the loss of life
yu need motivationt o carry on. and when those that ar e close to you give you a hard time, you r purpose and worthiness is unsuppported an d ignored and downgraded. so u need some way to express these feelings if not sometimes clearly bu t the hint is there and the feeings are there the difference is to find waht is worth saving and waht is worth leaving.
Rapture in the Moonlight.
I found a sketch dated after Broken Lanterns in the Moonlight...this transpired from the aforementioned. Comments and Criticism encouraged.
Life Happens
My father accidentally ran my mother over when i was 20 and my brother 18. As we waited for the case to be decided it tore our family apart. My mothers family was extremely upset that me and my brother stuck by our fathers side. After the case was closed we tried to mend fences and now can all sit in the same room and talk.
“Coping”
Sitting at this bar on another dismal day. Hoping this drink drowns my dismay. Gulp! Gulp! Glass empty, yet another joy has gone away. Excuse bar keep send another one my way. Nothing seems to fill this void in my heart? Remedy, alcohol you j
Some People Say
I wrote this back in '98. After an infulental man in my life died. He was a tall proud man. "The Chief" Mr. W. Campbell.
WASN'T YOU WAS ME!!
shortly before I deleted my profile !!
Follow the Flowers
I can smell the winter in the air reminds me of a funeral It smells of rotting pumpkins, car exhaust, and you. All wrapped together, and perfectly chilled. Fear what the winter brings, they call it change. Because when its all over, and fl
I'm Just a Carpenter
From a different point of view
From the Spider's Net
Like the baby from the bag of a Kangaroo I look around the world From the Spider's net. Believe me, I am caught in the net of that Spider, Where all my strength and thought Are lost and gone for ever. Fraud, corruption, lust today are t
You were to young to leave
You were so weary God put his arms around you You gently slipped away That’s the day you were taking to your new home while holding Gods hands You didn’t go alone a part of me went too Never good bye Always I’ll see you later!
Farewell but not Goodbye
My final words for my mother which will forever endure as the written word remains long after we do
Honey Trap
C.P.T.S.D. Sufferers pen.
Sleep
this is about all my friends who have passed
Death's Opus
Here, On the other side of the page where lost days go, where lost poems go, where forgotten dreams are breaking up like morning fog. Go..... Go..... Go..... I am preparing myself for death. I am teaching myself emptiness; the gambler
When I have gone
For all those I lost
Dancing in the Graveyard
True story...
Scattered
~ Scattered ~ I can hear your whisper in a crowded room. See your smile under a faded moon. Chasing your memory has me all but consumed. Reaching my hand to feel your touch, seems to get lost in the fog and dust. I must have faith
A Tragic Moment
2008 was a challenging time for me. We had deaths in my family and circle of friends. I went to London to care for an illing aunt and when I came back home, I found out my best friend husband was being burried, died from cancer 3 days later,and a week later my uncle died..then another friend just so sudden.
Pain and Fear
a full process of life
Dad
In loving memory to my Dad, who I hope I will meet again someday
Knight in the sky
Seth you'll always remain in my thoughts Tragically lost to depression/suicide
The Song
Let there be an end to grieving.
Mom
about my mother who passed
Silence
I was just going thru a hard time, and this is my release. I like to think I have a way with words. Hope you like it...
Rules For Grieving
Rules For Grieving There are no rules for grieving, For it's a fight against believing In God and in yourself also, Sapping your will,it won't let go. It is a fight for heart and soul, To take back what Satan stole, For he will confuse w
gone so soon
My poem is about u really neva know wats going on
In the memories of my young brother
The memory of my brother who died 2004 of drug used, then i cry when i wrote this and smile as he ask me to put his funny foto hang to my bedroom wall till now.
After?
There's a difficulty in the heart, associated with this kind of loss of freedom and lack of will to change. Unfortunately, as addictive and destructive as these relationships are, they are often the most troublesome, and are practically impossible to escape without some form of change in perspective on life as well as love.
A journey we all eventually must take
For someone close I know who is close to leaving for her final journey.
Where Did You Go
Where did you go my Darling One? I would like to know that answer Your eyes so bright, they dimmed As your breath just slowly faded What happens to those times we shared? Do you somehow keep those memories The love and joy, our life together
The Power of the Gods
the aftermath of the most devastating typhoon Haiyan in the Philippines is an experience never to be forgotten...how insignificant we are...and powerless compared to the power of mother nature..
a dreamer
dreams, desires ,cravings and even basic happiness etc... none can be attained in this life.. but for when those eye's close in eternal sleep, thats when you shall truly be free......
Loneliness
The poem basically is about losing someone close to you. I wrote this particular poem because it is a dedication to someone. I felt really sad and depressed at the time of the poem creation.
Had I But Taken Left Not Right
Sometimes taking the wrong direction can have disastrous outcomes
Big Wheel Truck
Big wheel truck Rolling down the road Sound of tyres humming Haven't got time to stop 'n sleep A schedule to be keeping Push yourself through the night Awake the pills will keep you Faster now, we're behind Let's reach a hundred 'n thirty
Sonnet3
Written in memory of my grandmother in 1993.
Forget me not's
I hope it explains itself....
Just One More Moment...Please
This is about a child who fought cancer.
Lest we forget
To my great uncle Thomas Lee who was a prisoner of war. Rest in peace.
Sad Awakening
Someone died in Ireland this week, I did'nt know him personally, but I thought of him and his family this morning,,, just felt like writing something. It brought back memories of when my mother died.
Loss
The pearl of my life,the road to my new beginning.. The holder of my heart! You were my angel on high.. The entity which showed me a new path! Gave me something the world could nt! Love beyond anything else!! But i failed in my duty to her!