Only One Thing...................
Have you figured out your priorities when it comes to your love life.
It's crazy the excuses you’ve made for him!
He’s not ready to commit because he’s scared,
Because he’s so busy at work,
Because he’s having family issues,
Because his heart has been broken, & on & on & on.
That If you just hang in there & not be so demanding, perhaps he will see the light & his feelings for you or his stance on committing to you will change.
Making excuses for him is a great way to assuage your own ego & to take the responsibility off his shoulders to make his own choices in life, but it doesn’t do much to help you create what you want to create in your life.
I still prey that you will see the light & refocus all that energy on us.
After all, I'm finally ready to put my eggs in one busket.
For now i'm stuck on this gloom called singledom.
You probably laughing as you read this, perhaps later it will hit you that the joke is on you.
Yours truly: 231758...
In dreams you are free and private. The magistrate is not there, the policeman is not there, the wife is not there, nobody is there. You are again free. So just on the surface you can fulfill formalities. The doubt is arising because you have a wrong expectation in the first place. I cannot help you to drop the doubt unless you drop the desire that your wife should be faithful to you.
Drop the desire that your wife should be faithful to you. Drop that, and then if you can create the doubt, it will be a miracle. Then how can doubt arise? We never go to the very root of problems, we only go on changing the symptoms. My help is available to you only to go to the deep root of the problem, to the very foundation of it. Change it there!
And you say, ”I KNOW FOR SURE THAT MY WIFE IS UTTERLY FAITHFUL TO ME.” How can you be so sure? You are just trying to convince yourself by using these words, that ”I am sure” – just using great words to hide something! You are not sure. See the cunningness of the mind. You are not sure, hence you are using the word ’sure’: ”I KNOW FOR SURE THAT MY WIFE IS UTTERLY FAITHFUL TO ME.”
Just faithfulness won’t do? Utterly faithful? Is there some doubt? Why UTTERLY faithful? A circle is simply a circle. You cannot say that this is a complete circle, UTTERLY circular. If it is a circle it is a circle! You cannot call it a perfect circle, because if it is not perfect it is not a circle, it must be something else. Watch, meditate on these words.
”BUT STILL,” you say, ”I DOUBT. SOMEWHERE DOUBT GOES ON LINGERING.” You doubt your wife? Are you certain about your faithfulness towards her? Maybe that’s why the doubt arises. You may be fooling around, if not actually, then in imagination. And then naturally the inference is there that your wife may be fooling around, if not actually, at least in imagination. And the male ego is such that it cannot allow even the wife to fool around in imagination.
Choose your friends by their character
I'm back been away for awhile.ladies I'm
back to looking for some new friends to see where it goes from there.anybody from the homestead area here
Whispering in ears
Gathering in dark places
Cowardly creatures
Smelly filthy animals
Not one brave enough to stand alone
Each comment building their hatred and their need
The booze and the pills no longer enough to contain the blood lust and frenzy...
Some of them 10 years here and still beating the same old drums singing the same sad empty songs blaming everyone but themselves for their hopeless lives