
Kasturi Munirathinam's right arm was chopped off, allegedly by her employer, when she tried to escape from their house last week, reports say.
Ms Munirathinam was working as a domestic help. She is recovering in hospital.
Her family has alleged that she was being tortured by her Saudi employers.
Saudi authorities have not commented on the incident yet.
'Disturbed'
Indian Foreign Minister Sushma Swaraj wrote on Twitter: "This is unacceptable. We have taken this up with Saudi authorities. Our embassy is in touch with the victim."
"Chopping of hand of Indian lady - We are very much disturbed over the brutal manner in which Indian lady has been treated in Saudi Arabia," Ms Swaraj added.
The family of Ms Munirathinam in the southern Indian city of Chennai said that her employers had been "angered" after she complained about the "harassment" she was facing at her employer's home, where she had begun working three months ago.
They are asking the government to secure them compensation from the family, and also help pay Ms Munirathinam's medical expenses.
Serious condition
"Ever since she went to work with this family in July, things were not alright. My mother was not even allowed to speak to us over the phone, she was not given proper food and was forced to work long hours," her son S Kumar told BBC Hindi.
"When she tried to escape the harassment and torture, her right arm was chopped off by the woman employer. Now my sister can't even sit and do simple things on her own, as her spinal cord has also been injured," her sister S Vijayakumari added.
Ms Vijayakumari said her sister had been hospitalised in Riyadh and was "in a serious condition", adding that although they were relieved she was getting proper medical attention, they were unable to afford the expenses.
They have asked the Tamil Nadu state government to help them financially and have also sought the Indian government's help in securing Ms Munirathinam's return to India.blues
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."More Than I Can Say"........

daydream daydream ...."More Than I Can Say"

Whoa, whoa
Yeah, yeah
I love you more than I can say
I'll love you twice as much tomorrow
Whoa-oh
Love you more than I can say

Whoa, whoa
Yeah, yeah
I miss you ev'ry single day
Why must my life be filled with sorrow
Ooooh, oh
I love you more than I can say

Ah, don't you know I need you so
Oh, tell me please
I gotta know
Do you mean to make me cry
Am I just another guy

Whoa, whoa
Yeah, yeah
I love you more than I can say
Why must my life be filled with sorrow
Whoa-oh
I'll love you twice as much tomorrow

[Instrumental Interlude]

Ah, don't you know I need you so
So tell me please
I gotta know
Do you mean to make me cry
Am I just another guy

Whoa, whoa
Yeah, yeah
I love you more than I can say
I'll love you twice as much tomorrow
Whoa-oh
Love you more than I can say
I love you more than I can say
I love you more than I can say

Oh-oh, ooooooh
(More than I can say)
I love twice as much tomorrow
(More than I can say)
I love twice as much tomorrow
(More than I can say)
I love you more than I can say
(More than I can say)
I love you more than words can saydancing dancing
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ME no angry, ME no cry, ME just happy........

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All of us enjoy the 'ups'...But i believe in enjoying my 'downs'
too, because they r inevitable and a necessary experience. It is
often said that positive thinking and negative thinking are attitudes. They are points of views and show the way people handle their affairs.It is very easy to give up, give in or fall prey,
to self pity. But there's no joy in it. And if you want to create joy
in your everyday life, you have to just think it. A lot of people
lament, 'why me'...instead of counting their blessings....
I say laugh out loud.Laugh at life, laugh at your problems, and
laugh about at your silly choice, like the partner who lost you,
instead of wailing over losing him or her. For those of you that find it hard to stay positive, strangely enough it's possible to
even handle staying negative in a positive way.....
Take a funny approach to all your predicaments, see things with
a sense of irony and humour because doing so changes everything for the better. In fact self deprecating humour is found
to be entertaining and charming, so, you even have the opportunity to cultivate friends while having personal failings.....
And on a funny end note to all you optimists out there this poem
is for you .....birdie birdie in the sky, I look up and it shits in my eye, ME no angry, ME no cry, ME just happy, THAT.....COWS...
do NOT ... FLY....
This is the really the way, I see my life, Laughing my way
through just about every twist and turn life takes.dancing laugh ......
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promoting a healthy diet and lifestyle.....

Nutrition research is conducted to answer questions raised both in clinical practice and policy. Research in nutrition can focus on individual cells, whole animals or humans, or entire populations, and often overlaps with research in genetics, biochemistry, molecular biology, toxicology, immunology, physiology, and pharmacology..... ...Nutritional biochemistry. Nutritional biochemistry is the backbone to the understanding of the structure and function of nutrients within food and the body. Nutrients serve as cofactors for enzymes, components of hormones, and participants in oxidation/reduction reactions through metabolic processes. Though required in small amounts, nutrients are essential for body growth, s*xual development and reproduction, psychological well-being, energy level, and the normal functioning of most organ systems in the body. Nutritional biochemists study the functional roles of vitamins and minerals in the body, metabolic blocks that occur from deficiencies, the effects of hormones on nutrient metabolism, and interactions among nutrients within the body. ...... ......Food science. Food science is the study of the composition of food materials and the reaction of food to processing, cooking, packaging, and storage. Food science integrates knowledge of the chemical composition of food materials; their physical, biological, and biochemical behavior; the interaction of food components with each other and their environment; pharmacology and toxicology of food materials, additives, and contaminants; and the effects of manufacturing operations, processes, and storage conditions......to ensure food security and eradicate nutritional deficiencies—to a greater attention on the qualitative aspects—to achieve optimal, balanced, dietary intakes...............Perhaps most important, public health nutrition includes the dissemination of scientific findings, the explanation of dietary recommendations, and outreach of federal assistance programs. The responsibility of communicating experimental findings in an understandable form falls on nutrition scientists, journalists, educators, and the public. The scientists are responsible for interpreting the research findings into a form that is understandable to the general public. Journalists are responsible for communicating the scientific message in an objective way, and the public is responsible for pursuing an accurate understanding of the issues.
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online dating is just a dream......

