Joy, in response to what you said about being touched..yes, I do know exactly what you mean. I am so jaded and afraid of putting myself out there because I'm scared to death of being hurt. I used to be one of those women who loved being in love, was in love w/ love and all that, but something inside me has broken. I don't know how to fix it, I know that nobody else but me can fix it. I just can't picture myself being happy, maybe it's self-sabotage but I am literally frozen w/ terror at the thought of allowing myself to open up and it is very strange.
I live my life, don't neccessarily enjoy it much, but still living and breathing. Have two beautiful kids, am pursuing a wonderful education that I throw myself into, but there has to be more somewhere. I guess when my ship comes in, I'll be waiting at the airport or something.
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RE: Do you find yourself feeling happy but at the same time feel alone wishing you had someone???
Joy, in response to what you said about being touched..yes, I do know exactly what you mean. I am so jaded and afraid of putting myself out there because I'm scared to death of being hurt. I used to be one of those women who loved being in love, was in love w/ love and all that, but something inside me has broken. I don't know how to fix it, I know that nobody else but me can fix it. I just can't picture myself being happy, maybe it's self-sabotage but I am literally frozen w/ terror at the thought of allowing myself to open up and it is very strange.I live my life, don't neccessarily enjoy it much, but still living and breathing. Have two beautiful kids, am pursuing a wonderful education that I throw myself into, but there has to be more somewhere. I guess when my ship comes in, I'll be waiting at the airport or something.