Wow, more well wishes. I am overwhelmed. Thank you.
Rehab is frustrating as hell. Not being able to do simple things that I have always done before. Something as simple as tying my shoe is a chore.
But I have my wits, I can still hunt and peck on the keyboard. I can't wait till I can drive just so I can get pulled over and say, "Honest occifer, I not been drinking."
I am selling my truck though, knowing it is going to be while before I can drive it and it is paid off. I should be able to get good money for it since it is a 2008 with few miles.
I don't know if it is harder, but it is different. Us guys are the protectors. When we fall in love with a woman we seek to protect her. When she leaves us, psychologically it subconsciously affects that area of our mind and causes us to feel like a failure.
that is the way I felt for a long time and still do to some extent.
It is amazing how weak I feel. I have always been a gym jock, usually going 4 times a week. I am still in shape, but after a month of inactivity, I feel so blah.
Had a good session yesterday. Treadmill sure was different. After running miles on the treadmill every week, getting up to 6 just a couple of weeks before the aneurysm, hopping along at a quarter of a mile is kind of comical.
Life has changed for sure
Wow, more well wishes. I am overwhelmed. Thank you.Rehab is frustrating as hell. Not being able to do simple things that I have always done before. Something as simple as tying my shoe is a chore.
But I have my wits, I can still hunt and peck on the keyboard. I can't wait till I can drive just so I can get pulled over and say, "Honest occifer, I not been drinking."
I am selling my truck though, knowing it is going to be while before I can drive it and it is paid off. I should be able to get good money for it since it is a 2008 with few miles.