Last Commented Family Poems (502)

ah to feel a hold of a love,

how long ago this may be..


She died so so long ago,

haste not to date sence,

or let i get hurt by death of two.

Ah to feel a hold of a love,

would be lovely,

would be awsome,

but, must i take a risk?

Must i loose yet another child,

and possible wife?


Ah there in deed lies the quetion,

in my life...

My child is coming home
to have the holidays
with her family.
I can not wait to see
my precious little
girl who has grown into
this women that is
in front of me.
With all her dreams and
all her possibilities.
Busy is her life as she
tries to gain a career.
Wondering what else is
in store for her.
What dream is she going
to go after for her life.
To set her future free.

Once in a lifetime
There comes a man like you
Who bears a son much like yourself
And I know it’s hard for you to believe
That he’s grown into a man
But father, I sincerely understand
And I have always remembered
That once, every night of my existence
To thank my lucky stars
That you’ve given me the strength
To be a better man
By providing a guiding light
With your wisdom
Your encouragement
Your love
But there comes a time
In our evolution through life
When a father and a son, can no longer be as one
And it took me so long to recover
From the pain of having denied the love
I once so dearly relied upon
It takes more than time to discover
That for both the young and old
Truth is sometimes cold but right
This is my life and I will always hold my own
Even when it means hurting us both
But all the wrongs became the rights
When we stopped to wonder “how”
By looking inside our hearts
With humble honesty
To discover what has been kept hidden
And accept the truths
That have been avoided
By the ignorance of stubborn pride
And yes, my dear father
Look at us … We are better friends now

A quicky i wrote the other morning waiting for the alarm to go off :-)



Tucked up tight, I hope it’s still night
Their all in bed and the silence fills my head
Dread the alarm going, it starts the toing and froing
God there is goes, deafening sound of my wows
Clatter, Bang, that will be the young man
Screams to wake the dead, that’s the daughter out of bed
Oh well time to get up, and give them both a shake up
I Tip toe on my way into another new day

This is for my father
Who was never there
Who never even took a second
To show how much he cared
So he can just sit back
And listen to what I have to say
See I've made my mistakes
And had a price to pay
But never would I ever
Do the things that you did
And never would I ever
Betray my own kid
All the lies you've told
All the secrets you've held
I know that you wouldn't even care
If I was burning in Hell
But that's ok
Because now it's all in the past
And now when I look at you
I sit back and I laugh
And who would've thought
I'd be in this situation
Graduating from high school to jail
And it's fifteen years that I'm facing
I'm not gonna lie
Sometimes I want to break down and cry
Over one little mistake
I end up losing my life
And sometimes, dad, I think
That if you would've been there
Then maybe life at times
Wouldn't seem so unfair
But I've said all I can say
Did all I could do
I just hope you realize, one day
This child belongs to you

Dearest friend

The dearest friend I will ever know gave me life and
helped me grow.
Held me close and kept me warm. I felt safe from every storm.
Patched me up when I fell down. Made me smile to chase the frown.
Soothed my hurting broken heart, carefully mending every part.
Thank you mom for all your care. Thank you most
for just being there.



Oct. 2012

Lisa Hegler

How many stories in your well
Is it deep from heaven to hell
Are there ones you just can't tell

Oh ...well of mine

Was your path straight an true
Was direction easy for you
Was the sun shining never blue

Easy to define....

I've walked the path of treachery
Stupidity walked right beside me
Where a thought was 'sposed to be

But not to refine...

I've sat of the fence of identity
Looked both sides to set me free
But never did i jump ...reality

'Twas not my time...

I've been painted by a different brush
My place here not to rush
Exposure of all would be too much

'Tis but a rhyme

On my journey to the end
Knowledge of such i would befriend
Before funeral pyres they do send

My soul to resign...

Heaven’s New Star

The heavens have a new star
Born of loves pure light
A beauty now for all to see
And guide me through the night

You filled my heart with joyous peace
Unselfish was your love
The angels kissed your gentle soul
Giving freedom to a dove.

The dancing in your sparkling eyes
Cast a glimpse into your soul
You touched your tender heart to mine
Your love touched my soul

You took me closer to believing
There is love in every man
Dark shadows of indifference
Was never in God’s plan

Now all I see is passions pain
Life is seldom what it seems
Truths light will warm the endless days
And satisfy our dreams

So when my time has come to go
I’ll gladly climb that stair
To enter into eternal life
Because I know you’re there

watching you get ready nervousness
has come over you as it is your
last game.
You are the quarterback for the team.
You are anxious to see just how good
you can or would be.
The team has become your friends
acting almost as close as a family.
You will miss them as the game ends
even the coaches who were friends.
Now my little boy how you have grow
to soon be a man on your own.
I am proud of you each and every
day for my boy is growing up in a
good smart way.

Sitting here i look at
you and see all the
miraculous things in
your personality.
You have a passion that
exudes through the skin
to all that is present.
Let your light shine for
all to see your glory.
For you are an intelligent
young lady with grades
that soar through the sky.
They are way up high for
all to see.
All that you can and will
be throughout this life
and all eternity.