I am really thinking about saying goodbye. It's been brewing for some time now, and yesterday evening was just the last drop that made it all fall apart.
As most of you know, I have been talking a lot about a person I simply called R, because I wanted to keep her somewhat anonymous. We met in person at a Shania Twain concert, after talking together online for the past 15 years. From my side, it was love at first sight. I wanted to spend as much time with her as possible. At first, I was only smitten. But slowly, I fell in love with her. I wanted to be hers. The time I knew, that I was in love, was when she spent two months at my place, in my bed next to me. One morning, I told her what I felt. She was glad I told her, but she was unable to express the same feelings towards me. So I endured. I tried my very best to keep it friendly. It failed. I went to a festival in July, and at that time, she got extremely angry with me. Most of you know why, so I won't waste letters writing it. But know this - it was bad. Very bad. To the point, where I really doubted that her and I would ever see each other again. But we did. She spent a weekend here, but it wasn't the same. Something had broken between us. I knew the trust was gone, but I did my very best to not repeat the same things I did before. It worked. I was able to not do the same things. But still, it felt broken, in some way. On top of that, she told me that she was loosely dating someone, which floored me. It made me feel dizzy. The last time I felt that, was when my father was admitted to the hospital shortly before his death. Whenever I get told something, that I wasn't expecting, I get rubber-like legs, and I have to sit down. I decided to hold my head up high, and tell her that I was okay with it, when in reality, I wasn't. That was the last time I saw her in person. I told her, that I needed some time to think. To sort out some feelings, that I was struggling with. She told me, that it was fine. That I should take all the time I needed, and then write her when I felt like it.
Yesterday evening, I saw something that made me write her a message. What I saw, was that she was in relationship with someone. I was done thinking. I needed to get it out, so I wrote her a message. In that message, I told her that her and I wouldn't be able to spend any more nights together. It wouldn't be fair to her boyfriend. Her and I can still meet up, but it would have to be somewhere in Copenhagen, and not at my place.
She has read the message, but haven't replied to it. Yet.
I am still thinking. Maybe it's time to say goodbye? At least, for a while. A few months, perhaps. Enough time to make me completely get over her. I think it's the best thing to do.
What do you think, I should do? Do you agree with my message to R? Keep the comments civil, though
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There are men who love peace and not wars and not killings and not hate.
But there are men who love not peace but love wars,killings and hate.
And there are men who fight innocent men and when come any man who fight them and beat them
they become silent.
So peace is most needful in the world.
would you love peace and make peace?
why many men don,t love peace and make wars?
There is devil who make men to fight and to make wars and killings.
Jesus said: who take up the sword shall perish by the sword!
So men need peace,how to get peace?
So men need reject bad thoughts and love peace and keep peace and so desire for fight end .
man need love and forgive those who do bad, so he to make peace and so he serve God.
So when man have no peace within is so bad suffer,is restless.
So peace is most needful for man.
So let men have peace and love.
Despite the naysayers, it's about to happen;
In response to:
The U.S. House of Representatives will receive two articles of impeachment against President Donald Trump, Democrats announced Tuesday. The president will be impeached for abuse of power and obstruction of Congress, House Judiciary Committee chief Jerry Nadler said.
Meanwhile Trump meets with Russian guests today.
These articles of impeachment will likely be voted on sometime next week.
While Trump committed many more crimes, the Democrats decided to focus only on the 2 above,
because they will be easier for the public to understand.
From the New York Times;
In response to:
In nine short pages, House Democrats spelled out two articles of impeachment they plan to vote on in the coming weeks, accusing President Trump of having abused his power and “betrayed the nation” by attempting to enlist Ukraine in “corrupting democratic elections.”
The first article accused Mr. Trump of having “corruptly solicited” election assistance from the government of Ukraine in the form of investigations that would smear his political rivals. The second one charged him with obstructing the impeachment inquiry by blocking witnesses and documents that House Democrats requested.
In response to:
Satire from The Borowitz Report
Giuliani Kidnapped by Ukrainian Circus
By Andy Borowitz
10:30 A.M.
KYIV (The Borowitz Report)—While on a mission to Ukraine to acquire information about the business dealings of Hunter Biden, Rudy Giuliani was kidnapped by a travelling Ukrainian circus, Giuliani confirmed on Tuesday.
