>>>>TIME IN A CLOCK >>>>>>>>>>>>
Just have to appreciate color and time along with life...
Paranoid and Claustrophobic
Walking down a neverending hallway I feel it closing in on me Someone's behind me I hear the sound of laughter I start to run The walls steadily coming together Confining me in a prison-like straight jacket of pressure I collapse and pass out
A nightmare unfolds...Pt.2
Hope i'm not stepping on anybody's toes ...tis is only my imagination on work ..
Castaway on the Moon
A sober sonnet reflecting my lonely mood on a wet, cold drizzly day feels as if being trapped inside of a spider's coccoon (wrapped by clouds)....for who knows how long ....weird thought ...I know...
Guilt
Guilt is not your friend, But is it…it depends Guilt, the stink of sludge And the color of mud Guilt, the reminder of the past Of harm and pain surpassed Guilt, is the devil in disguise Waiting for your soul to die Guilt, is
The Sin
There is a shell around this shadowed face That hides and protects me from myself, The pointless lies and unbearable space Between faith and me: The Sin. But this shell will shatter over time And shards of hope and dreams will die, Drowning b
---Never Again---
Never again will i make this mistake To trust the ones that dont realise how much pain they create, Never again will i love those that do not love back as i was warned of those that choose that awefull path, its the greed of taking ones i
I run I hide
Just running from some guy that has a fix on me and wont let go.
Time
What time is it?
Not So High
Saturday, 21 March 2009 - People make the mistake of placing me on a pedestal and then waiting for me downfall.
Singularity
I feel it The weight pressing in crushing me into a lone quantum singularity I am tired I am weak but my gravity draws you in Are you the light that can free me Do you have the strength to lift this weight To lift this curse I'm ca
Back to Sleep
What is a nightmare but to wake and its over? What is a daydream but to wake within the sun? of stretched fantasies is that how my mind runs? the quiet sound of birds crush the hidden fear of what I don't know do I care with em
'Ghost Trawler at the Bottom of the Sea'
'Ghost Trawler beneath the Sea' In the depts of the Sea you rot away.You brought my Husband with you to the bottom of the Sea.I will never forgive you for it as you had no compassion for
Empty
What is this emptiness I feel? cast into the day No one around to lead me home in times I've gone astray no one could ever know the hurt and the pain each day that passes on just adds to the strain every eye begins to look at
untitled as of yet
In the darkest light Near the edge of sanity My visions sight Senses no vanity Its all a blurr An empty pit An echo a stir A rage a fit Black as coal Empty it seems I tug and i pull Yet no light beams Red rages on Silence sets in Where
Purples
What do you find when looking for heart lost Terror grabs you and drags you screaming through the night When looking down at the edge of the abyss And all you see reflected back is helplessness This voice that insistently keeps calling you back
if it's dawn it's time for me to yawn and MOURN
i know that she knows that i know why she thinks i wrote this poem
Coin
Bringer of peace Harbinger of evil Two sides one coin
Untitled 2
From where doest thou come To where doest thou go God knows of thy passing
she just stopped..
something new that fits in all to well with how im doing right now..
Midnight Bell
I spoke these words with everglay Whilst trolling all around me Twas not what I expect everyday So leave thyself and let me be Through forest, glen and dale The warbles sing their song And on the wind we shall set sail Come midnight bell wil
LOVE FOR RENT
Love for rent, temporary not free Rent this love for a large fee Money from your pocket I will take Real love I give never fake Conditions are strict but few Fact is there is just two First this love is always mobile To hope for a stay is futi
have you ever seen two slugs coppulate?
because no one else but me knows what losing a lover is like, and only me
World Irony
It's against the law to love~
night fall
new
the unfinished
for a friend
Heart's Disgrace
What's there to say.. I hope the words say what it means
bipolar moments
this came out as i was takeng a shower
Hoarders
A friend of mine has a hoarding problem passed down by his parents and his great aunt.
a life forgotten
take a walk between the lines between the sands of time between the dream and reality sanctified beauty of nightmares burning flesh, sweet and pungeant the singing of hair, dark auburn red an idea for a song, sweet and long remnants of a life
better off dead
the spread of rain to feel the pain. i lost my feelings for you today. the garden had ears in vain. now the i love you has gone away. i lost my feelings for you today. im always a dreamer but i don't lie. you lied to me my friend. our friendship has
My Reality
I worked with a client for a number of weeks and she had some real stand up arguments with the heater, radio, window, toaster and so on
THE ESSENSE
“ THE ESSENCE “ I only live that I may die I only love that I should cry – I sometimes hate and wonder why On a sunny day can’t see the sky. The clouds are black and slowly creeping Around me and I heard them weeping, For they can see me
everlasting purpose
something i wrote
VERITAS!
I wrote this 05/06/2008 03:00 - I had had a sleepless night, tossing and turning with my mind whirring about the topic of 'Truth' ... a subject in focus at that stage of my life. I couldn't stand the state of turbulence I was in .. so I came downstairs to the PC and started to put it down .... it took one sitting of about 2hrs.
The Drunk
This poem is about a guy who doesn't know the where, what, how, when, or why of his current situation. His basic concern is for his own comfort.
i saw
just a sort poem i wrote a while back
Self Harm
Have recently counselled a young lady with a proclivity towards self injurious behaviour
I must be real...I saw my shadow.
I walk in Hollywood. i do not want to be alone. ...but i am. I do my best to say "hi"....."goodmorning".....but she never responds....days have turned to months and i still get no reply. i wonder if i am alive.....afterall....I can still see my s