am trying to find where i lost track of keeping track but really think there is no hope for me till the morning when i will revisit - am listening to annie lennox on headphones at the moment - absolutely no hope for me - none, whatsoever - ever -
i do also believe that etheogens, or psychoactive substances enhance the imagination - but probably nobody cares so why worry bout voicing my opinion ???
i have experienced you as i have experienced this conversation and need no permission to journey to my future with these things in mind - i may choose to smoke it but would be equally happy were it mushroom season - what say you to that one - ha ha
Hey, my man, Haydn, when he went it was astounding and amazing and incredulous - it was a rainy sunday morning and i was sat crying my little heart out - i was sayin " hey, if there is a god then its about time you showed up - next thing i know, there was the most beautiful rainbow - he did let me know, it wasnt just beautiful, it was a double rainbow - what can i say, my experiences of my closest pepole dying, my man and my first born daughter, they have been good exeriences - is bizarre -
i did take a long time over the crying mind you - but i am great now - at university n stuff
ha ha - i will be in scotland any day now - its where my bessie mate lives and usually, when i get there, her hubbie takes over the family so that she n i can take 'time out' - last time we went to the isle of skye with a tent and a crate of beer and a 4 wheel drive - oh so beautiful !!!!!
thanks hun - somehow - its been bubbling up to speak of these last few days - i normally keep it in - but if you pass her way, please say that mum syas hi n i constantly speak of her intellgence, for me please - cos i know she will say - flipin mum - never misses a chance eh -
am so sorry, i know this could be very sad to people looking on but in reality - this is my daughter telling us that there is a tomorrow if ionly we can respect the journey of the individual
ah, yes life after death - i do believe that my daughter came to me with apologies and said " sorry mum, i have to go now - there are other things i have to see" this was an extremely personal experience for me but i believe that it is 'exactly' how it happened
she was in intensive care, life suport, and i went to the loo - i know this is what she came to me to say - as i said earlier - it was weird - it was her spirit, the spirit i knew when i gave birth to that beautiful person - i knew that spirit - she came to me on the flippin loo - it is our sense of humour lol
Hi Chele, I had a long term partner pass away, as well as my 29 yr old daughter - i am sure we have both had experiences which few others can possibly relate to - however, unlike your good self, coming from a long time of disbelief in the god entity - i did have the experienceas but chose to call them instead 'energy'
this reasoning is because as a child i knew loss, the loss of my mum at 4 yrs old - i feel no bitterness nor remorse - i just know about aloneness - i think
Hi Hun, physics suggessts that there is nothing anywhere until it is observed. I have been looking for a while at quantum theories and apart from a concentratin of matter around 'black holes' i really cant make much sense of it all. Zero is apparently in question too, this has arisen because of the concept of god apparently - which i can actually agree with - if pushed haha
i really do not care if anybody loves me or not - and often say as much. Its a buzz when people disagree with my stance on christianity or concepts of people as sheep - i come from a place of love and humour
oh i do think it is so interesting but absolutely necessary to remain objective.
I also love the 'family' i am finding here but have given up thinking of this as a way to meet a prospective partner and prefer instead to seek like minds, people to converse with be they male or female, young or old, black, white, blue, yellow, crimson or multi-coloured - no matter - sharing knowledge and not being alone is more important than leaving myself open to the slings and arrows of fortune - i can manage being alone, its pretty much for now, ok till i decide to do something different
i can talk - im on a diet fr my friends wedding - beer and mixed nuts haha - 24 hrs n going strong - i had such a good intention today then another friend turned up to talk so i didnt get out again - ah well, at least im gettin me protien
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RE: life after death
hi, not seen much of you for a couple of weeks - i hope you are well and happy