I dunno what I'd consider myself as, because in a sense, people run in different types of packs. While a guy may be an alpha in one situation, he totally may not be in another. Very rarely is someone alpha all the way. I think it really depends on the female in determining who her alpha is because in a sense, when we get with someone, it is because they are what we are looking for and in a sense, that in & of itself can make a male an alpha simply because he has a trait or series of traits that make him attractive to a woman.
Don't get me wrong, I understand there are Betas out there, but again that is something that is subjective to the prospsective woman.
In 2005, Koch's Flint Hills Resources refinery was recognized by the EPA's Clean Air Awards program for reducing air emissions by 50 percent while expanding operations. Koch Industries' headquarters in Wichita has been certified for meeting the Energy Star standards for superior energy efficiency and environmental protection. As of 2010 it is the only Wichita office building to be so recognized. A Tulsa, Oklahoma site of the Koch-owned John Zink Company site was part of the EPA's National Environmental Performance Track program from 2003 until 2009 when the program was suspended.
Koch's Matador Ranch in Texas earned the Lone Star Land Steward award for outstanding natural resource management in 2010. The Montana ranch has earned several environmental stewardship awards, including the EPA Regional Administrator's award.
In 2010, Koch Industries was ranked 10th on the list of top US corporate air polluters, the “Toxic 100 Air Polluters,” by the Political Economic Research Institute at the University of Massachusetts Amherst.
Fines In March 1999, Koch Petroleum Group, a Koch Industries subsidiary, pled guilty to charges that it had negligently allowed aviation fuel to leak into waters near the Mississippi River from its refinery in Rosemount, Minnesota, and that it had illegally dumped a million gallons of high-ammonia wastewater onto the ground and into the Mississippi River. Koch Petroleum paid the Dakota County Park System a $6 million fine and $2 million in remediation costs, and was ordered to serve three years of probation.
In 1999, a federal jury found that Koch Industries had stolen oil from government and American Indian lands, had lied about its purchases more than 24,000 times, and was fined $553,504.
In January 2000, Koch Industries subsidiary, Koch Pipeline, agreed to a $35 million settlement with the U.S. Justice Department and the State of Texas. This settlement, including a $30 million civil fine, was incurred for the firm's three hundred oil spills in Texas and five other states going back to 1990. The spills resulted in more than three million gallons of crude oil leaking into ponds, lakes, streams and coastal waters.
In 2001, the company reached two settlements with the government. In April, the company reached a $20 million settlement in exchange for admitting to covering up environmental violations at its refinery in Corpus Christi, Texas. That May, Koch Industries paid $25 million to the federal government to settle a federal lawsuit that found the company had improperly taken more oil than it had paid for from federal and Indian land.
In June 2003, the US Commerce Department fined Koch Industries subsidiary Flint Hill Resources a $200,000 civil penalty. The fine settled charges that the company exported crude petroleum from the US to Canada without proper US government authorization. The Commerce Department’s Bureau of Industry and Security said from July 1997 to March 1999, Koch Petroleum (later called Flint Hill Resources) committed 40 violations of Export Administration Regulations.
In 2006, Koch Industries’ subsidiary Flint Hill Resources was fined nearly $16,000 by the EPA for 10 separate violations of the Clean Air Act at its Alaska oil refinery facilities, and required to spend another $60,000 on safety equipment needed to help prevent future violations.
In 2009, Koch subsidiary Invista agreed to pay a $1.7 million civil penalty and spend up to $500 million to correct self-reported environmental violations at its facilities in seven states. Prior to the settlement, the company had disclosed to the EPA more than 680 violations after auditing 12 facilities acquired from DuPont in 2004.
I agree in that the first love never stops...but I have to disagree in that it doesn't always have to hurt. Unfortunately for me my first love came at a time when I needed her as my best friend and I guess in a sense that may be why I never forget her.
I often wonder where she is or what she has done in life, but I never think about what could have been had we never parted ways. I hope she is living a life of happiness & that all the dreams of her life are coming true. I hope she has a husband that treats her well and kids that love her endlessly. I know a little about her such as where she lives, but I've never written to her to let her know how much of an impact she had on my life and in a sense, I think that is something that I want for me only anyways.
She'll always mean the world to me and will always be someone that I'd fight to the ends of the earth for. She'll always be the friend I always needed and always be there for me even if she doesn't realize it. It's been 14 years since I've said anything to her but I remember as clearly as it was tomorrow, the kind of person she was and in a sense, she is still that friend that is always there for me because alot of times I will ask myself, what type of advice would Debbie give you? and that answers alot of the questions that I pose to myself.
Love for someone this special in your life is never lost just as long as you give them a place in your heart that no other could ever have.
RE: I was on another site and this chic said....
But yeah OP, it is kinda creepy