I met a man from another site. Dated for several months, began to fall in love with him and his kids and grandkids, and they me. One day he tells me he's decided he's not ready for anything as serious as we were getting. Said it wasn't me, or anything I'd done, he just didn't want "anyone".
His kids say that he's afraid of commitment, and that the feelings he was having for me scared him! (single for past 15 years) This man had morals, and good judement, (so I thought) and had what I had felt I'd been missing in past relationships -
Pillow talk was amazing, we'd laugh and love - all of a sudden it was gone. To me it felt like as if he'd died. My life had become a living hell - People said I "Lost my glow!" It's been 18 flippin months!! We talked and even did a lunch together this past spring. But now he's with someone new and I'm trying to move on and start a new chapter in my life as well.
I met a man from another site. Dated for several months, began to fall in love with him and his kids and grandkids, and they me. One day he tells me he's decided he's not ready for anything as serious as we were getting. Said it wasn't me, or anything I'd done, he just didn't want "anyone".
His kids say that he's afraid of commitment, and that the feelings he was having for me scared him! (single for past 15 years) This man had morals, and good judement, (so I thought) and had what I had felt I'd been missing in past relationships -
Pillow talk was amazing, we'd laugh and love - all of a sudden it was gone. To me it felt like as if he'd died. My life had become a living hell - People said I "Lost my glow!" It's been 18 flippin months!! We talked and even did a lunch together this past spring. But now he's with someone new and I'm trying to move on and start a new chapter in my life as well.
It hasn't healed. I guess it's like a patched tire. Sometimes it meeds a plug sometimes a patch job . I just know its never the same again . so how does it heal? With scar tissue so it doesn't function as well?
I don't know how long . How long does the patch last. I just know a patch only lasrs so long before it blows . Eventually it can't be repaired. It's too far gone. Where do you get a new heart with your emotions. Filled only with hope , trust and love?
I don't know every person is different...it depends on if you're still holding out hope that some day you might get back together which only prolongs the agony or really moving on....after my marriage ended it probably took me the longest which was well over a year...but that's not because I was upset about the marriage ending cause I was the one who ended it....but I knew I needed the time to work on me and heal scars that came from the marriage before I was ready to date again....
SandCrab45: I met a man from another site. Dated for several months, began to fall in love with him and his kids and grandkids, and they me. One day he tells me he's decided he's not ready for anything as serious as we were getting. Said it wasn't me, or anything I'd done, he just didn't want "anyone".
His kids say that he's afraid of commitment, and that the feelings he was having for me scared him! (single for past 15 years) This man had morals, and good judement, (so I thought) and had what I had felt I'd been missing in past relationships -
Pillow talk was amazing, we'd laugh and love - all of a sudden it was gone. To me it felt like as if he'd died. My life had become a living hell - People said I "Lost my glow!" It's been 18 flippin months!! We talked and even did a lunch together this past spring. But now he's with someone new and I'm trying to move on and start a new chapter in my life as well.
How long did it take you?
Thanks!
The saying "it's all in the mind" is so true...The problem is not your "broken heart", but your "infected mindset". How long does it take to move on? That depends on at what stage you're gonna change your mindset about this matter and move on. If you don't do this you can be forever caught in a world of "dreams and could have beens.." Life is too short not to move on and start living again.
I agree that we all have our own way of dealing with it. I thought I had been doing pretty well at trying to forget. But when the fire alarm went off tonight the first thing I did after waking up was to reach over and grab for him. Yes, we do need to focus our minds on what we want to do with our lives now. I do miss having that safe feeling, but I know if it is meant to be someone will appear when I least expect it. Will take time for me to regain trust.
Thanks to all who have responded. It's getting better at times these days. But as soon as I tell myself that I hear a song, or his name, or he'll email me a "hello" and I'm mush!! My heart starts to beat in my chest so hard I can't breath.
He's with someone else now and you think that would have done it for me right! I was on here just yesterday and guess who's picture came up! I'd love to move on, I'm trying, but I feel like I'm just going through the motions.
He'll always have my heart - and my mind...
Looking for Mr. Amazing, take my breath away and make me forget him, or even better - make me feel alive and special again!! We will find eachother I hope!!
That's another point some of you have brought up, I have to let go of the hope that he'll wake up and see that I could have been the best thing in his life - what we could have been to eachother! What might have been, could have been, no SHOULD have been!
SandCrab45: I met a man from another site. Dated for several months, began to fall in love with him and his kids and grandkids, and they me. One day he tells me he's decided he's not ready for anything as serious as we were getting. Said it wasn't me, or anything I'd done, he just didn't want "anyone".
