Time to pick up the pieces and move on!
Now that I have told R what I told her, it's now time to look forward. I know this won't be easy, but I have to start somewhere.Almost from scratch.
I am not going to lie - this has set me back a bit. It's never easy to walk away from someone you love, but it's for the best. So how am I gonna move on? A part of me wants to work every waking hour, but I know that it will drain me of the last bit of sanity I have left. Tomorrow is Friday, and I have a half-made appointment with K. She's possibly coming over to my place to visit, but I don't know for sure yet. I will know more tomorrow. We might just watch a movie, or something.
I know what some of you must be thinking.. "Wow, he's moving fast. Already thinking about bedding K right after saying he loves R". That's not true. For one, K and I are old friends, who just love to spend time together, with a movie or a concert. Second: A guy and a girl CAN just be friends, without anything happening between them. Besides, I still need to get over R, before I jump out into the whole dating thing.
Who knows, maybe K won't come by tomorrow. As I said, I will know for sure sometime early tomorrow afternoon. I am very lucky to have friends, who want to spend time with me, even when I am at my lowest. It shows that they really DO like me.
But for now, I'll take things VERY slowly. I don't want to rush anything!
Comments (4)
Jim - The 1/2 made appointment means, that we talked about spending time together, but it's not 100% agreed if it's gonna be today pr tomorrow. Also, the whole club-thing is the worst idea ever. I don't go yo clubs, anyway. It would be pointless for me to go there
K will most likely help you keep your mind off things but you need to be honest with yourself.
If you have any other feelings for K other than just a plutonic friendship you're going to put yourself in the exact same situation you were with R. Anyway good luck.