Well, I've gone and done it.....
The past few months with the mystery man was certainly bittersweet. The times spent together were absolutely amazing....had never been happier than in those moments cut short. I was treated like a queen when he was actually by my side. But to me, quality time is crucially important and sadly, one day every 1-2 weeks was just tearing me apart, for in those times apart I was always missing him. I do not blame him, he is a good man. No, hes not married....as i had gotten to know him better, i had seen his scheduled calendars, filled with work, studies for his bachelors exams, weight training, etc. Maybe he is married...but only to his work. He is very dedicated to everything he does. His wealthy career choice has ruined relationships in the past and i can understand how that would happen. However, i was willing to be patient....and i was. But with all that he has given to me, i feel that i just dont have enough to offer him in return and i feel as though I'm holding him back from his goals. I broke things off not because he had treated me poorly in any way, but because he deserves to be happy and i dont think im enough to fill those shoes. Money is certainly helpful, but it doesnt fill the void space that only love can occupy. And without love we are all just an empty shell merely existing with a masking smile.
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Just my opinion Enigma, I'm seeing someone with very little time and lots of hassle, it isn't easy but I know how hard it is to meet someone decent I like, have this returned and being happy. I suppose the point I was trying to make is that it is very hard to meet someone you will have a connection like that with but, it sounds like you have given this time and thought. Best of luck.