I guess somedays i wonder why i try so hard...I mean given the circumstances i still feel i have so much to offer someone, however..somedays I get the feeling like i'm beating my head against the wall trying to overcome...it just seems like nothing i do stops those "demons" from rearing their ugly heads and stealing away my joy...
..."nowadays if I bend down to pick something up from off the floor, I look around to see if there's anything else I need to get while I'm down there so I don't have to make the trip twice."...
And here i was thinking i was the only one that did that!!
I have other visible scars...i celebrate them..i count them as "badges" earned in my life..
The ones that i keep hidden are the ones that are my "achilles heel" they are the ones that make me vulnerable...the ones that have the ability to cripple me emotionally...
Though i don't lash out when people unknowingly break open those inner wounds...I walk away numb because the hurt is still so overwhelming...
If anyone can show a woman a "good time" its my friend Paws...
Ladies you want to know what its like to be treated like a real woman, to be spoken to like you matter...you have to spend time in this man's company...
These are the kinds of wounds people don't see...the ones that you keep hidden inside... Does anyone know how to heal these wounds?... Some of the wounds that i have that will not heal...
Burying my daughter...because though we know we have to bury our parents some day...nothing prepares your for burying your own child
Having the person you cherish and love beat you into submission daily...breaking your heart and knowing you will never be the same again...
Losing a parent when you weren't prepared to not have their guidance in your life yet...
Being at the mercy of men when you are only a 5 year old little girl and they are telling you this is what love is...
What are some of the wounds you have that will not heal???...
^^^ What she said^^^ You are and always will be a valued member of this site Rob...
Both you and Cris give the rest of us hope yet...please reconsider...but if you don't believe me we will understand...on the best of days of late this forum is the worst place to "unwind"...
You are Lori...because you took whatever means available to you to see about your children...
Here in Ajax we have a "breakfast" program...where children whose parents can't afford to feed them breakfast (huh???) can send them to school to be fed...do you for one moment think that ALL those children showing up there have parents unable to feed them?...that is the difference between having a concience and not having one...
You better believe i would do whatever it took to mind my kids...that is MY obligation...they are my children...but i don't think that parents legitimately using the means available are even in question here...the program was set up for them...
I'm not understanding it either Cat...I find "judging" a person to be a derogatory thing....I don't know if a community "judging" each other is a "good thing"...and why "judging" in the first place???
Being held accountable for ones actions and behaviours is another thing (in my opinion) all together...you are not being "judged" in that instance...but rather held accountable...
Yeah so beautiful that seeing the Amish attending church on a Sunday morning in their horse and buggy scared the bejeebers out of us that we immediately started singing hymns Cat...
Pronounciation sounded like it has every time i've heard any other Canadian say it...I have been to Alberta a couple of times, I'm not really a camping person, but it sure is beautiful out there...
The last time i went my whole trip was spent inside the West Edmonton Mall...
I am tired of going to work everyday to support the ones that live off the system!! The government gives them no incentive to get off the system since they can make and benefit more from being on it than actually holding down a job...
I am all for the legitimate recipients, because i do understand that some are there through no fault of their own...just unfortunate circumstance...
I'm speaking of those that cheat the system - when in fact they are cheating their neighbours, their friends etc..- by thinking somehow they are "getting away with it"...
You too have been a wonderful inspiration to me...I would love to have you visit me if you ever get up this way...I would indeed consider it a privilege..you are awesome and i wish you all the best...THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU@!!!
What can you "bring to the table" right now in regards to a relationship (hopefully it is something more substantial that it was 10, 15 or even 20 years ago??) and what are you expecting in return??
Mikey we've been friends for 2 years..i'm hardly going to forget you...but as you can see..this is where i spend all my free time now...but i'm glad you came and joined here...lots of awesome people to meet...
(You'll read on here that some people don't think i'm capable of being just a friend...don't mind them..but don't tell them differnt..you'll burst their bubble!!)
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Wounds That Will Not Heal....
Oh Ron...I am so sorry my friend...