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In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged...

Hans Nouwens .........

One word
One look
One smile
And my heart lightens
How I wish it wasn't so !
I love you still
One year ago
You captured my heart
I have paied the price
An astronomical sum
And if to do it all again,
I would,because
One word
One look
One smile.

We are sat in another airport lounge. This time we also have Immy and her kids with us. God, time is dragging... when will they call for Aer Araan RE607. I feel awful....I ache from head to toe and feel like I have the flu. The airport lounge is screaming at me. It is to bright, everything is really grating and intense, my head feels like it is about to explode. This place is packed with bithering eejits and whining kids. An old couple sits opposite us, looking territorial. He has his paper on his lap, she is stuffing tattie crips in her gob like a to large letter in a postbox. She looks at me as if I am something out of a zoo and her eyes linger on my hair and the black rings under my eyes that now do not disappear after a good nights sleep and then she goes back to her Take a Break puzzles.

Immy's kids are behaving like something out of a brat film. Immy tells her youngest, try to colour in the lines...he looks at Immy with a glint in his eye takes the red felt tip pen and scribbles all over the page. Immy looks harrassed juggling toys, colouring books, bags and cartons of juice. I wonder how she is so good at her job? The other sibling is unfazed, munching an Easter egg for breakfast, swinging legs back and forth, constantly accidently kicking my wonderful man. He looks at me as if to say these kids are going to give me an aneurysm or a heart attack. He looks at me, puts his arm around me and I whisper in his ear, 'my head is thumping, it is all to loud, I am so tired!'
He pulls my head down onto his shoulder and I put my jacket over my head. Just as I do they call our flight....
I have decide I hate Dublin airport, the place makes me feel as if I am going to have a stroke or a brain haemorrhage.

The true secret to learn how to love someone is to walk side by side with no walls around.

Let down your shield and let that person become a part of you.

Then look into their eyes and if you see your world inside their eyes then my friend you've discovered love.

Today my hours got cut from my job so I been a little freaked out. All I hear now on the internet and on t.v. is about people losing there jobs all the time. Sometime I wander who to blame. Do we blame the guy next to us or the last president. Hopefully this ends soon but I don't think the "Obama Plan" is going to help. X_x Makes me think the people who hid their money in their home not so crazy any more.

Always here keep the love and peace

Lisa

As human beings we all want to be happy and free from misery.
We have learned that the key to happiness is inner peace.
The greatest obstacles to inner peace are disturbing emotions such as anger and attachment, fear and suspicion,
while love and compassion, a sense of universal responsibility
are the sources of peace and happiness.

~Dalai Lama

I am very disheartnened tonight.

I desperately want to talk but have had nobody impartial to talk to in nearly a fortnight.

I do not want to burden friends and family any more than they have been.

I don't want them upset and distressed.

I have read the book ...Love Is A Journey Twice by Jan Latona an

This book is invaluable.

I am blessed with what I have physically around me, I know I am not classed as depressed as I can pick myself up and be positive most of the time.

What hurts and gets me down are the cruel words, allegations and lies by total strangers and the thing that cuts deepest of all is is the odd person that promised to be there for me/be my friend and they did the exact opposite.... it cuts like a knife...

I am a human being and I have feelings yet some continue to be extremly cruel.

A hug would be so much more appreciated than a stone between the eyes....

ok so im the quy..
not askinq for much..
just a little love to b shown to my pics &nd hit me up for a little convo..
im really down to earth so dont b shy b/c i won't
well..im here &nd lookin

When exactly did we as a nation decide to give control of our lives to polititions ans overpaid busybodies. What happend to our ability to do what we thought was right for our lives. Why is it that now before we make a decision about our lives we have to consult with our neigbors? This is the most rediculous thing in the world. It's time for us to take bak our power to make our own decisions. Why should we care what our neigbors think about what kind of car we drive or choose to own? Why should we care as a nation what any other nation on the planet thinks about how we as a people run our country? They don't care what we think about what they do so why should we allow them do dictate what we do? They're definately not more civilized than we are. Just check out the news sometime. Revolution, riots in the streets beause a soccer team won a game, entire villages being slughtered because the next village over doesn't like them. Let's face it people we are listening to corrupt polititions that have for the most part never been poor a day in their lives. And quite frankly could care less about any of us or America except for what power and wealth they can extort from us. When is the last time a politition or one of their beuricratic lackies done anything that helped Ameria and it's citizens to remain free to make their own decisions rather than to aquire more wealth and power for themselves? Wake up America! It's time to start telling people to mind their own buisness and let us live our lives as we see fit! It's time to start saying we don't care how you live where you are because it has nothing to do with us! It's time to stop trying to solve everyone elses problems and focus on our own. Noone appreciates it anyway. Thanks for listening.

so any one who wants to have fun this weekend my roommate is leaving n we can have a party in my dorm! message me if u wana come!