Being lonely kind of sucks..
That feeling you have, when nobody wants to spend time with you. When nobody reaches out to you just to ask "How are you?" That feeling of being lost and alone when everyone else around you and online are in relationships.Yes - the feeling of being alone, and it sucks - so much!
Who or what do I have? In honest: Not much. I have my video games, my movies, my music and endless scrolling on Tinder/Bumble/OKCupid/other dating apps, random conversations on Twitter/Facebook/Instagram and the occasional message from a few friends.
I want to feel loved as well. I want what other people have, relationship wise. Money doesn't interest me, neither does social status. I just want someone to confide in. Someone to spend hours talking to.
I do try to meet new people, but 99% of the people I meet are scammers. The 1% who aren't scammers, well the conversation dies out pretty quickly. No response on my messages. I once started a conversation with someone, and after a few days, the conversation just.. died.. I didn't say or do anything that warranted the conversation to end, so I am not entirely sure why it ended. Maybe she decided that it wasn't really going anywhere? Or maybe she just decided "nah, not for me.."
At this rate, I am absolutely sure that I will end up alone forever. It's a bit of a frightening thought, because I am the type of person that just want to find someone to settle down with.
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I know that we don't think alike but if my mood was like yours, feeling all lonely unwanted etc I'd just phone a decent escort to come around and have a chat. No sex just talk, and you will be amazed how much better that human one on one chat/contact will make you feel. If you a real naughty guy it will end naughty, who cares anyway.
Of course you are not me and all I can recommend is for you to join a club of sorts. Choose one that is in your interests BUT it MUST be a real life club (not online) that you actually go to with your books or coins etc. You might meet someone there you like cos you already have something in common like the books, coins or whatever. Anyway it's not cool feeling the way you described. Good luck bud.
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I know that we don't think alike but if my mood was like yours, feeling all lonely unwanted etc I'd just phone a decent escort to come around and have a chat. No sex just talk, and you will be amazed how much better that human one on one chat/contact will make you feel. If you a real naughty guy it will end naughty, who cares anyway.
Of course you are not me and all I can recommend is for you to join a club of sorts. Choose one that is in your interests BUT it MUST be a real life club (not online) that you actually go to with your books or coins etc. You might meet someone there you like cos you already have something in common like the books, coins or whatever. Anyway it's not cool feeling the way you described. Good luck bud.
Your post reeks of total desperation and self-loathing, you need to get a hobby that allows you to excel and thereby builds your confidence and self-worth.
Remember many men have sisters, so don't limit yourself to joining predominately female clubs.
Model boat/car/aeroplane construction
Radio control hobbies
Amature Radio, you would need to learn and take an exam to get a licence, so lots of access to many people.
Evening classes
Photography
Programming (computer games)
The list is endless
The final advice is to delete this blog as it will have a bad effect on any possible meetings up.
Regarding confidence:-
Think of someone who you find very confident, then put yourself in their shoes in a particular scenario, and just "borrow" his confidence, believe me, this works and gradually your own confidence will build up and become the new confident Philip.
I taught public speaking for decades, impossible to count the number of students, there were so many who lacked the confidence to speak to a group of 5, but after following the above advice they confidently gave speeches to audiences of over 500 made up of students, teachers and judges.
Believe in yourself and anything is possible.
Are you implying that 'ladies of the night' are bad people?
If you read my comment you would have seen, AND UNDERSTOOD, I said: "I'd (meaning ME) just phone a decent escort to come around and have a chat. No sex, just talk, and you will be amazed how much better that human one on one chat/contact will make you feel.
I know you might mean well but your comment could encourage the poor guy to carry on living the rest of his life as a wanker.
The second part of my comment was meant as advice to him and if he is wise he would take it.
Are you implying that 'ladies of the night' are bad people?
If you read my comment you would have seen, AND UNDERSTOOD, I said: "I'd (meaning ME) just phone a decent escort to come around and have a chat. No sex, just talk, and you will be amazed how much better that human one on one chat/contact will make you feel.
I know you might mean well but your comment could encourage the poor guy to carry on living the rest of his life as a wanker. and there are enough of 'those' around. Just look at the blogger/s from Australia.
The second part of my comment was meant as advice to him and if he is wise he would take it.
Don't depend on anyone else for happiness.
Yeah it's nice to have someone to do things with, to cuddle with. Remember you don't need another person to do nice things with and you can cuddle your pet or wrap your arms around yourself, unless you're a t-rex.