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I'm a bit of a gypsy, and have moved I think 22 times since I was born - when I bought my current little house, which is quite an ugly little house, I thought oh well, it will be fine for a year or two. Thirteen years later ... I got home from work today to find a big box on the doorstep. Wait until Christmas to open it? Aye, that'll be right!

This ugly little house is now crammed with memories. I brought favourite stuff with me when I moved to the UK, inherited more when my father died, then when my mother did, things from my childhood that I had loved. My daughter's room is like a time warp of her life, unnerving for visitors perhaps but she loves it when she comes to stay. Changes and improvements for my comfort have been made by people who cared about my happiness. It isn't even that ugly any more - some bits are now downright pretty. And the big box contained a fire to dress up the lounge.

Love it. and so does the dog



Memories can be happy or sad. I choose happy.

Oh where oh where can loveuallnite be? Oh where oh where could he be ? If anyone knows please tell me I can't seem to find he

Incredibly beautiful here today - hard frost overnight rimming everything with white, blue skies, and the temperature climbed to the dizzying heights of 1 degree C.



I went shopping, stocked up, bought cards and a couple of gifts and was bombarded with cheesy carols throughout.

So - decided to push the boat out and actually do some decorating for the season. Let's see, now, where is everything?



I know I had everything in 3 packing cases. Basic, half-hearted, and the whole shebang. I can find the tree. And I can find the whole shebang box. Don't want the whole shebang, but I cannot find the other 2 boxes, which is a pain because one contains the tree decorations.



They might, oh dear, be in the attic. Anyone prepared to pop round and go up into the dark cold scary attic (I will hold the wobbly ladder) and get them for me?

I am not writting "Be a Hero for ourselves" as it means 'us' where there are other people around. It would be good enough if we could be a hero for ourself, one me, one you. I believe there are many ways to be a hero for ourself. For me, the easiest way is to be honest to myself, mean that I am brave enough to tell things like they are, to admit my own feeling.

When a question of why am I still here in dating site? In the beginning, 3 years ago when I just registered myself in cs, it was to find a matching man. The fact that I found him not in CS but from other group called Inter Nations, it doesn't then make me decide to leave CS. Why...? Cause I found something else in CS. I am not making a friendship in CS, if you see my friends list, I only have 2 people and even we don't exchange messages but for sure they have my supports in all ways and when they come to my country and to my city specifically, it is guaranteed that I would be their local guide. For those who always have good intention and attention to others -not only to me, you are noted in my mind and my heart and my doors are open for you.

I read blogs pretty much regular. There was a time when I had so much ideas to write and to share in a blogs room, even about my private things. But what I enjoy so much is to observe how people express themselves through their blogs (as much as I do). Through their blogs and comments we could indirectly recognize their characters. Some people are so open minded, some are narrrow minded. Some are very wise, some are not, some are very friendly and some are very sarcastic.

In any case, this is a virtual world where the freedom is guaranteed by God Himself. Prejudices and biases could be built easily without any references, simply they know us in person or just base on word that other people told them.

We we also notice, some people could not stand to receive complains and critics, they select and keep things that please them.

I don't hope you anything but be happy and be hero for yourself....

All of us have wishes, desires and hopes for Christmas or even in ordinary days...

All my wishes, desires and hopes for this year came true and I couldn't ask for more...happier life, healthy happy family, great beautiful son, good job,happy talkative parrot, new apartment, new life, in a happier relationship...so looking forward to a very merry Christmas...

What else could I ask for...nothing!

What are your special wishes for this Christmas ?

Whatever your wishes and desires for this Christmas, I hope they will all come true

Dream of a beautiful life pushing asian's to western countries.
but they forget there old parents , widows old mothers, there lonely wives , there childrens behind them.
and at last there parents died to awaiting them.
but they dont came back.
there dreams pushing them so far from there families.
IS MONEY IS VALUEABLE THEN RELATIONS ? ? ?

.... ..... ,,....,,.....The real genuine ones.....are the ones...takes flowers...to the burial grounds

Is it wrong for me not too celebrate Christmas, it's only just another day in the year

Happy birthday dear Minerva....

Wish all the best for you....

Please keep healthy and happy...

I wish I could send you a horse as a gift as I know that you love them..



I love you..

I just want to share my happiness with all of you

I ever posted blog that I missed my little baby (5 now) for more than 3,5 years now due to the divorcing. She was taken by her father just to torture me. He hidden her from my reaching. But since last 2 years, he entered Jakarta and my baby stayed with her aunty and been raised by her.

Since I heard that, on purpose I recruited one of my ex. Husband's nephew to be my assistant to connect me to her. Since last years he works for me. I got all information and photos of her from the nephew which he got from the aunty.

After more than 3,5 years I couldn't see my baby.. The nephew tried to arrange the meeting between me and my baby. He marathonly talk to the aunty. They actually have little worry that the secret planning of meeting will be heard by her daddy. If that's happen, he can take her away and go far away to hide her again... Yes, very selfish.

And the day is coming. Today I met her BUT I was not allowed to cry and not allowed to introduce myself to her to avoid she talk to her daddy, not allowed to be over reacting. Let she try to recognize me by herself. The aunty introduced me to her as a friend...

Her aunty told me alot abt her growing up. I was crying when she told me story... That time my baby was not around. I really thanks to her has been taking care of her very well. And we talk abt planning for her elementary school. I just asked her to register her to the best school and I will be financing her.
. Hi... What's your name? she answered me.. Come here dear.. Do you like to take a pic? Oh..yes aunty..
Once again ok? Say cheeeeeers.... And show your cute smile..

I wish I hugged her.. But the nephew gave me sign not to over reacting, actually he disagree I kissed her but I couldn't resist.

Very nice meeting... And the aunty promised slowly will introduce who I am to her..

I am your mother darling...