“It was the strangest thing,” he told reporters. “I was on a street corner talking to some people about the Bidens, and these guys came up to me and said, ‘Come with us.’ I thought they were taking me to a cable-news studio.”
Where they were taking him, it turned out, was the Krychevsky Wonder Show, a popular family-owned circus that has been travelling around Ukraine since 1873.
“We saw this guy acting entirely bizarre, and we decided we had to have him in our circus,” Oleh Krychevsky, its current proprietor, said. “It’s hard to find a sideshow attraction with that much potential.”
For two days, Giuliani filled a giant tent at Krychevsky’s, regaling audiences with tales of CrowdStrike, Burisma, and a person named Alexandra Chalupa. But soon his relationship with the circus soured.
“Even after the crowds went home, and we were all ready for bed, he wouldn’t stop talking,”
Krychevsky, who ultimately fired Giuliani from the circus, said. “He is exhausting.”
Only after Giuliani’s tenure with the circus was over did Krychevsky learn the man’s true identity.
“I was told he was the former mayor of New York,” he said. “I still find that impossible to believe.”
Andy Borowitz is a Times best-selling author and a comedian who has written for The New Yorker since 1998.
He writes The Borowitz Report, a satirical column on the news.
Giuliani likely felt right at home, since he already works for the clown in DC.
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They are getting more numerous than ever: the 'likes' any active CS member may receive from a new (apparently fake) profile. One constant is the meaningless profile text above all meant to please. Other constants are sending (probably hundreds of) likes to much older CS members, posting one single appealing photo (possibly stolen from any website) ...
As you may remember, there is a 'cooling period' for new members preventing them to send private messages immediately after registering .Sending 'likes' is however allowed. Yet those rookies who are abusing these privileges are rapidly and easily found out. There probably is a 'like'-counter activated for all new members, signalling potential abuse.
CS site moderators quickly intervene, banning the new fake profiles within days or even hours after they registered... which is why you often notice 'likes' by a deleted profile.
Over the past few months, I've grown accustomed not to return any like by a supposedly fake profile... and I very seldom fail to make the distinction.
Eventually the 'like counter' on your profile no longer tells anything about how popular you are on the CS site but rather how often you have been targeted by rookie fake profiles.
....you can see the Inspector General's full report right here;
Read it.
From it you will learn, that the whole thing that kicked it off, is that the FBI was tipped off and learned of Russia making an offer to help Trump win to Popodopoulus. Through it, they were already onto Flynn & Manafort before the election. The FBI made some minor mistakes in filing some paperwork, which they will work to improve in future investigations. The IG doesn't see how it would have altered things any differently, if things were done 100% right.
But, the bottom line is that Russia, not the Ukraine was who interfered with the US election and Obama had nothing to do with the investigation. In other words, no "deep state" b.s.
So, the hogwash, that SOME people have been trying to convince you with is pure b.s. and was always
embarrassingly laughable for those of us who recognized it as such.
It is coming....this Friday for those of you who don't own a calendar.
Normally, I wouldn't think really anything of it....but as I lay here on my couch with a fever and really not much better to do, well....
Somebody who seems to be a very down to earth person....from across the planet...who has a reliable source has informed me that thing from Dec 15 to March 15 might be a bit rocky, at best, for America and Europe.
political / natural disaster wise...
I sure hope she is wrong.
One of these days I will come up with a blog that actually puts a smile on people's faces.
i always feel like I have to "sell" myself by saying or doing the right things. I'm not perfect all the time by any stretch and I am not politically correct in my obscure way of thinking. I am alone and I often wonder for how long. This is weighing heavily on me. I'm tired of not having anyone I can share my life with.
So I may have views. Many of these views are, in my opinion, are based in my spiritual belief and how I was raised. Still, the one thing I long for the most is not here and I truly wonder if it will ever be obtainable. I know I have very deep rooted "southern" values that both directly and indirectly affect the influence of the effect on my life. I think it is my place to aid and support my partner by any means I can.
I try to make my partner in life the best they can be and the best I can be. This is one value that is seemingly out dated or unwelcome.
It was also said to me that some things I have said didn't come out like they should have. Even though I say I want to show my partner she is everything to me, I have to keep in mind I am my own everything however. I guess that is reflected in the "Love god and thyself first" mentality.
I mean, at this point, we can literally expect Trump to lie, as that is what he does most frequently.