EDELWEISS - Vol. I: The ALGORHYTHM - Beginning [III]
EDELWEISS***
- Chapter I:
The ALGORHYTHM
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Beginning
“It took me two good years of my life to realize that all I’ve done was to go on in circles, returning finally to the same place I’ve left. Two years lost chasing ideals of the world. Ideals of a common man who wants to live its life as sees fit, but in accordance with the ways of a world in which gradually, since childhood times, saw no place into, not fitting anywhere, despite its efforts or tries to align to the crowd. Two years of sinking, - voluntarily – into the well-known illusions which he could recognize always since its 20’s, the same illusions which suck the life out of one’s eyes, same illusions which drain the soul, leaving an empty heart of love replacing it with misery, grief and despair. What was the reason, for all these?! – he seems to ask, in vain, and the wind carry its grieving whispers, wherever it goes. Was it worth it?! – Silence. Nothing but silence. There is nobody, to give him an answer. Not a pleasant answer to the ears. But a straight, correct answer, to a vital question. Not like regular questions which indulge the minds of the crowds. But the question which could cut a heart in tiny, tiny pieces and turn it into sand. That is a trial of Vanity. For everything into the world, is nothing else but Vainglouriousness…
I see this man resting under his majestic tree. A walnut tree, which seems fit for him. Seems fit, for the iodine and juglone, tannins and other compound, which indicates poisoning. Such a majestic tree! In all its might, alleopatic for the scientists banging their heads against a wall searching for an answer, but such a delight for the common peasant asking the tree what would like to grow underneath. Large leaves, to behold the sunlight, preserving such an amount of energy filling its marvelous crown, giving back the needy shadow in return, to a restless soul, finding a shelter!.. And what a resemblance, indeed! This tree, from all this bitterness encompassing its structure, gives back the sweet fruit of lore! I saw this man asking the tree: when it’s the right time to harvest? The tree, bent its branches to the ground, with the same answer: when I allow you…”
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- Shall be continued…
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