His kids say that he's afraid of commitment, and that the feelings he was having for me scared him! (single for past 15 years) This man had morals, and good judement, (so I thought) and had what I had felt I'd been missing in past relationships -
Pillow talk was amazing, we'd laugh and love - all of a sudden it was gone. To me it felt like as if he'd died. My life had become a living hell - People said I "Lost my glow!" It's been 18 flippin months!! We talked and even did a lunch together this past spring. But now he's with someone new and I'm trying to move on and start a new chapter in my life as well.
How long did it take you?
Thanks!
Oh Sandcrab...
I feel for you, I do. YOu are now where I was years ago when my husband left me for another.
But you know, you need to think about you. Push him to the back shelf for now, do not give him airtime.
You will be trying to work out what you did wrong, yes?
Who knows, his kids do not, they aresyaing stuff to make you feel better.
So stop trying, think about you and your recovery from this, how you can move yourself to a better place.
As hard as it is, not to breakdown over times spent together, you have to try, you have to get up and look in the mirror and not be beaten down. Smile at people in the street, think about what you want, draw silly pictures, of what and where you want to go, look after you, see yourself as aquring a daughter, what would you say to her when she asks you why? You would not know the answers, would you? But you would hold her, let her cry, let her sob it out.
Then you would encourage her to go out, have some fun, be there when it gets tough and help her to work out what is best for her.
Take your own hand now, sit yourself down and tell your self that there was nothing you could do.
Then smile, get a mirror, let yourself know that you are still here and that you deserve a life, put your favourite lipstick on, make your face up, dress in your fave clothes and walk down that street and smile.
You will attract like minded people, you will feel great and he will fade from your existence, he will be pushed to the back because you are so busy building your self esteem.
I cannot tell you how long it will take, but for me, it was when I woke up each morning without crying.
SandCrab45: I met a man from another site. Dated for several months, began to fall in love with him and his kids and grandkids, and they me. One day he tells me he's decided he's not ready for anything as serious as we were getting. Said it wasn't me, or anything I'd done, he just didn't want "anyone".
His kids say that he's afraid of commitment, and that the feelings he was having for me scared him! (single for past 15 years) This man had morals, and good judement, (so I thought) and had what I had felt I'd been missing in past relationships -
Pillow talk was amazing, we'd laugh and love - all of a sudden it was gone. To me it felt like as if he'd died. My life had become a living hell - People said I "Lost my glow!" It's been 18 flippin months!! We talked and even did a lunch together this past spring. But now he's with someone new and I'm trying to move on and start a new chapter in my life as well.
I think its just until you realise what you really want, what you had, what you have now left behind for whatever reason and the desire and determination to not let any of this ruin even a minute's worth of happiness in your life.
This realisation or rather self evaluation of your situation and feelings could take just as long as you would allow it to. I think one should talk to closest of friends and family , let the feelings and sorrow be expressed .. it does feel better !!
Annndddd prepare mentally to start living your own life as you fully again.
Its in our own hands. But with the help of few others, things can get back on track sooner than expected.
Noo I am not saying you will forget or it wont hurt. But it will ONLY hurt soooo much for sometime. Gradually your heart will learn to hurt lesser.
Theres just as much room for tears as we allow them ....
For me, so far almost 5 years... It may never end, but I have been working on getting my life together and doing what I need to do for myself and my kids for the past few years, and not even looking for a relationship really. I figure that I will do what I need to do to make a life for me and my kids, and get us taken care of first, finish school, get a nice carreer going, and then if something happens, I would be open for it. As of right now, I am open to having friends, but not quite ready to start the whole dating/relationship game again yet. I guess each of us will heal at our own rate, but I know that my school and my kids have helped me a LOT to get over it, and to keep my mind occupied to try not to think about what could have been... But sometimes when you least expect it you will hear a song or see a movie, or something that will trigger a memory and make me sad again, but I suppose that is the way it is for everyone...
I wish you the best of luck, and I agree with the above post about not giving him time. Dont let him call you or email you because its just going to prolong the time it takes to heal. The less of him you can have in your life, the better off you will be.
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His kids say that he's afraid of commitment, and that the feelings he was having for me scared him! (single for past 15 years) This man had morals, and good judement, (so I thought) and had what I had felt I'd been missing in past relationships -
Pillow talk was amazing, we'd laugh and love - all of a sudden it was gone. To me it felt like as if he'd died. My life had become a living hell - People said I "Lost my glow!" It's been 18 flippin months!! We talked and even did a lunch together this past spring. But now he's with someone new and I'm trying to move on and start a new chapter in my life as well.
How long did it take you?
Thanks!