Life is a crazy and amazing thing that can have many different beginnings and endings,
we all know, life is not a bed of roses. Things do not work as smoothly as we expect them to. Sometimes, we change ways, make compromises, stand stubbornly and let things fall apart,

Life is full of problems, but how we approach those problems often determines whether we're happy or miserable.
today's world there is nobody who can honestly say that they have absolutely no problems or worries in their life. Everyone has something to deal with and things to get over in their life...

" Different people have different definitions as we all have different mindset, different viewpoints, different religions,
different life style,and different thinking all different in everything.

Many times people are persuaded into doing things they don’t want to do,it all depends on ones situation the place of
birth and the community or the society they live,

Marriage is the most beautiful relationship that happens, unless
one is going to be very open of their personal way of living,it is of
no use in looking on the internet for a relationship,but again
the problem is you can not disclose oneself with out knowing
who the person is....so..doh help rolling on the floor laughing

Quiz.....2...

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............. .... .....The question is......she is the image of someone's mother....who is that Person?... ... ....
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..... ..... ....what do you call this Person as? one french word and equal to that english....word?.... .. ..
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...... .. ...some fitting word.....which turns into humorous insult.... laugh ...... .... now time to Prove your smartnessdancing
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A sPecial Place in my Heart.........

We will reunite one day in that clear blue sky,
and start over where we left off, with your silent goodbye.

It's almost been a year now and tears still fall,
but tears from a sorrowful heart seem to have no time at all.

We had a bond, not like one you'd find everyday,
I wish you were here, for this I really wanted to say.

Your face I still see clearly, your laughter is still in the air,
why were you taken away from me? It is more than unfair.

And now I must learn life not sure of knowing the way,
you promised to be here to help me, someday.

I feel lonely now, scared and unsure,
why can't you be here to help me through this dark door?

It was you I loved and adored for so long,
but now I'm expected to move on and be strong.

I miss you more as the days go by,
sometimes I ask questions but can't help to cry.

Why were you taken out of my world in a blink of an eye?
only if I would have had a chance to say goodbye.

Life's different now it's just not the same,
I still try to remind myself no ones to blame.

You live in a memory now, a special place in my heart,
and I'll carry that memory close by me,
because there we won't ever have to part.
........... ...Reflect my feelings......wrritten by someone no idea.......wave
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Quiz.......

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.... ... ..... .....what do you think?????laugh
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Shri Neem Karoli Baba..........

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.......Sri Neem Karoli Baba’s @ Mahasamadhi............ .. ....Neem Karoli baba, a spiritual teacher in search of whom Steve Jobs is said to have come to India, continues to be a revered figure 38 years after his death. One of the recent additions to his band of followers is Hollywood actress Julia Roberts.

About a year ago, Roberts told Elle magazine that she was attracted to Hinduism and converted to the religion after seeing a picture of the baba. Born Lakshmi Narayan Sharma in Akbarpur, Uttar Pradesh, the baba is called 'Maharaj-ji' by his followers. A devotee of the monkey god, Hanuman, he taught that compassion is the highest virtue....... .. ..According to one version, Jobs, who was then 18, and his friend Dan Kottke travelled to the baba's ashram in what is now Uttarakhand but found that the guru had passed away by then.


But other celebrities came into contact with the baba and have gone on to live a life guided by his teachings. Among them is Larry Brilliant, a physician, humanitarian and the former head of Google's philanthropic arm.

Among his lifelong devotees is Ram Dass, an American born as Steve Alpert. Dass is the author of the spiritual book 'Be Here Now' that has sold over a million copies. He, Brilliant and other followers of the baba started the charitable organisation Seva Foundation. Jobs donated $10,000 in 1978 to help launch Seva.

The baba's followers run ashrams in Delhi, Uttar Pradesh, Uttarakhand, Himachal Pradesh and New Mexico, United States. In 2008, American gossip website Gawker reported that Facebook founder Mark Zuckerberg was at an ashram of 'Maharj-ji.' He was taken there by Brilliant, who is also said to have taken Google co-founder Larry Page and eBay's Jeff Skoll there..... ...

Darshan Weekend September 25 to 27, 2015

Widen your hearts, your vision, your thoughts, your entire life – make it bigger. Life becomes so much more alive when you live it with a broad mind which doesn’t stop at “this is mine and that is yours”.
When one’s vision widens, differences don’t appear to be even bigger but, on the contrary, one increasingly begins to see how alike we all are and ultimately that we are all the same – in the most positive sense of the word.

'Miracle of Love - Stories about Neem Karoli Baba' by Ram Dass
Published by E.P. Dutton, New York, USA in 1979
Many seekers have come to know Sri Neem Karoli Baba through his devotees Ram Dass, Krishna Das and Bhagavan Das.
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