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I’ve battled and fought myself for years on the subject of am I ever going to meet someone? Just recently I did. He ended up being just like my ex boyfriend. I confronted him about it. He’s not one that likes confrontation. He punishes me by not talking to me for days on end.

So I did something different this time. I prayed. *Gasp*

And I blew the dust off the Word and read it.

God answered me in the most loving and non judgmental and direct way I could ever possibly hope for. It’s not working with this man because you’re doing it YOUR way again.

I wasn’t surprised by those words. I was encouraged. I have left God out of my life on numerous occasions. So this is my fault? You want me to APOLOGIZE?! Yep.

I took a very DEEP breath that would reach the other side of earth…that would suck up all the hot air of the Sahara and let it out. Okay Lord. I take full responsibility. His next words to me was you need to follow Me. Words He’s been telling me this whole time regarding a spouse. This time He was direct because I was in a crying rage and wanted answers. He answered me lovingly and with open arms.

So now what?

I’m supposed to see him Friday to work for him. He hired me to help him out but I haven’t heard from him all week. I told his other worker I’m just going to show up at his door and see what happens but he may fire me. What I told him was hurtful and rude. What God wanted me to know though was that this had nothing to do with him. This was about my DISOBEDIENCE.

So now I wait depending on God to salvage this relationship. I still want to be his friend but I’m not sure he wants to be mine now.

Guess I’ll just have to wait and see and trust God.

I’ve come to the inevitable conclusion that I’m not going to find my other half in life. So I’m going to make arrangements with an Italian man in LA to “blow off steam” so to speak. I found him on a discreet site. Well he found me and threw me a like. May as well pick a man I want to do that with…the very best. He is the very best.

The thing is though is that I post my best photos online. I’m not gonna look like that at a drop of a hat. It takes time to look good so I’m hoping he doesn’t say can I see you right now?? I always dread that question. The last time that happened the guy said you look nothing like your picture. I told him I told you I’m not made up. I have no makeup on. Before he could respond he deleted me. So I dread it.

I want to do this before I get too old and have no libido left. I don’t know what will happen in the future. It’s possible that I won’t even care about it anymore and I dread that too.

So thanks Luke for telling me to just do it. I agree with you. It’s gonna pass me by and I’ll regret it. The years are going by fast now. Might as well do it before I can’t get men that are perfect 10s anymore. He’s 45 and a perfect 10. Man he’s gorgeous.

In other news, I have a big interview coming up for a medical assisting position. I actually can’t wait for it because the sooner it happens the quicker I will find out if I’m hired or not. I will take interviewing suggestions down below. And no they’re not male so I can’t use my sex appeal. Lol.

But if I get hired I will be celebrating with Mr. Mambo Italiano.



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This gentleman has been getting tons of attention lately and praise from men all over and from all status.




What do you think of his teachings?


...and women, what do you think?

Is this guy nailing female nature or what?

This is the stuff that feminism has released to the world.

Once we are all on the same page of human nature, there will be no more deceit, manipulation, and true happiness will follow.

A guy tries for weeks to get a date with a woman who is a social media influencer. She claims she was bored and agreed to go out. Her choice was a place called Fontaine’s Oyster House where they claim to have the freshest oysters in the city.

The Tuesday's special was a dozen oysters for $15.

When she was on the 4th dozen of oysters with Tabasco sauce, looking for some cocktails, crab cakes and potatoes. He excuses himself to the restroom, only not to return.

The woman video tapes the event to post to TikTok and it gets more than 5 million views.

The waiter recognized the woman and stated "She's here every Tuesday"

Story link:


TikTok link:
@equanaaa/video/7288609310525918506?is_from_webapp=1&web_id=7276123114270066218



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If any of you ever had a loaded gun pointed at your head then you should have a very slight feeling of how the people of Israel and the Middle East is feeling.

Palestine knew the consequences when Hamas attacked Israel but they chose to look the other way. Hamas is NOT Palestine.
Who is Hamas?
HAMAS–the acronym for Harakat al-Muqawama al-Islamiya (Islamic Resistance Movement)—is the largest and most capable militant group in the Palestinian territories and one of the territories' two major political parties.

Yesterday Israel dropped very many pamphlets telling civilians in, a nearly flattened city, Gaza to flee north. Just flee. Where to, only God knows.

For the first time in years, Israeli forces will have to penetrate deep into Gaza, a coastal enclave where thousands of Hamas militants operate out of an underground network of tunnels, while also hiding among civilians.

So far only Hamas is at war with Israel but what happens when Hezbollah joins in against Israel?

Who is Hezbollah?
Hezbollah is a Shiite Muslim political party and militant group based in Lebanon, where its extensive security apparatus, political organization, and social services network fostered its reputation as “a state within a state.” Founded in the chaos of the fifteen-year Lebanese Civil War, the Iran-backed group is driven by its opposition to Israel and its resistance to Western influence in the Middle East.

How powerful is Hezbollah?
Hezbollah wields significant power in Lebanon, where it operates as both a Shiite political party and militant group.
It opposes Israel and Western powers operating in the Middle East, and it functions as a proxy of Iran, its largest benefactor.
The group has faced unprecedented scrutiny from the Lebanese public amid the country’s political and economic crisis.
Nowadays, it has precision guided missiles. In addition to potentially bringing more sophisticated weaponry and fighters into the current conflict, Hezbollah's intervention could rope in other parties, too. Hezbollah is part of a coalition of Iran-backed fighters who are still stationed in Syria.

I say when Hezbollah enters the war then we need to be even more afraid.

My thoughts are that Israel will begin the ground offensive very soon, either tomorrow or the next day.

God be with the GENUINE innocent.

(This blog was inspired by “Why do men rape women?” A blog written by fiftyshadesofgra)

I’ve recently watched documentaries about serial killers Jeffrey Dahmer and Ted Bundy. They were both before I was born so I wanted to culture myself a bit and get up to speed with the both of them. Dahmer said he raped and killed because he felt like he had no control over anything in his life. Bundy did it for possession and control. There’s always some form of control there.

I feel like I have no control over my life sometimes but that doesn’t drive me to hurt someone. However, I noticed a difference. My parents are still happily married. 51 years. Ted and Jeffrey didn’t have that.

Still though some people have had terrible childhoods and turned out just fine and great childhoods and turned serial killer/rapist. It’s really something I can’t wrap my head around either. Perhaps I should turn the tables and find out why people from bad backgrounds turned out fine as well to get a better picture. Ted said he did it because he wanted to, not explaining a motive. This is telling me he is inherently bad which goes with the fact that we are all inherently sinful.

I am leaving you all with this. My opinion is that the enemy played on their insecurities to get them to do his bidding. If you have an area where you’re weak he’s going to try his best to use that against you. I hate to say this but they allowed the devil to use them as his vessels. Dahmer even said he was going to build a shrine to the devil had he not been apprehended using the heads of his victims.

One of my friends asked me how can you watch that kind of stuff? I don’t because I know how the enemy works. I said I do too but it’s good to know how the mind of a serial killer/rapist works so that you can avoid it. I commend her for not watching those films though. I really shouldn’t be watching them either except for the reasons I mentioned.

Is that they are no problem at all. This country is collapsing bit by bit. The shooters in this country are all controlled by a socialist called satan. He very much believes in his cause and has recruited others as his conglomerate. The fact that people don’t see this as spiritual warfare and only as a mere materialistic problem with guns is a giant red flag and I beg you…in fact I implore you to seek where you are going when you die. None of this head knowledge and political knowledge is gonna matter when you face the Almighty. He’s just gonna simply ask you one question…did you believe in me or not? That alone is enough to scare me more than any gun pointed at me ever could. The guns are the distraction. The destruction and lost souls is the man behind the mask or behind the gun so to speak.

It's always entertaining to work around someone who grew up in New York City and cannot get around the accent. One salesman would say "Da Numbas" when the rest of us knew he meant 'the numbers'
In business, the numbers means so much. If you have to sell enough to keep the business going. That said, you have to sell high enough to turn a profit. It's all in the numbers. Or, as they say in New York "Da Numbas."

Lots of things going on this week and I haven't had the time to read/watch news as much as I usually do. Mentioned before, I'll scan a story and go to the reader comments, as they often have things to say that are more important than the news story itself.

I see there's a blow-by-blow on what's happening with Trump and the New York fraud trial.

The former chief financial officer of the Trump Organization, Allen Weisselberg had a bad case of amnesia and couldn't answer the many questions he was asked while under oath. That's okay and often the prosecutor asking the questions often has the answer and it's just a matter of procedure if the witness is willing to lie or not. Considering Weisselberg already spent time in jail he wasn't going to do or say anything of value.

One of the reader comments talked about the numbers that I found interesting:
Only 13 Presidents failed to get re-elected.
Only 5 Presidents failed to win the popular vote.
Only 4 Presidents have been impeached or resigned.
Only 1 President has ever been criminally indicted.
Only ONE President has done ALL FOUR



"For years, a high-ranking accountant at the Trump Organization was the point man for ensuring that tweaked numbers padded Donald Trump’s wealth on paper.

But when he appeared on the witness stand at the former president’s bank fraud trial last week, the accountant’s supposed finance expertise suddenly vanished into thin air."

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Trump is still complaining in public he didn't get a jury trial.
But the truth is he's not admitting what really happened.
The jury request should have been formally requested from his attorney.
There is a box to be checked and they ignored it.
A blunder by his lawyers and he's trying to make people believe it's a corrupt judicial system.

Life is short..Use your time well..Try to be happy you should give yourself what makes you happy and don't wait for others to give you happiness
Always smile...smile gives you positive energy
Hana

A few months ago my cardiologist recommended I increase my diuretic to resolve leg swelling when I sit at a computer many hours a day. If that doesn't work, I should wear compression stockings. Medium compression of 20-30mmHg was the recommendation.
So, I bought a pair from a store that sells medical supplies. They were fitted to my foot and leg dimensions. I found them uncomfortable and would make my legs itchy if I had them on for more than an hour or two.
So, I ordered some from Amazon that were a size larger and kept them on for at least 6 hours. When I removed them, my legs and ankles were uncontrollably itchy, worse than the previous pair.
I researched reasons for itchy ankles and one symptom was diabetes. Ruling that out as my weekly sugar levels are in the normal range and I'm doing brisk walking 4 to 5 times a week.
I put some Benadril anti-itch medicine on the affected areas but it only worked for an hour or two and an itchy episode came back, it was like flipping a light switch!

How do you cure an itch?

You scratch it... I did and broke the skin. This started a viscous cycle.

Trying to make this go away, I'm using different medicines and alternating between antibiotic, hydrocortisone, and Benadril. My leg swelled so much I went to the doctor. He had me go for an ultrasound to be sure it didn't create a blood clot. Simple test... no clot.
The medical technician thinks I've got an allergy to the material the stockings are made from.

I'm headed to some outside appointments so no 'compression' for now... when I return, I've got a day of drawings to make and I'll consider some support hose. 10-15mmHg and some dry skin cream first.